FabSwingers.com: Lorraine (67) , TV/TS in Blackburn, North West, UK

Sexy mature transvestite looking too meet and make friends and see what developes ...

If I am in the chat room please ask before pm if I don't answer it means sorry I am busy.

If you are looking to meet I am in bisexual chat most morning. First contact by mail is ok but too slown for arranging to meet. If this is not acceptable then forget it.

I will chat to anyone who is polite.

No picture no meet.

I don't accommodate.

No hotel meets.

Please don't ask if I can meet now as it takes time to prepare for a date.

If you do any of the previous you are wasting your time.

I am a mature cross dresser returning to the site to renew old friendships and make new ones.

I am a little on the large side but love to dress in smart clothes with sexy underwear.

I am 5ft 9ins and love wearing heels,

I have grey hair and brown eyes and have been told i have lovely legs.

I am looking for a dominant partner who will take me under control and increase my self awareness and my limits

Please be aware that I never meet unless we have chatted and prefer to see who I am meeting before meeting in a safe environment.

I have been asked how I got into cross dressing so I have put my story in print.

When and where did it all start.

I suppose it was when I went to the holiday camp at Blackpool, I went with a family who looked after me in the school holidays and before and after school as my mum went out to work. They had two girls one a year older than me, 8, and one 15.

I remember the fancy dress competition they decided that I was to go as a girl, and dressed me accordingly, white ankle socks, cotton knickers, a ribbon in my hair a liberty bodice and one of the younger daughters dresses and shoes. I was devastated and kicked up an hell of a fuss.

My next adventure was when I stayed with a friend of my mum and dad when they went away to a funeral, I was 13 and their son was 17, we had to share a bedroom, anyway during the night he slipped into my bed and start playing with me. I was to immature to have any body hair so was surprised to find my little penis going hard, he told me I was a dirty little boy and spanked me, saying if I woke his parents he would tell them I was being dirty. After spanking me he wet his finger and put it in me, saying it was a pity I was so small that he wouldn't fit. I didn't understand what he meant until he took my hand and put it on him, I thought it was huge but thinking back I was probably only average, he said as I was to small to take him I could suck him instead, my first taste, He repeated the process the following night making me suck his balls and cock.

Between 16 and 20 I had a few girl friends and spent sometime with a cousin who was my age, he and I used to spend nights at each others homes and wanked and sucked each other. During this time I was curious about how it would feel to be a woman and when I was alone in the house I started trying on my mothers clothes, stockings, suspenders, girdles, knickers and dresses, I used to dress and walk round the garden, it was so exciting.

Then came an interlude in my life, marriage, children and respectability. I had a few secret affairs and then when I reached 40 I met the woman who was to be my first mistress.

She owned a riding school and at the start of the affair everything seemed normal then we went away together for the week end. The room had a four poster (I think she had booked it deliberately) we had a meal and a few drinks and she laughingly said she fancied tying me to that bed. Well thinking it would be just a bit of fun I said she could. When we got back to the room she saiid that I should strip to my shorts and lie on the bed spread my arms and legs and closed my eyes before I knew I was handcuffed to the bed and hooded. She started slowly at first gradually introducing more and more control until I was completely subservient. I was finally treat as one of her horses bridled and reigned. She also had a handmaiden who assisted her together the taught me what subservience was all about.

Sadly all good things come to an end her husband returned from working abroad and that was that.

My next adventures were with a lady who showed me the wide outdoors. At first we did the usual things, kiss and cuddle in the pub secret meetings and the occasional night in an hotel. Then one evening after work we met at a local country car park and while kissing etc things got heated and she decided to suck me.

As things progressed I suddenly realized that we were being watched. I said "we had best stop" but she just carried on, I realized later that this was her thing. After this first experience if we were not in a hotel we went to a local dogging spot or had sex in a place we might have been seen. So started my love of the out doors.

My introduction to chat rooms again started innocently about five years ago and I became a member of a over eighteen chat room as a male member. This went fairly well and I met a few nice ladies but the chat was not up to much. To add a little spice to the conversation I invented Lorraine and the action really picked up. Lorraine became so popular that my male self started to slowly disappear so much so that I only went on line as Lorraine and dressed as a female. Finally I changed my sexuality to cross dresser.

Shortly after this one of my chat friends suggested I joined a site where you could cam it turned out to be a BDSM site finally all my fetishes could be fulfilled.

The BDSM site allowed me to chat too people as Lorraine and on cam which really excited me and I acquired a few good friends. Some of these friendships developed into meets but as it was an American site people were on from all over the world.

Finally I was told about chix and I joined four or five years ago, I met some really nice people on here had some fantastic meets some of which became friends and meets on a regular basis.

Then I met an admirer I really took too and we started to develop a regular relationship as he knew I was a submissive from my profile he controlled things from the outset.

At first we went through the usual things kissing cuddling sucking and a bit of spanking, very slowly he began to increased his demands making me more and more subservient.

Almost without me realising he gained full control of the sexual side of my life. From this point I was more and more degraded I was made to submit to men and women that he invited to use me, then I was used over a weekend by a number of men. I was taken fully dressed out to local dogging spots and left alone to be used by anyone being punished if I didn't obey. The result of this was that to escape I had to give up chix and purge this I did two years ago but the lure of the cross dressing final became to much and here I am back again.

I am looking for regular meets with a domminant partner

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