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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"I find interesting reading the forums with people discussing their desires and fantasies and how they got in to swinging.
My reasons and desires are below, please don’t judge me.
I would love to read yours
I love my wife dearly and would never leave her. We were trying for a family with no success and it killed our sex life.
Knowing that if I got her pregnant that I would have to hold her hand again whilst she miscarried was not an experience that I would want to go through again.
She would often cry when we had sex, because we achieve what we craved. I then broke my willy, snapped the stringy bit of the foreskin and getting an erection hurt. In the end I need to be partial circumcised
My wife started to work nights, leaving me at home alone and I not wanting to have an affair I joined Fab to meet with couples (not single ladies)
I’m no stud and out of respect my preference has always been for the husband to be the alpha male.
My laid back attitude finally got me a meet and my first very.
Although chatty, confident and outgoing, my laid back attitude leant me towards being a sub. A couple treated me like a cuck and made me watch, made me feel my own manhood literally aching for attention , they encouraged me to experiment and to explore and I like it.
Before my marriage, I was very friendly with an Indian girl. She was my best friend, but was married with two kids. I cared for her a lot, if I’m truthful I actually loved her.
I fancied her like mad and I think she knew it. She would often kiss me and I would respond. She would touch me brushing her hand against my trousers until she could feel me becoming aroused.
I was too much of a gentleman though, I respected her too much, I didn’t want to come between her and her husband.
When I went away for three weeks she started an affair with my colleague. I felt pushed aside and started having nightmares about watching them having sex. The trouble is these vivid dreams turned me on, I can still remember them.
This brings me onto my biggest desire, there is a Asian couple near me, the lady has the most beautiful smile, the most gorgeous eyes, and what comes across on here as a most charming warm personality and very healthy attitude for sex. Her husband is bicurious and by all accounts a great laid back chap.
I’d love this couple to treat me like their cuck, for the lady to flash at me, to wear a short dress, to mesmerise me with her smile and to cast her sexual spell over me.
I so want to host a meet for this special couple, for them to arrange to meet a guy or two at mine.
I suppose I want this couple to make me relive my nightmare, to deny me, to make me watch in growing frustration, with a little envy as the sexual goddess is teased, pleased and satisfied before me.
I want to feel the pain of being denied, to be made to show my desire, to have to willing experiment and explore, for my sub tendencies to be pushed to their limits.
We came close to making it happen, but they left the site and when they returned no longer accept males form single guys.
Hopefully one day soon it will.
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Hello, I'd like to thankyou for coming on the forums and discussing your desires, but most of all for talking and telling us your personal issues and why you have joined fab.
I wish more married men and women would explain why they come on here and maybe people would understand more.
Thanks again and I hope your desires come true x |
