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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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I am Cathy, A mature transvestite,Looking back over the years i realise that i was born to live the life i have chosen,I started dressing young,maybe i was curious, I was never coerced,it seemed natural,With the dressing came the sexual feelings,for me it was for boys, These were the days when being queer was an illness or even a crime, but luckily for me there were still plenty of older men who were more than happy to let a pretty boy suck them off in a cottage on the recreation ground,Then came the sixty's,more liberation, I would take ages getting dressed and made up, making sure my eyebrows were plucked and my lippy just right,As if the man forcing his penis between my lips would care about that,I don't know if it was insecurity but the more men i serviced the more feminine i felt,Then came the dread of STD and the need for condoms,How my life changed when i was lucky enough to purchase a car, I would drive to a known cruising site,dressed to the nines,it was amazing how quick i learned the ropes,very few girls were brave enough to visit these places dressed during the day so i became recognised, At that time i never thought i had any addiction,I used to despise men that were addicted to drugs,alcohol,or even tobacco,I saw them as weak,unable to control their craving,It came to me one afternoon when i was enjoying a sunny days cruising,i had parked it the layby and strolled into the wood,i knew i had been followed, i was soon on my knees sucking a van driver,He was young and didn't last very long,I kept him in my mouth until he had gone soft,The taste of his seed had me more aroused than ever,i remained after he left,adjusting my lipstick, i was soon joined by a much older man,he approached head on, his hands going straight up my skirt,pulling at my panties,leaning into me forcing his tounge into my mouth,"cut it out" i managed to say,"Come on love.I know what you are, i just watched you suck that young bloke off. Your just a whore" his aggresion scared me but his words turned me on even more,I knew any resistance would excite him more, so i resisted,"I fuck hard he said"so you better get down on all fours"I got down and spread my legs, i heard the condom packet being opened, the next moment i was full of cock,and yes,he did fuck hard, i was moaning in exctasy, I climaxed long before he had cum,As he pulled the condom off and left i got to my feet,I had cum myself so Then came the feeling of disgust and shame,How could i behave like this,Why can't i act decent,Why do i just give myself to any man,I must change my way of life,I leaned against the tree tears running down my face,Yes i would change, I never noticed the man approach," you ok love" he said "yes i am fine" " I was watching,Did he hurt you,I saw how thick he was "" no i am ok" My god i couldn't believe it i was staring at his crotch, he saw me and smiled,"stroke it babe, you know you want to" my hands were trembling as i took it out, " not as thick as his babe but it will still give you a good fuck,better get on all fours again"as i got down, he said." a suck first,you whores can never get enough"It dawned on me he was right,I am no better than all the addicts i had judged,I am hooked on cock,Cathy. |
