My wife decided to go up to bed around 10. She was tired after a long day at work, including the meeting afterwards, and then her Zumba class.
I don't know why I waited until then to message Chloe. Old habits die hard, I guess. I pondered on this whilst I waited, hoping for a reply. Would I ever be comfortable messaging other women in front of my wife, the way she messaged Karen and others in front of me?
Maybe...
Maybe not...
I think the thing with Chloe was that she had been a secret for so long, it was hard to think about being open about her. And maybe I didn't quite believe that my wife was as cool with everything as she was making out. I know she had just told me to arrange a hook up on Saturday night, but I also knew she probably meant NSA fun with someone around my own age.
Not a night with my...what was she? Girlfriend? Mistress? Fuck buddy? No, she was more than a fuck buddy. More than a mistress too. They both sounded cold, clinical. Like 'arrangements'. She was more than that. But girlfriend? Why not? My wife was living a poly life, why not me too?
But the difference was I knew that I couldn't keep Chloe forever. I wouldn't want to. There was another life waiting for her and I wanted her to have it. But for now, she was mine.
And whilst these thoughts were all well and good, I still had to go back to the fact that I wasn't sure how my wife would react if she knew I was as deep in with someone as I was with Chloe. And I really wasn't sure how she would react if she knew she was 24.
So, for now, my messages to Chloe were still something I did away from inquisitive eyes.
My message just said 'hi, how are you doing? Had a good day?'
It took ten minutes for her to reply, but she was used to me being online late, so usually checked her Kik around this time.
'Hiya sexy. Yes, I'm fine. Just knackered. You?' she added a couple of emojis blowing kisses.
'I'm good. And it's all systems go this end'. I added a standard smiley.
'With your wife? Yes you said in your message yesterday morning. Is it really OK?'
'Yes babe. Really'
'Yay. So you can come over more now? And stay over?'
'Yes and yes'
'Come and fuck me now then LOL'
'Ha. What's that, a test?'
'No, I'm just horny as fuck'
I thought about it. I could go. In theory. But I still felt a bit inhibited about being so blatant in front of my wife. Plus, I was knackered too.
So I replied 'I'm knackered hun. I thought you were too? LOL'
'I am but I can just lie there while you fuck me' she posted a couple of horny devils.
'Well listen babe, not tonight, but I was wondering if you are free Saturday night'
'Yes!!! Are you coming round?'
'No. I thought we could go out. How do you fancy going to a club?'
'seriously? I'd love to xxx' then she added 'I thought you were going to see about us meeting another couple first?'
That had been my original intention. I thought it might be less intimidating for Chloe than going to a club. A bit more relaxed perhaps.
But my wife's forthcoming party had changed my thinking. My wife was essentially going to a club. Just an exclusive, private one with a select guest list. And I could tell she was excited about it, even though she was new to this lifestyle.
And I realised that I had been thinking for Chloe. Maybe she would actually be more excited about going to a club than a foursome with another couple. For a start a club would be more anonymous, whereas a meet with a couple would be quite intimate and personal. So maybe she would feel less pressured in a club, she could just sit back and move at her own pace and under no obligations.
I was happy with any of the possible options. There were arguments for and against all of them. The best thing to do, the proper thing, would be to ask her. Which is what I did.
'I was. But I realised that I was making decisions for you. We can do whatever you want... Club, couple or even just you and me'
Chloe read the message straight away, but it took her a minute or so to answer.
'I don't mind. But I think I would like to try a club. I don't know what it will be like going with someone else with you. If we are in a club and I don't think I want to do it, I don't have to, do I?'
'Of course not. You never have to do anything you don't want'
'Yeah, but if we arrange a meet with another couple and I don't feel it, it's a bit more difficult to back out'
'Well, like I said, you don't have to ever do something you aren't comfortable and happy about. But yeah, it would be a bit more awkward'
'Yes. And I presume that in a club you can just sit and have a drink and you don't have to do anything until you feel ready'
'exactly'
'OK. Well I would like to try a club then. To see what they are like.'
She added 'if I didn't want to play, would you still go with someone?'
'God no babe. Of course not. I would have thought that you would know that'
'OK. Thank you. I just wanted to check'
'You don't need to thank me.' I continued 'so what would you want to do in a club?'
'I don't know. What can you do?'
'Well... We can play together. In private or in public'
'people watching us?'
'Yes. Would you like that?'
'maybe. Not sure. Maybe see how it goes?'
'of course. Then you could perhaps play with someone else, either a man or a woman or a couple'
'OK. Not sure. I'd have to see. Do you mean with you or by myself? '
'whatever you want'
'I think with you. First time anyway'
'Yes. I understand hun. When I say you can play with other people, that could be anything, from stroking another guy's cock or sucking it or fucking him. Same with women or couples'
'I think maybe sucking another guy might be OK. And playing with another woman' she added a smiley, and then continued 'I think I would like to see you with another woman, even if I didn't want to play'
'Well, let's just see how things go. I would imagine if I was with another woman that you would want to play with her too'
'yes, I suppose. Which club would we go to?'
I hadn't got that far. I told Chloe that I would look at a few and see what was on. I explained that on a Saturday night there would probably be some sort of event on in a lot of clubs.
Chloe said that she wasn't sure if she fancied one of those. She thought that they would mostly be full of people who went to clubs often. I said that I wasn't sure about that, but I could see her point. We needed somewhere busy, but also somewhere where she could ease herself in.
She also asked what she should wear. She had various items of lingerie; basques, babydoll, suspenders etc. but she wasn't sure if they would be appropriate.
I thought about the women I had seen in clubs. Often dress depended on the theme of the evening. But what could she wear for a 'normal' Saturday night?
I had seen women in all the things she had, as well as more erotic outfits, crotchless and cupless, bodies and playsuits, PVC and lace and lots more in between.
I had an idea.
'Tell you what, let's make a day of it. Depending on where we are going, I'll book us a hotel, somewhere close, then we can stay late and not have to worry about the drive home'
'Ooh yes, that would be lovely'
'And if you don't like the club, we can leave and go back to the hotel and still have a good time' I added a winking emoji
'Sounds perfect'
'And Saturday afternoon, before we go to the hotel, we can go shopping. We can go to Ann Summers and see what kind of stuff they have to wear'
'Really? That would be great. I would be much more comfortable if I was happy with what I was wearing'
'I know... You're a woman' followed by a string of PMSL emojis
'A girl needs to look right you know. I'll have a look at their website, see what they have'
'Good idea. I'll have a look too. Send you some screenshots if I see anything nice'
I thought it best to clarify that I would pay.
'I'll get the stuff for you babe. You just concentrate on what you want. OK?'
'OK. Thank you xxx'
I could see that she was still typing.
'And maybe something else? Something to play with...'
'I'm not sure if you can take toys in babe'
'I mean for us, for my place'
'Ah OK. Yes, that would be good, see what they have that you fancy'
She knew already...
'Do they sell spreader bars?'
I recalled that she had been keen on getting one when we ordered her love egg and under bed restraints from Lovehoney.
'mmmm...that would be amazing. Having you in one of those'
'And maybe a gag?'
'God yes' I was rock hard at the thought of it.
'And something to spank me with...'
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