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By *ersatile-1 OP   Man
over a year ago

stirlingshire

My first sexual experience.

I was a senior in high school, above the age of consent but not for gay sex as back then you had to be 21.

I was a tall guy, who looked older, and as such was able to buy top shelf mags without much bother.

Had my folks caught me with them however it would have been serious grounding time, therefor I tended to wank myself silly over them in the cubicles of public toilets.

It was in one of these after school, still on my uniform, that I found myself sitting fondling my erection gazing at some erotically posed slut, when I was aware of someone entering the cubicle next door and settling down.

I returned to my fantasy and was surprised to feel something nudging my foot.

I looked down and saw another mans shoe spread under the cubicle wall,slowly and deliberately tapping against my shoe.

I have no idea why I didn’t pull away. Up to that point I had had no feelings of any sort for the same gender, but my heart started racing. Even now just recalling this is making me tremble.

But I didn’t pull away. I let him press down on my foot. I now know I accepted him and used this code on many,many occasions, but that day I was shocked when his arm appeared and motioned that he wanted to feel my cock.

He made a wanking gesture and, after a short hesitation I dropped to my knees and placed my now throbbing cock on the palm of his hand.

I was so excited I lasted only a few strokes before I shot what felt like gallons of sperm all over his wrist and arm.

A sudden overwhelming guilt then took me. I stood up, made my self decent and almost ran from the building, hoping nobody would see me.

Walking home the adrenaline hit me and I felt waves of real nausea. Was I gay??

I felt ashamed. I vowed never to return to that block of toilets again.

But within a month I was back.

Not kidding myself that I was just looking for a quiet place to read porn…I knew I was hunting for a repeat experience, and my descent began.

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By *opsterMan
over a year ago

bicester

This could be fun!

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By *ersatile-1 OP   Man
over a year ago

stirlingshire

I had convinced myself that there was no difference having an anonymous hand wank me off from my own, and found the post cum guilt subsided.

It became a regular adventure. I’d enter the cubicle and wait for the neighbouring one to become occupied. The code was a foot would tentatively be placed under the partition. If it was tapping, you put your foot under it. After a few brushes, a hand would be put under and my cock would be placed in the strangers grip.

Being young I never lasted long, but recovered quickly.

One day though, the hand signal was different. It seemed to signal that he wanted a pen.

Still being in uniform, I reached into my blazer pocket and handed it underneath.

A note came back written on toilet paper.

“Meet at urinals”

My blood froze. This was a step away from anonymity, I was terrified. I heard his door unlock and footsteps walking away on the cold tile floor...

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Getting interesting .

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By *ersatile-1 OP   Man
over a year ago

stirlingshire

I was shaking when I unlocked my door.

As I opened it and stepped out my heart was racing, but I’d never been so hard in my life.

The urinals were in a separate room from the cubicle so I had a choice to make. I could turn left and walk into the cold,dark night...or turn right.

I paused and looked right. Along each wall was a full length porcelain trough. Not the private individual ones so popular these days. At the far end was a man. He was standing holding himself as if peeing, but he wasn’t. He had been there too long for that.

He looked over his shoulder directly at me and slowly turned round, showing me his erect cock.

I was transfixed. Inside I wanted to run away, I wasn’t gay. It was dangerous. What if someone else came in...and why was my erection tenting my school trousers?

I made the decision and turned right, walking into the room I stood at the furthest corner away from the door and released my cock. Even then, as obvious as it seems in retrospect, I told myself I was just going for a pee.

I stood, facing the urinal, cock out, face down, pretending innocence.

I was aware of his footsteps walking toward me. Stepping up to stand next to me. Close. Very close. Shoulder to shoulder. I looked to my left. His cock was still out and hard. He was stroking himself. I stared.

He reached over and took hold of my cock and started to gently caress me. I was a mess. Leaking pre cum everywhere. I was still staring at his erection when he took my hand and placed it over his cock. The first time I had taken another’s manhood in my hand.

I started mirroring his actions. Wanking him slowly while still ignoring him, pretending I was just peeing but having intense pleasure at his hands.

I was just about ready to cum when he took me by surprise.

Turning me slightly, he bent over and took me into his mouth. He only managed to pump his head twice before I blew my youthful load across his tongue.

My knees nearly gave way it was so intense. I gripped the back of his head to stop myself from collapsing.

Then, as the last shot of spunk subsided the Wave of guilt crashed upon me.

I shoved my cock back into my pants and literally ran away into the night, almost crying with the terror of what I had done.

My first blow job will remain anonymous, I never even looked at his face. Just his shoes, cock and back of his head, but he started me on a road that still thrills me to this day.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

I hope there is more to be told

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By *opman1111Man
over a year ago

belfast

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By *ersatile-1 OP   Man
over a year ago

stirlingshire

As time passed I came to loiter around public toilets more regularly. Usually playing footsie under the partition before some hand job fun, occasionally meeting at the urinals.

One winters evening I entered the cubicle and noticed a pair of ladies panties lying at the side of the toilet. I picked them up and examined them. They were pink cotton and seemed to have fresh cum spread along the gusset.

Being naïve at the time I had no knowledge of cross dressing, but thought they were discarded after a liaison in the cubicle.

I lifted them to my nose and inhaled the musky aroma. An overwhelming desire to try them on came over me.

I blocked the gap beneath the door with my bag and jacket and removed my trousers and pants. My erection was pointing skywards as I slid the briefs up my legs. The waist was slightly tight as they slid over my buttocks, but the sensation of moist slime over my perineum was exquisite. I decided to keep them on. My hardness straining to be released made me even hornier. I pulled my trousers back on just as a hand came under the partition with a note wrapped round a pen. “Likes” was all that was written on the paper.

What did I like??? I hadn’t given much thought before. I just did what the dominant person told me to.

I scribbled “wanking” on the note and passed it back.

After a moment the note came back without the pen. “Coming through”

Oh god. Dare I?

I heard his toilet flush and his door being unlocked. His footsteps left his cubicle and hesitated outside mine. Three gentle knocks on my door. I was terrified. This was dangerous. Anyone could come in. There would be no explanation for two men to be in the same cubicle. I can’t. I won’t. ... but I found my trembling hand slowly unlocking the door.

I didn’t want him to see my face, so once the door was unlocked I turned and faced the bowl as if taking a leak.

My door opened inward and I felt his body press against my back.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Im rock hard reading this carry on

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By *ersatile-1 OP   Man
over a year ago

stirlingshire

The door was closed and I heard the lock turn.

I felt him run his hands over my buttocks, then encircling me and pressing his groin into my arse. His hard on was evident. My belt was being undone and my trousers loosened. Oh no, I was still wearing the panties. What would he think of me? I needn’t have worried. I heard him gasp as he dropped my trousers to the floor and saw my arse encased in the pink cotton. “What do we have here” as he ran his fingers over the gusset of the panties “already wet!” he breathed placing his hand inside them and I felt a finger at my arsehole, aldready lubricated by someone else’s cum.

This was too much for me and I felt myself shooting my cum into the front of the panties.

What a mess I was. Cum over my arse and soaking the front. I was finished. The guilt came again, but this time there was no running away. I was trapped.

I had not noticed him releasing his cock, but felt it’s hardness pressing against my arse.

“No,please , I can’t” I whispered.

“Don’t worry, I won’t put it in” he replied as he rubbed between my buttocks.

I wasn’t enjoying this any more. I was done and was terrified of being caught, a thousand thoughts were running through my mind as I felt hot liquid splashing onto my bum.

He had cum all over me.

I felt him wipe his cock over my cheeks before he pulled the soaking panties back up and whispered “thanks” before leaving.

I hurriedly re locked the door and sat there in terror of what I had done.

Looking down at the cum soaked panties and my wilted, leaking cock encased within I thought I had reached my nadir.

I cleaned myself up as best I could and re dressed properly, resolving that this would never happen again.

Unlocking the door and striding quickly out into the dark, leaving that lifestyle behind me, I put my hand in my pocket ensuring that the panties were still in my possession, just in case I changed my mind!

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Ummmm good stuff cant wait for more

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

So horny reading this

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By *ersatile-1 OP   Man
over a year ago

stirlingshire

All my posts are true. I am trying to remember what led me to being the pervert I am today, so I hope to highlight some of the kinkier aspects later. Thanks for the feedback.

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By *b1976Man
over a year ago

North East

Really hot story. Thanks for posting

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By *exysue21958TV/TS
over a year ago

Falkirk

Wow Sammie, i am rock hard xxxxx

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By *exysue21958TV/TS
over a year ago

Falkirk

Cant wait till you describe our meetings xxxxxxxxxxxxx

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By *opman1111Man
over a year ago

belfast

More please

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

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By *ickygirl41Woman
over a year ago

Glasgow

So hot.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Love this :-

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By *ersatile-1 OP   Man
over a year ago

stirlingshire

“Follow me”

My heart raced as I read the note that had been passed beneath the cubicle door...

I had been loitering in the public toilets again, reading a copy of “fiesta” and fantasising over the readers letters, when a foot appeared under the dividing wall. The, by now, familiar game of footsy ended with the above command.

I heard the door next to mine being unlocked and, after a moments hesitation, footsteps leading away to the exit door.

Dare I follow? God yes.

I was trembling with the adrenaline coursing through my system. What if it was someone who knew me? The shame would kill me.

I rose and gently opened my door.

Standing at the exit was a middle aged man. Nondescript. I recognised his trainers.

He nodded to me and walked out.

Keeping my head down, and a safe distance, I followed.

He headed right, away from the town centre towards a wooded pathway behind Stirling castle called the “back walk”

There are street lights now, but back then it was dark. He hesitated as the pavement went from lit to dim and checked over his shoulder.

Seeing I was still following, he progressed into the gloom. It was more difficult to see where he had gone as I stumbled after him for a few hundred meters or so until, from the darkness I could see a silhouette standing facing away from me on the path.

We both knew why we were here, but I needed a sign. Nerves were overcoming my will and I was ready to flee when he turned around and it became clear he was wanking.

“Come here”

I obeyed. My hand,shaking with excitement, reached out to touch his hard cock. It was hot on a cold night and I began to stroke him.

He grunted his approval and reached between my legs, grabbing my cock firmly.

“I knew you wanted it” he stated, at my obvious arousal, and undid my trousers,dropping them to the ground, my pants to follow.

He fell to his knees and guided me into his hot,wet mouth. It was exquisite, I was on a hair trigger and soooo close to cumming when he got up, pointed his cock at me and said “now your turn”

Panic overcame me, if I hadn’t had my clothes round my ankles I think I would have run.

Wanking was fine, being sucked was awesome, but sucking was to be the giver, the feminine role, the GAY,and I wasn’t gay! I got excited by reading straight porn and with pictures of naked women, that’s not gay is it???

My confusion stalled me until , in a firm voice I heard him order..”suck it...now”

As my head was thinking, my body took over and dropped to its knees with its mouth open!

He pushed the head of his cock over my lips and I tasted my first man. He wasn’t unpleasant, it was the musky smell of his pubic area that I remember. I grasped the base of his manhood and started to move my head back and forth, mirroring what had felt so good to me. What I was doing must have been effective for, after a short time, he grabbed the back of my head and pumped fast, my nose was banging against his pubic bone when he let out a growl and I felt my mouth filling with hot liquid.

Oh my god, he had cum in my mouth.

I retreated and spat it out, retching with violation and disgust.

He didn’t care. Just zipped up and walked away. “Good girl” we’re his parting words.

Is that what I am? A good girl? Naked from the waist down, kneeling in the dark with the taste of cum in my mouth...maybe he’s right,

My painful erection suggested he was!

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By *dressagainTV/TS
over a year ago

perth

Very horny story - very well written x

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By *ebbie360TV/TS
over a year ago

huntingdon

Great story. More please, good girl.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Great storey

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By *agical HandsTV/TS
over a year ago

wellingborough

Wow great stories

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By *usie pTV/TS
over a year ago

taunton

Oh I remember the self disgust so very well and promising myself not to do it again but of course with in a few days I was back. I was much older than the op when I eventually succumbed after spending many years looking through the glory holes that existed years ago in the many shabby roadside cottages, the first time I put my cock through someone touched it and I had an instant cum. What a waste really was so many lovely opportunities around then but of course people would get prosecuted and locked up for it then.

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By *exysue21958TV/TS
over a year ago

Falkirk

Great story so far my dear Sammie xxxxxxxxxxx

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By *moothbody2Man
over a year ago

Haverfordwest

So many of us have been down this path. Many of us just for the easily available sex, some as a start of a lifestyle. But it makes a great story. Can't wait for your next post

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By *asmin999jmTV/TS
over a year ago

wakefield

Fantastic

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

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By *igs72Man
over a year ago

motherwell

So good a story. Major turned on

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By *imale38Man
over a year ago

Barnsley

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By *es for funMan
over a year ago

port talbot

Loving this mmm

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By *ince163Man
over a year ago

Birmingham

This is very good

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By *ersatile-1 OP   Man
over a year ago

stirlingshire

It is true that as behaviour is repeated it is normalised.

After the experiences I have documented I had many, many meets where I became quite proficient with my mouth. In fact, it may be said it became routine for me to be picked up and used from toilets in the Stirling area.

Once I started driving I expanded my range, and found the various cruising areas.

I honestly can’t remember how I was introduced to them, I can only assume “follow me” became “follow my car”.

I found I enjoyed pleasing others and took to wearing stockings and a suspender belt I had purchased, shamefully, from M&S in Glasgow to reinforce that I was the female in this encounter. I rarely allowed myself to cum in these situations as once I had, my night was over. Still with the guilt...although I must have sucked hundreds of cocks (sometimes 5 or 6 a night) I still saw myself as straight as I had by now an unsuspecting girlfriend for whom I took the traditional dominant male role.

Then the internet appeared and my secret life was taken to the next level.

I had come across a site for finding adult friends that had limited free contacts. This was fruitless, but had a sister “alt.” Site that dealt with BDSM. I had an epiphany.

People were described as sub and dom, I found myself obsessed with being the sub when, one day a message appeared.

It was a local who was interested in my profile, and he was able to accommodate!

Arrangements were made and I was sat outside his house at my allocated time, wearing my red satin panties,suspenders and black stockings as instructed.

“Back door now bitch” was texted.

Oh god. This was extreme.

I walked behind the small row of terraced houses, head down and trying to be invisible, to be met by a wiry small man, middle aged who carried himself with an air of suppressed anger.

“Upstairs. Clothes off and kneel. Hands behind your back. I’ll be up in a minute “

I climbed up the staircase and entered the bedroom facing the back of the house. The curtains were open and it was broad daylight,

On the bed we’re a range of implements including dildos and restraints.

I was terrified but complied with instructions.

After what seemed like ages he entered the room.

“Good slut” he said. I found the demeaning language incredibly arousing and my cock was straining in my panties.

He walked around me, inspecting his goods. “Acceptable, but your mouth should be open to accept this”

He pulled his grey joggers down to reveal a semi erect moderately sized penis, and slapped my face with it.

Walking over to the bed he picked up an item and held it in front of me. It was a blindfold.

“This is for you, cunt” and my world descended into darkness.

I heard him stripping, then some ripping Velcro noises.

My hands, clasped behind my back were gripped and cuffs were applied, securing my obedience.

His cock was shoved in my mouth. “Bite me and I’ll fuck you up, whore”

God, I was shaking with s mixture of terror and desire.

No time was wasted on my feelings. He did not care. I can as his toy to use.

He pulled out. “Stand up. Legs spread out”

I complied with difficulty. He applied more Velcro cuffs to my ankles, these had some sort of bar between them to prevent me from bringing my legs together. My wrists were unlocked and I was pushed back against a door. One at a time my arms were secured to the upper door so I was standing blindfolded in a room with a complete stranger whilst restrained in a saint andrews cross position, in daylight where neighbours could look in on us.

This was next level stuff.

I heard him walking around the room. He approached me and stated “I said keep your mouth open, bitch” and shoved what I know now to be a ball gag into my mouth and secured it behind my head.

“Punishment is due” he whispered chillingly.

I felt his hot breath on my neck as a sudden extreme pain shot through my left nipple, closely followed by the other one.

I cried out to no avail as the pain subsided into a glorious ache.

“Like my clamps, do you? I can see you do...”

His hand rubbed my erection through my red satin panties. They were suddenly pulled down to my knees

He roughly squeezed my balls causing a wave of nausea to overcome me. I shook my head and pleaded “no” through the gag. What had I got myself into here?

“Not like that though...fine”

He walked away. Being blinded meant everything was intensified. Not knowing what was happening next kept me constantly aroused.

My nipples we’re still achingly clamped as he returned and gently ran a soft whip over my chest.

“You are mine now” and the clamps were twisted. Good god it was sore, but strangely my cock had never been harder. In fact, as my nipples were tortured I found myself on the verge. I struggled against the frame to no avail. If anything it made my new master more intent on his job.

It began in my perineum. Expanded along my shaft and I explosively came again and again, uncontrollably. My cock hadn’t even been touched.

There I was. Limply hanging from a door, blindfolded, with my panties at my knees and the remnants of the best orgasm of my life dripping from the end of my cock as I realised...

This wasn’t over....

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By *imale38Man
over a year ago

Barnsley

Mmmmmmmmmmmmm. That’s sounds awesome. I’d LOVE to be in that situation.

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By *exysue21958TV/TS
over a year ago

Falkirk

Dirty girl xxxxxxxxxxxx

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By *eighbiMan
over a year ago

Leigh

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By *ersatile-1 OP   Man
over a year ago

stirlingshire

The self loathing crashed over me. Normally when this occurred I made my excuses and left, but bound as I was, that was not an option.

Allied to the fact that my premature orgasm seemed to have riled my host.

“You dirty cunt! Look at the mess” he spat in my face. “You’re in trouble now”

I was terrified.

The wrist cuffs were disconnected from the door frame and connected together behind my back. I did not struggle, in fact I obeyed willingly.

“Face down over the bed, NOW” as he pushed me toward the divan.

My legs were still tied to the spreader bar as I fell forwards, face down on the bed, still gagged, my cum soaked panties at my knees. This was dangerous I realised, but what could I do?

I felt four sharp slaps, two to each buttock. He wasn’t holding back. Just as I thought he had finished, another four blows fell.

My cheeks felt on fire, then I felt a finger at my anus. Probing in a circle, increasing pressure forcing it deeper. “This will loosen you up”, I felt him fumble with my panties, next some cold and slimy was rubbed into my arse. He was lubricating be with my own cum!

He stopped suddenly and brought something into my visual field. It was a 6” black rubber dildo, not penis shaped, but it’s intended use was obvious. There was a tube attached to the base of the plug and a rubber bulb at the other end. “You’ll be ready for me after this” he laughed. As he said this he squeezed the bulb and, to my distress, the plug increased in diameter! From an initial diameter of around 3cm it had doubled in girth after two pumps!

He walked behind me and I felt cold lube being applied to my arse before the hard plastic was firmly pushed in.

I would love to say it was orgasmic, I wanted my first penetration to be relaxed and a wonderful thing, but truth be told, it hurt like hell. My arse felt like it was on fire, and it got worse as he brought the inflator up to my sight line and gleefully started pumping it.

I felt my hole expand and felt incredibly full, but the pain continued. He returned to the business of loosening up my hole by pulling on the now inflated plug. I screamed through the gag into the duvet.

A hissing sound dignified deflation and I felt the plastic being excreted, the emptiness was temporary however as I heard a condom being applied. He positioned himself behind me and told me I was bleeding, but he was still going to fuck me, and I had better be good.

There was nothing I could do to prevent my virginity being taken, even had I wanted to.

All I felt as he pounded me was an excruciating burning from my ring. He wasn’t caring about lasting long. His strokes got shallower and faster and shortly after he grunted, shook, and collapsed on my back.

I felt his cock soften and slide out.

He got up.

“Thanks. You can go now. “

He undid my cuffs and left the room.

I removed the remaining implements and sat there, violated and still extremely sore.

If this is anal sex, it’s not for me, I reflected.

He was right. My arse was bleeding. He had torn me. It took ages to heal properly.

I dressed and made myself presentable.

Leaving the house, I was called back.

“Take this. I’ll give you more instructions for next time. I don’t wear it. You will”

I was handed an auburn, shoulder length party wig.

Another jigsaw piece fell into place.

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By *exysue21958TV/TS
over a year ago

Falkirk

Oh Sammie what pain you went through, but you love anal now my dear xxxxx

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