Am I fucked up

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

As a victim of abuse the thought of being a victim again terrified me for a long time.

Recently I find myself fantasising about it.

I wish my boyfriend would be rougher. Why am I suddenly having these feelings.

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By *riskynriskyCouple
over a year ago

Essex.

Taking a wild guess, maybe it's to do with taking control of your fear.

Obviously if you want a proper answer you would need to go to someone qualified to assess your thoughts...

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