Hi I thought I might share this email with you. Sent to a new 'Academic' GF who is expressing a need to find out more about some of my recent experiences; but is constrained by how mainstream society wishes to make her feel.
She is an academic - If you want a quick wank this may not be for you.If You enjoy cuckolding and to explore a few thoughts read on.....
Re: Research and Hypotheses -
In a conventional sense I would be seen as imperfect. I do not meet societies idea of what it is to be a good person.
I enjoy and am sexually aroused by flirting and seducing other men's and women's, wives/ girlfriends. I am now unsurprised how open women are to being seduced - even with their partners or friends close by..........but it must be subtle.....nuanced on occasion......patient at times......With the capacity for unreasonable and rapid escalation once they are accepting and concurrently unaccepting of their wish to be seduced. You must also not be a complete Idiot
Why? Because women simply enjoy seduction. Being taken out of their comfort zones and compelled to feel feelings. Its not a matter of disrespect. Its simple experience.. This juxtaposition of making another person aware that you find them attractive, is arousing, yet initially an afront. Which is enhanced when there is a potential social cost or risk - it is part of a combination of drivers that create arousal, tension and the unbearable need for release. Transgressing boundaries is simply erotic IF we are in the correct space mentally.....
Usually Wives/ GF's/ partners are dissatisfied, yet love their partners...but get off on punishing them for NOT making them FEEL sensual......Your empathy allows you to feel this same' guilty pleasure' yourself.....Which is the basis of your need to ask me about the weddings ( these are weddings I help host - look at my previous post)......This secret unrequited need to embarrass and debase another person ( the male partner).....is so sweet and irresistible that it has shattered empires......and is a delicious guilty pleasure to almost every woman I have met.
We are unable to talk about this conventionally ( on the phone) because you're too academic in your posture ( to tightly indoctrinated to let your guard down). Which means that you are also highly corrupt ( meaning you have partitioned yourself from your own truth). Although you feel offended ME SAYING THAT......yet I enjoy your offense......your anger even........and I would so wish you to be angry....and secretly ( once you read this again...you will pull your knickers aside and masturbate to all I have said to you - go to the british library toilets.....and do that for me ( she was doing research that day)) You feel awkward...but you are softening...... I am deliberately softening you......and I wantyou to know this......As such I have grown fond of you. For you too, are imperfect.
The Truth according to Craggy_rock
You are inherently sexually fluid. You are turned on by one set of things ........sensuality, seduction and subversion. You will not admit this unless compelled to. Unless your forced as I am doing to you now.To receive more pleasure you must admit this to yourself and then to me. You will 'debase' yourself ( if your brave) and enjoy that fact. Because this 'Truth'is so incredibally difficult to admit.......Especially for an academic (deeply ensconced in the heart of equity)
You are in a sense 'perverse'. What do I mean? It means that you are conflicted by the often 'unacceptable feelings' you feel within yourself. similar to the original latin meaning of the word: from Latin perversus ‘turned about’. In that the things that sensually intrigue you. The gentle stroking and arousal in suffering..........that no moral person could have are natural - hence your intrigue with your subject matter - the nature of your articles. However I believe drives only become unnatural, when they are not allowed to vent. And society, deep down knows this. Deep in its very depths there is FEAR and understanding that the POLARITY of humanity makes US frightening and awesomely cruel and powerful, empathetic and kind - all rolled into one
What academia wish to do is allow women to rob themselves of their difference. By making US ( men and women) the same. First by restricting the male gaze, constricting desire.Taking male motivation, education and confidence.Then utilising a certain set of pleasure that is taken by Women in the discovery and exposure of the weakness of men.
In many respects their is a great beauty in the concept of the 'Man'. This persona ( the mans man) is not simply constructed by men. It is fabricated equally by women. Why? Wellfor differing reasons. The idea of a man to a man is as a leader, a breaker of convention, yet a stabaliser, a rogue, yet a role model, a lover, a seducer. The idea for a woman is similar.....but with one unique difference. Women wish to test that notion.....and when they test that notion there is a severe and terrible pleasure......and intense rush in the discovery of weakness......So delicious that when it is discovered a feeding frenzy ensues....I will give you an example:
When I was at college ( before Uni)I worked part time (in the evenings) as a bouncer in a nightclub. The worst people to remove were d*unk, intoxicated women. For their was a truthin their d*unkness. Occasionally you would see the disdain they had for weak men. Men who would buy them drinks, but not have the bravery. and it does take bravery to transgress the boundary between a women and her friends, to take or steal a kiss. This would frustrate them to no end- especially those in their 30's. at the end of the night you would nicely but firmly have to move them from their tables. At this point they would be very d*unk, and would take pleasure in denigrating and pushing me. Testing my strength and professionalism ( as they knew they could hit, scratch and taunt and get away with it) . As I compelled them to leave, forced them to go ( sometimes restraining them - with female barstaff as witnesses so I wasn't upon charges with the police).....the hardest, and the nastiest....the most vesiferous of them would often change.....become more flirtatious....her anger gone. On one occasion an older woman waited for me outside - I stayed inside having drinks and made herwait 30mins. She was a little d*unk - I took her to a road called rose street pulled her knickers down and fucked her without a condom. She kept sayingto me as she was fucked ,that her husband didn't fuck her so deeply......each timeshe said this she grew wetter and wetter. After her shuddering orgasm - I made her take my cock in her mouth and told her to kiss her husband when she got home...... Those words forced her into a complete spiral of depravity.......Which Iwill tell you about only on your request
Back to academia and society: There is a secret pleasure in women: The shaming and degradation of weak men_ and a greater pleasure in breaking strong men - especially against their will. Now the dichotomy of this bind is that this CAN NEVER and WILL NEVER be admitted....Yet it is still true. Deep down inside you 'this unsavoury' yet 'Delicious' pleasure resonates......The reason I know this is you would so dearly love to do this to me.....
In my research for the Corporate social responsibility Responsibility book ( and I am no academic) the clear and systematic utilisation of 'this pleasure' is in education. Where vulnerable boys are taught in such a manner that they cant learn. This weakness and vulnerability is addressed with compassion, but not with an adjustment in teaching methodology, leadership training or through the learning of tangible skills and competitive stimulation.
Why and how do I know this. Its relatively simple. If you teach someone in a way that they can learn. they manifest academic or practical excellence. If you don't, if you restrict them they will not.When they do not GET IT. they don't getan education, they don't get jobs,or they get badly paid jobs.If they get badly paid jobs they are open to otherways of sustaining their lifestyle and as such they stand on the precipice of crime.
Evidence:
We have full and over flowing prisons
Male Participation in Education (at a record low)
Male suicide 78%
Your reaction to this will be initial disdain..... Women care about women and some men. Men care about women and some men. Who then do we think is the aggregate default loser?
Thoughts on a postcard |
