FabSwingers.com forum: A journey into subservience

By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

Several years ago I met a very special woman who filled a gaping hole in my life and my psyche. Before that meeting I had never explored being a sexual dominant and our relationship was eye opening to say the least. During our time together I asked that she attempt to capture her perspective and experience in words and as a result shared our experience as a blog on the adult dating site we frequented.

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

It’s early September 2008 as I begin to share this story…..

About a year ago I started chatting with someone on here, (no real suprises there) but if someone had told me that person would have made such a dramatic change in my life i never would have believed them.

In May this year we started talking about getting round to meeting, in fact we started talking about a lot, and things began to change for us both.

A lot of it was due to honesty and trust and ultimately led to our Slave / Master relationship.

Anyone who knows me may be left wondering ‘HOW?’, and I am still unable to answer that. What i do know is, 'I dont think i have been happier!’.

After our first meeting, Sir instructed me to write in my own fashion about our time together. The whole thing was a blur and very difficult to recall in the right order but he helped me straighten out the details.

Our first meeting was Friday to Sunday in the middle of August and I hope to add lots more later.

Everything is as it happened, pure fact and no fantasy.

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over a year ago

part1

Its friday morning and my stomach is in knots

By 7pm tonight you will be here and and I have no idea how I really feel, am I going to know what I want from this…?

I spend the day working but can’t quite concentrate.

My phone vibrates ………I jump ..

how can I be this nervous?

It’s you ……

Something quite trivial but it does what you want it to do, it puts you in the forefront of my mind …….

Hours pass…. nothing more from you and you have forbade me to contact you, all adding to the build up to tonight …….

The day seems endless but its 5pm and I’m off home …………..

The children have gone and I’m laying in the bath ….my head is all over the place as I try to stay calm

You gave me very specific instructions for our first meeting and I wonder have you any idea how difficult any of those are for me to do?

To be naked, no make up, perfume, spray, not a single cosmetic is to touch my body

I must be fresh from the bath and unadorned

To greet you when you arrive in just my collar and heels.

I have had to carry my butt plug with me everywhere for the last month and it is to be cleaned and put in my pussy.

Finally I am all set, I am very on edge, twice in the last hour I have nearly cancelled.

But I won’t.. I need to follow this through to put everything in a perspective I can deal with.

The clock ticks nearer to seven as I wait nervously.

You call me and suddenly the instructions have changed:-

“Little Miss, go and unlock your door, leave the keys in the lock, stand in middle of your living room with your back to the door, hands behind your back and do not move, wait there until I arrive”

I was nervous before but i’m ten times more nervous now my pulse is racing beyond anything normal and I know you have done this for that reason. The next 15 minutes are an eternity, I hear every sound even over the beating of my heart

Suddenly I am snapped back to reality, I hear the door go, my legs are trembling and you aren’t even through the door yet …………

I can hear your footsteps down the hall and then your breathing as you stand behind me.

I am so tempted to turn round, I need to know it is you but I don’t move …. I can’t… I’m rooted to the spot you told me to stand in …..not sure if what I am feeling right now is extreme fear or anticipation

my body is a wreck, shaking visibly from head to toe I stand there under your scrutiny……

Something touches my leg near the ankle, I jump visibly, Its hard, in my mind I see a cane (later I find I was right) you slide the cane up the inside of my leg to the top of my thigh and then back down the other, then, stepping to the side you flick the cane across my nipples one at a time….they harden instantly …as you knew they would. I make the mistake of turning my head slightly, hoping to see your face…. “did I say look at me!” my head snaps back round quickly

you step around me but always behind where I cant see you and I feel your eyes scrutinising my nakedness ……..it feels like you can see into my very soul as my body is laid bare before you. You tap the inside of my thighs with the cane and tell me “wider”, My legs are shaking and I nearly stumble as I shift my feet further apart.

“Who am i?” you ask

And I automatically reply “My Master, Sir”

“Who are you?”

“Your Slave, sir”

“What is your Mantra?”

I recite the 6 lines of verse we have agreed

“I trust My Master”

“My Master trusts Me”

“I will be good to my Master”

“And my Master will be good to me”

“My body is his to own and use”

“My mouth, My Cunt, My ass too”

the statements come easily from my lips

“Very Good Little Miss!” You tell me, using the name reserved for when I have pleased you.

“Do not move” you tell me and then you leave, your footsteps recede down the hall and the door opens and closes again. The house is silent. I feel lost and unnerved, Where are you going? Was that it? what have you gone for?

Thoughts race through my mind. Minutes pass. The door opens again, is it you?

Then the cane again as you tap my legs again to make me open them wider, god I want to run right now but I stand there you make me open my legs wider and wider, I try to hold my grip as tight as I can but the butt plug slides from my pussy and drops on the floor, you tut and I feel ashamed.

You tell me my pussy is drooling and then I feel your fingers wipe across my pussy. “Lick” you tell me and thrust your wet fingers into my mouth.

I suck greedily, but then you pick up the butt plug and tell me to open my mouth.

You slide it to the back of my throat and I gag reflexively. I push it out of my mouth a little to stop the gagging and draw breath but you push it back in, this goes on for some time and there are tears at my eyes. I know this is my punishment for dropping it but I also know thats why you made me open my legs wider, there is a reason for everything with you. When you finally take it out you tell me “we are going to need a bigger one of these slave”

You walk across the room and ask me again.

“Who am i?” you ask

“My Master, Sir”

“Who are you?”

“Your Slave, sir”

“What is your Mantra?”

“I trust My Master

My Master trusts Me

I will be good to my Master

And my Master will be good to me

My body is his to own and use

My mouth, My Cunt, My ass too”

“Do you mean all of that?”

“Yes Sir”

I can hear a camera click and I cringe inwardly, more flashes, more pictures……….you now have the one picture I held back from sending you …..one of me from head to toe naked and open to your criticism …the one picture you pushed for, knowing I didn’t want to send it …. I now know me standing here in this way ….laid bare to you is my punishment for denying you that picture …..theres nothing left for me to hide from you now

“Turn around little miss….”

Finally I look at my master for the first time,stood before me is the man I have talked to regularly, watched on cam as he pleasures himself, the man I have confided my darkest desires to, probably the only person that truly knows the real me and how my mind works. Extremely good looking, more so than I imagined he would be and as I had already seen his body on cam I already knew I desired him, if he allows me to….

You are stood before me and what ever fears I had, leave me, but I’m still apprehensive at what lies ahead, but somehow at ease with you. Your voice is softer now as you ask me

“What do you want from this?”

“To be owned sir”

“What do you want from me?”

“To know I have pleased you”

“What would you like from me?”

“My reward please”

During the last few weeks I have occasionally gotten some of my masters requests right and have been promised 30 minutes of non stop pussy licking. “You do realise what comes after that dont you?” More often I have gotten things wrong and the reward is offered at a cost of having my pussy whipped as a penance for my previous errors on these occasions

“Are you sure you want this now?” I hesitate but then confirm “yes please sir”

“Very well, lead me to your bedroom” you say, I walk ahead of you taking each step slowly as you walk behind me , probably the only time this weekend you will defer to me and walk a step behind me.

Upstairs you tell me to lay on the bed and open my legs, kneeling between them you gently push my legs open wider as your tongue begins to lick at my shaven lips..feeling your warm tongue flicking over my clit makes my body spasm involuntarily , sending heat searing through my pussy as your tongue strokes and teases my clit , flicking in and out of me sometimes deep inside my hot wet pussy sometimes just entering it, tasting and teasing bringing me closer and closer to orgasm, my body tingling with longing and a desparate desire to cover your tongue with my hot sweet juices as you delve deeper and faster with your tongue, I’m wriggling away from you, you have clamped your mouth over my exposed clit and you are sucking on it pulling me into your mouth, my minds in utter turmoil as wave after wave of orgasm rips through my body, I groan and cry out time after time, your technique causing me to writhe around frantically as I reach between my legs with one hand, just touching you, but not able to or wanting to stop you.

For 30 minutes without stopping once your tongue has done incredible things to my pussy, and orgasm after orgasm has washed over my body.

Its been a long while since any man has licked me for that long and I’m at a point I don’t think I would know my own name if you said it. But true to your word after 30 minutes have passed you stop and as my last orgasm subsides, I lay there sated and pleasantly exhausted as the realisation of what comes next sinks in.

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over a year ago

You leave the room and return carrying a small tassled whip - a flogger.

I have no restraints and could easily get up or move to stop you, but I want to be yours and lay with my legs wide apart as you walk towards me stating “You will count each stroke aloud”, as you start to spin and whip at my exposed pussy I recite the number for each stroke. With each lash at my pussy the stinging sensation heightens, I have detached my mind from whats happening to lessen any pain, but it doesn’t go away, each contact making it sting more and more, every time you make me count another stroke I silently pray I will manage to get to whatever number you have chosen to stop at. As I count out loud for each and everyone you administer 38…39, I wince again, 40, Inside my head I’m screaming “That hurts, you can get past this.” then the pain is dulling as I pass the 40th stroke a numbness sets in and before I know it i’m saying 60 and I’m aware you have stopped.

Everything is quiet now you take my hand and help me from the bed and turn me to face you as you say “would you like to speak freely,because I know I would”. “yes sir I would”. You take me by surprise as we kiss …very softly but slightly insistently, not a sign of the forceful man I know is lying dormant inside you, then we collapse onto the bed. You want us to talk about whether this is what we both want… we chat openly and freely about aspects of it we know may be stumbling blocks, but agree we both want it and after a short time we continue what I hope will be a long and exciting journey.

You tell me to lie on my bed head facing from the foot of the bed to the pillows …..and you secure my hands to the bed,jumping from the bed out of my line of vision, you fetch something you wont allow me to see initially…. as you climb back onto my bed yet again you part my legs and I can’t help hoping is he going to lick my pussy again ….. but no you have something else you want me to enjoy ………. I look up at you to see a look on your face … one I will become familiar with in weeks to come……. one of anticipation and lust as thoughts of whats to follow run through your mind….. in your hand you are holding what I can only describe as huge…… maybe the longest flexible dildo I have ever seen ….. as you slide it into me you tell me I am going to fuck you hard and deep with till you can’t take anymore …….. you start to thrust it into my pussy still so wet from your tongue it slides effortlessly into me deeper and deeper ……….. making me feel as though its filling me ……. pushing past any pain barriers I thought I had …… but twice making me stop you by using my safe word to halt anything …… as the further you pushed the dildo into me the sharper the pain became in my lower abdomen …. making me beg you to stop so I can catch my breath……….. then carrying on as though nothing had happened thrusting it harder and faster inside me ..then suddenly nothing ………. it takes me a few seconds to adjust to fact you have stopped the onslaught on my body and as I turn my head to ask you what is going on you thrust your cock into my mouth ………….. fucking my mouth hard…….. forcing yourself as far down my throat as possible making me gag ……. you have moved from the bed again … I hear my drawers opening and next thing I know you are roughly shoving a pair of my panties into my mouth and as I try to breath through them you start taking pictures of me……. tied down and gagged with my own panties ……. then further pictures as you replace my panties with my butt plug..im past caring about what pictures you take now as the thrill of everything that is happening takes hold of me ………. pictures you remind me you are taking as I couldn’t and didn’t get them right when you requested them of me…. or because they were a punishment you had given me which I didn’t do for one reason or another …..“yes little miss for the excuses you made to me each time I asked you for something I wanted you to send to me” you say to me as though you can read my mind as I remember you saying to me thats neither a reason or a circumstance just an excuse !!

We have gone downstairs as my master is hungry and has instructed me he wants to be fed now ……… I have prepared food for him earlier and take his plate to him as he sits at my dining room table .. with his cock in his hand throbbing in front of me as I sit by his leg he is willing me to suck on it …… I lower my mouth onto him and he forces himself into my throat trying to make me swallow every inch which I fail to do …he removes the solid shining cock ring from the end of his cock as he grabs at my hair and I instinctively fight back ……….. pulling away …….. he grabs again and again I recoil this goes on for a short time as he also eats his food ……… a battle of wills when it comes to his cock going down my throat……. you get up and push me towards the sofa … I move slowly towards the sofa knowing this is yet another lesson you are going to teach me …….. that when I say I want to do something that I am capable of doing what I say …so when I said I wanted your cock in the depths of my throat when I couldn’t manage it you told me for every time I couldn’t do it there would be a lesson to teach me… I would learn to manage it…“bend over !” which I do obdiently ……. I hear a whoosh as you swing your belt down on my ass making a cracking sound as it hits my body time and again till you order me “get back upstairs”.. I obey as fear of reprisal makes me wary not to.. you tell me “kneel on your bed "i do as you tell me ….you stand behind me your belts still in your hand ………convinced you will thrash me with it again I tense waiting for the contact but am surprised when you lean forward and place it round my thighs pulling me towards you as you thrust your cock into me….fucking me from behind as you constantly pull me back towards you by the belt …making penetration deeper….but you sense I am enjoying it and stop …turning me round and pulling my hair you force my face onto your hard cock ……yet again we struggle against each others determination for some time …first me being a little more in control then you gaining back complete control ….. I am as determined to stop you as you are to succeed

each time you grab my hair and force yourself down my throat and I gag it sets off a reaction of panic in me and excitement in you.. making you even harder …causing me to virtually gag and my eyes to water to the point that every time you are considerate enough to stop and look at my face I have tears streaming down my face….. I look in your eyes theres not a single bit of compassion in them….. just that look I’m now familiar with ….sheer lust………you offer me no respite and try to make me swallow your cock straight away again…. I can’t do it ….. I struggle again

all the time in the back of my mind is your voice telling me "you need to be able to do this ….to please your master and to impress him ……if you can’t do it then you prove you are just another worthless whore … not worthy of his attention and he will discard you and move on to another slave more capable and willing to please her master with his every wish”

i have to do this I want to do this for you ……to prove I will and can and want to pleasure you in any way you demand …that I am capable of doing anything you ask of me….. that having you as my master is what matters most to me….. not any discomfort I feel not any humiliation I endure …….just to please you and ultimately make you proud of me

….your patience is wearing thin now as you roughly turn me onto all fours ..leaning over me as you thrust your cock back into my ass causing a pain unlike any I have experienced before … as I almost scream my safe word to you you stop immediately…… realising I really am in pain and not playing for time ………you allow me time to recover before you fuck me again slower now but just as deep…feeling so good in my pussy …….then its stopped… I know you haven’t come yet as you pull out of me and in a second you are standing in front of my face.. your throbbing engorged cock in your hand………“open your mouth” is the short sharp order you give me ..but I’m not quite quick enough, as I do your cum spurts from your cock ………splashing my face and neck…. running down towards my breasts… a small amount lands on my outstretched tongue …..which I swallow hungrily as I look up watching the expressions on your face ……we both go to the bathroom to clean up and refresh ourselves before returning to my bed to lay naked together with our own thoughts of what just took place

its the early hours of the morning around 2, and after 7 hours in each other company you allow me to sleep with the instruction to wake you in the morning by sucking your cock……

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over a year ago

part 3

it seems like seconds since we fell asleep, I feel your hands between my legs, probing ….then you are slapping my arse and telling me to get up

I roll over to look at you,

“I instructed you to wake me by sucking my cock didnt I?” you demand

I glance at the clock, its been 4 hours since we collapsed exhausted into my bed .. I really thought you would give me some respite…. but no, already you are awake your cock is hard and you expect attention…“go and prepare yourself for today and then bring me a coffee”.. I walk downstairs half asleep and do what I would do automatically any other day .. I light up a cigarette ….never giving it a thought I wandered through to my living room and opened my back door ……lazily smoking my cigarette and standing there in just a silk robe ….the cool air lifting my robe and the fresh air chilling my skin …its an August morning and not cold enough to wake me fully so when I have finished smoking I lay on my settee still a little drowsy….just for a few seconds I think ….he’s not fully awake it can’t hurt ………im not sure how much time passes but I’m woken by you with a stern …“what are you doing…..how long have you been asleep?”..“not long sir”……“i’ll tell you shall i?, an hour! thats 60 minutes!….and for every minute you have slept you will accept a slap across your pussy and you will thank your master for this and you will not ignore my requests in future”. I look up to see you glaring down at me …. your facial expression says it all and I willingly open my legs as wide as I can for you as you raise your hand and bring it down on my pussy sending a sharp stinging sensation shooting through me . I grit my teeth as your hand makes contact with my soft skin “One” I groan and then your hand comes down again “two” …….it seems an eternity before you get to 60 and stop….. my pussy is throbbing feels raw and the soft skin is very red and I can feel the heat radiating from it ………… I turn to look at you ..“WELL?”………..“thank you sir” …….the pleasure you take from teaching me these lessons shows clearly in your cock as it strains and twitches when I thank you.

….im still only half awake and dont respond quickly enough to you …my whole body feels like a dead weight and before I can move you have straddled my face and you are ramming your throbbing cock down my throat….at this angle I instantly gag as you force your way down my throat….. my eyes filling with tears…… immediately I try to push your weight from my body but you push harder down my throat……..testing me pushing me further towards my limits …..but I wont use that word …..not yet …tears flow freely down my face as I struggle to take your cock and yet again failing you somehow I manage to ease you off of me …right now at this second I could truly break down and cry and tell you to leave ……that this is not for me that I made a mistake ………..but have i? ……do I really want you to leave yet before I know for sure what I want the moisture leaking from my pussy despite what you have just done to me tells me otherwise ………..how many regrets would I have if I gave up at the first stumbling block …….but I know and have always known if I asked you to leave you would honour my wishes … .which is the deciding factor for me…….. it means I can take time to think today and we can talk later when or if you calm down about where this goes from here ……..

your deep voice still slightly hoarse from just waking breaks into my thoughts ……………“ you really can get into trouble in an empty room can’t you ?"and theres a wry smile on your face, a reminder that this is as much fun as it is serious for you……"yes sir I did tell you I could”, not another soul in sight who’s door I can lay any blame at for the position I’m in now other than my own.

“I asked you to ready yourself for the day!, are you ready?”

“No sir, not yet”

“Then I will take you as you are” and you make me kneel on the floor, my body across my settee as you position yourself behind me… roughly inserting my butt plug in my ass and thrusting your cock into my pussy …………fucking me hard and deep bringing me quickly to climax and pulling out ……. you hold your cock close to my face .“open your mouth!”…..yet again I’m not quite quick enough as your cum spurts all over my face and tits splashing everywhere…….“go and clean yourself up and bring me a coffee in bed..do not remove that butt plug under any circumstances until I tell you to” … I get up from the settee and the inevitable happens …as you knew it would……. the butt plug falls to the floor as I walk away from you to the bathroom …….to clean your come from my body.. I go back downstairs to make you your coffee and climb the stairs quite weary and with a heavy heart ..nothing I do has seemed to please you so far this weekend ………

As I enter my bedroom you look at me and I ask “may I sit on the bed sir”…“yes you may” I know you arent going to let this go……… I can almost read your mind, this lesson I need to learn of you wanting your cock down my throat is spelt out to me yet again ……

“you have been telling me for weeks that you wanted my cock in your throat and that you would impress me with your skills, so far you have not convinced me at all”.. I know that when you came here our relationship hung by a thread and everything I do this weekend is supposed to prove the relationship is worth following through

you are sitting next to me on my bed ……. tutting and shaking your head and I can see you are questioning my abilities without you even saying a word……“ you are going to learn an important lesson today and by the end of that lesson you will be thankful to your master for teaching you it”

“what lesson sir ” I ask faltering slightly as I imagine what you could want from me to make amends

“why do pull away from me if I grab your hair as you suck my cock?”

“I dont know, I just start to panic and cant help it”

“Then you will learn to control your panic and please your master”

i nod in acknowledgment….“

"do you still want to be my slave and embrace everything this entails ? ”…..“yes sir”….“very good little miss lets go upstairs we have a contract to read and discuss”..the edge has gone from your voice now as we walk upstairs I make the fatal mistake of relaxing and feeling “a little too comforatble” around you ……….we both sit at the computer………. you bring up the document we have prepared together containing the relevant rules that will govern our “relationship” and any hard limits we have agreed in advance of reading and signing this document. As we read each section aloud alternately I accidentally slide the document off screen and swear under my breath (breaking the 1 rule you knew would give you the most pleasure as I struggle not to all day long) ……..it goes deathly quiet as you ask “did you swear then ?”……meekly I reply “yes sir I’m sorry ”……..you say nothing but you leave the room and I’m left sat in the chair wondering what is he going to do ….where has he gone? my previous foul language has delivered me a number hard spankings accross my arse ………..apprehension resurfacing I listen for my front door…… I am convinced you are going to leave……. maybe you have had enough of the insolence or maybe you are regretting choosing me for this role ……….my insides churn as these thoughts go through my head……im so tempted to go after you… to beg you to stay… I decide against it….. I don’t have to wait long …..you return and in your hand are some narrow wooden strips and bulldog clips……“open your mouth and stick out your tongue ” your voice is clipped as I do as you tell me …….you put my tongue between two strips of wood and attach a clip to each end and a further clip on each side… nearer my mouth …..making my tongue protrude out of my mouth and stopping me from uttering a word…..it doesn’t faze you I am uncomfortable……. you tell me to get out of the chair and you sit down …making me stand at your side as you read the contract out loud. as you near the end you remove the sticks as you ask me “do you accept this contract and all it means and are you happy to sign it?”……“yes sir ” ………we both put our names to the document …. I breathe a sigh of relief thinking that everythig is ok.. when you interrupt my train of thought ……

“Now, Where is your butt plug” you ask of me. “Downstairs sir” I falter knowing it should be with me at all times.“ go and fetch your it”

on my return you are sat in the computer chair……. totally naked with your erection in your hand… slowly stroking it “ show me how good a slave you can be ”…….. I kneel before you…….. bearing in mind every time you have pulled on my hair before I have panicked . I can feel that panic now deep inside me… you look at me and ask “ do you have something to ask me?”……. I shake my head ………knowing what you intend to do makes the panic set in again…. the struggling starts between us ….you determined I will bow down to your desire……… me tearful and pulling back from you ………that same question from your lips over and over until I finally say ..“please pull my hair sir”..as you grab my hair guiding my head towards your cock your grip is firmer………. I know this time I wont be able to pull away as your cock enters my mouth pushing further forwards …….. I cant move panic rising in me makes me start to squirm as the width of your cock cuts off my airways but as soon as you have reached the back of my throat you pull out and look down at me, you wait…. and then I remember “thankyou sir” you smile “now would you like to ask me again?”… “please pull my hair sir” your cock, harder and fuller pushes to the back of my mouth again, blocking my throat and this time you stay there… I try to hold back the panic but cant and just as I start to struggle you pull out and I gasp for breath, tears blur my vision, I look up and say “thankyou sir” I cant see your face clearly but your voice tells me you are smiling as you prompt me again “please pull my hair sir” and you you push my head onto the length of your cock, trying to get past the back of my mouth and into my throat,… I’m panicking really badly now struggling to breathe…… .my head spinning as I try to gasp for air around the thickness of your cock….. but you are relentless…… you force yourself further into my throat to achieve what you want and just as I think I may pass out you are withdrawing and raising my head to face you ..looking at you my face soiled by tears I say “thank you sir”… now take a deep breath and show me how good you can be for me.

“please pull my hair sir” and again your cock is in the back of my mouth, pushing and urging to go deeper, “stick your tongue out” you tell me and as I do I feel your cock slip deeper, you push insistently into my throat, your hands roughly pulling at my hair and I feel your balls against my chin as I gag and try to pull away. When you pull out of my throat and mouth I look up and despite the tears in my eyes I can see your grin and know I have pleased you.

“Well done little miss”

“Thankyou sir”

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over a year ago

Part 4

Now pass me your butt plug, I do, you hold it up and question me “our contract states this should be with you at all times”…. “yes sir”

You look around the room and reach for the power cable for your laptop

“turn around face away from me ……stand there and bend over in front of me ”

with a swish a loop of the cable whips across my right ass cheek, it stings sharply and I almost stand, another swing slightly higher and then across my right cheek 2 more, I dont need to see the red lines on my arse as I can feel the marks “in future, remember to have it with you”… “yes sir”

“Now bend over and open your ass cheeks” I realise my body has again betrayed my pleasure as I feel the butt plug being slid into my now very wet pussy followed by a slightly painful sensation as you push something into my ass .. I dread what you will say or do next….. I actually feel physically sick inside ……..what ever you have put inside me is rubbing and feels very uncomfortable “come here and kneel in front of me ” I gingerly kneel as the object in my ass really is beginning to hurt me …..“suck my cock…….”..as I lean in towards your cock you grab my hair…….. I react as you expect me to pulling away ……you grab it again more forcefully now ….more struggling on my part …..same reaction every time …..you pull back and say to me ………..“ ask me to pull your hair ”……….this is probably the hardest thing for me to do and you know that…….its not enough that you expect me to want to do this…. but you also want me to ask you to do it…….. to give you permission to use my hair to force your cock down my throat…….. its something that will recur regularly over this weekend

“please pull my hair sir ” I’m regretting saying it the second the words leave my lips…… as you thrust into my throat again …… hitting the back of my throat and making me gag forcing the now familiar tears to run down my face…….. I gag ……you keep pushing ….its no good … I gag again……you push deeper……you release me and say “ do you have something you want to ask me little miss” .. I shake my head …..you ask again only your tone of voice tells me I should say yes sir ……….. I ask you again “please pull my hair sir”……..yet again you force me to repeat the act……. pushing me nearer and nearer to my limts……. relentless in your goal of getting me to do this and ask you willingly ….after some time of fucking my throat and almost choking me in the process you ask me to stand again …….

“is your ass uncomfortable?” you ask and I nod.. you reach between my legs and remove what turns out to be 2 loops of the electric cable from my ass “would you prefer your butt plug in future?” …“yes please sir”…“then remember to carry it with you”…“yes sir”.. you slide the plug out of my pussy and order me to bend over the end of the bed ..pushing me forwards so I stumble at the foot of the bed and am face down on the bed ……..you position yourself behind me, sliding my plug into my ass and then slide your cock into my pussy me fucking me hard enough for me to feel your frustration at me but not deep enough for me to gain any pleasure from it …….you pull out and force me to my knees asking “ do u have something to ask me ” ………. familiar with the pattern now and with no hesitation as I say “please pull my hair sir” you push into my mouth and nudge at the back of my throat then and for the first time your cock slides down my throat with no obstruction, suddenly I realise I’m not fighting anymore.

You slide from my throat and mouth..“thankyou sir” “again” you instruct me and willingly I again ask you those 5 little words, your cock twitches at each syllable and then slides into me, your strong hands in my hair forcing my face into your groin and again your cock slips into my throat and I relax instead of pulling away and I feel that you are in tune with my body and will pull out at the very point I cant physically take any more and when you do I thank you again. you look down at me and there is warm smile on your face and a look in your eyes that tells me you are pleased

“have you learnt anythig this morning little miss?”…….“yes sir ”

“what have you learnt?”

“to always carry my butt plug”

“and”

“to not panic when you fuck my throat,……….sir”

You stand before me looking down at me and quietly command

“look me in the eyes sally”.. I do ……wary of whats next ……your expression doesn’t alter your eyes never waiver from mine

“what are you to me sally?”

“your slave sir”

“and what are the properties of a good slave sally”

“obedience and subservience sir”

“have you shown me you are a good slave sally”

“not enough sir”

“will you show me?”

“yes sir I will”

“do you want to be my slave and all that this entails sally”

“yes I do sir”

your hands reach for my throat unclasping my collar …the makeshift one I have worn for a number of weeks…..right now as you remove it I feel more naked than I did stood before you last night …..bereft and unsure of what you are thinking……… knowing this is a turning point for us …… either you will now discard my collar and me ……..or accept me as your slave . I can’t describe how I feel …….if anyone asked me now what went through your mind at that second I wouldn’t be able to tell them ………all I know is right now I dont feel as though I belong anywhere …….. I thought last night was an ordeal ….the seconds that pass now seem to last forever your face gives nothing away……the torment is almost unbearable ……then you raise your hands back to my throat and you are fastening a new collar around my neck …….one that symbolises you own me………. one you have bought for me to mark me as yours …..making me totally aware that my body and mind belong to you ……with a wry smile you quietly say ……“welcome to slavedom”…….those words and their meaning will stay with me for the whole of this weekend and for a very long time after ……….now the journey really begins

We go and clean up and get dressed - it seems strange to be wearing clothes again having been so naked since you arrived.

You wait for me downstairs and when I arrive you have me stand in the middle of the room as you inspect me.

You lift my skirt and your hand is on my cunt again, despite having literally just cleaned myself I am wet again and your fingers find their way inside me easily.

You push something bigger than your fingers inside me, pat my pussy lips and walk out into the hallway.

Turning towards me you smile as whatever you just put in my pussy begins to BUZZ!.

You hold out your hand, and press the button on a small keyfob, the buzzing stops.

I smile in return realising our little outing today will probably be a lot of fun for us both

we drive to a local race track………its a cool dry day ……not a lot of people are around …………as we walk slowly round the stands your head is for ever looking from side to side ………looking at opportunities .. I know how your mind works……getting more frustrated that nowhere is private enough for you ……taking in everything …………..we sit for a while in the stands like two normal people out for the day ………but I will never feel normal again now …something changed over night to make me feel I stand out from the rest….. I feel like everyone knows ……but no one does ……….. I have dressed in a skirt, top and boots and am struggling to hold onto my skirt and dignity in the wind …..as we both well know I have no panties under my skirt…..one gust of wind and everyone around us will know too………… I catch you with a grin on your face ……a knowing look that says ……….“ I know you aren’t quite comfortable with this ”.the egg inside my pussy vibrating as I walk……….. you controlling when its on or off……..everything you have engineered this weekend is to test me and what I really want ……..you are looking for somewhere slightly sheltered as we walk round ………..every opportunity you see is thwarted by either someone seeing us or its not the right place ………….we have walked half way round the perimeter of the track when I ask can we stop for a minute …… I sit on the grass as you walk backwards from me you say" sall……..open your legs show me your pussy “….this is risky as we could be seen but I do it automatically…..you take pics as I sit partly clothed legs apart ……….showing my pussy to you…..as we walk on again we come to a bridge…."walk to the middle turn and face me and raise your skirt show me your pussy” I do as you ask not realising that its not as secluded as I first thought ………..turns out that when you sit in the stands on the other side of the track and have as powerful camera range as you do…….. there are any number of people who could see what I’m doing and would know I wasn’t wearing anything under my skirt. We move on as cars pass at intervals …………as we walk around you are looking for somewhere secluded ……….even trying doors of toilets as we pass them …..all to no avail as they are all locked …cursing to yourself as I grin at the fact someone is looking after me today………. you are getting frustrated so as we pass a stand you guide me to a fence overlooking the track ……my skirt covers most of what happens next to anyone in sight of us ………as you play with my pussy making me cum as the egg vibrates inside me …………how do I feel right now ……..very turned on …… excited …exhilirated at doing something as risky as we are………..my climax is quick……… its been simmering there all the way round as we walked ……..we walk off ……… glancing back we realise just how close we came to being caught as a woman is walking not that far behind us and as we round the final corner we are back at the start of the track and heading towards the car park and your car ………as we approach the car you open the back doors …….. I know whats coming …you want me to get in the back with you ….the back windows are blacked out …visibilty is poor as we sit in the car ……… you look at me as you release your hard throbbing cock from the confines of your jeans and say …….“ do you have something you want to ask”………….“please pull my hair sir ”…..before I have finished the words you are pulling me onto your cock by my hair ……and as your cock slides down my throat yet again I gag as it just enters the deepest part of my throat……..“ohhhhhh yes ” you groan …………“perfect”..short lived though as I pull away………. I don’t get off that easily as you make me repeat it many times…… I’m beginning to realise its not all about teaching me lessons its also because you love to feel my throat wrapped round your cock……. you decide when we are leaving …….. the drive home is uneventful and quiet each with our own thoughts …..yours I have no idea of mine are of what will happen later..you break into my thoughts as you tell me “open your legs and raise your skirt and remove the egg from your pussy” I struggle in the confines of the front seat of the car to raise my leg enough to reach inside my hot wet pussy……. but after more than one attempt I manage to remove it slowly………as I do you pull into a layby …….you can see the panic on my face as I wonder what the hell does he want me to do now…….“now fuck your pussy with your hand …….masturbate for me”……… you pull out of the layby and accelerate…….. realisation dawns on me as we near a truck in front just whats on your mind………as we slow down passing the truck you tell me to look up into the cab to see if he is watching…without any question I do as you have requested ….. my window is level with his cab ….. I look up to see him looking down at me ….watching me with an amazed but appreciative look on his face…… my fingers slowly fucking my already wet pussy …… I don’t break eye contact with him as you ask me “well?”.“yes he was watching sir”…you accelerate away with a smile on your face …… not expecting him to follow so quickly behind us ….its like a game of cat and mouse as he tries desparately to get his truck alongside us at traffic lights for the next 5 miles ………..but you have tired of this part of your little game and speed away to complete our journey. we both realise we are hungry …….must be all the fresh air……… .we stop for something to eat at a local pub….as we walk in people turn and look …causing the paranoia to rise in me again ……do people know ……does it show …….have I got a big sign hanging over me that says “Her Masters Slave”………..but to the outside world we are just two hungry people stopping for something to eat……we sit by a window eating and chatting leisurely just like everyone else around us …but we aren’t like everyone else around us and they have no idea what we are thinking right now ……..we stand up to leave and I see a look in your eye that tells me tonight will be a night I won’t forget easily

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part 5

Saturday night, now it starts to warm up

10:00 pm Friday, 19th September, 2008

We arrive back at my house and the silence descends again, neither of us have much to say, I am all nerves again and I can see your mind is elsewhere (most likely adding details to your plans for the night)……… you go upstairs I make you a coffee and follow you up . I stop short at my bedroom door, watching you ….you arent aware I am there for a few seconds…….. you are attaching ropes to my bed..you turn and see me standing there and take the cup from my hand….“Thank you little miss, now I need you to go and prepare your body and your mind for tonight”. Your instructions are very clear and concise……I run that bath water hot and climb in…… After washing, I lay in my bath warm and clean…… feeling safe and secure where I am………not quite confident enough yet to move from what feels like a sanctuary……..as I know when I do its into the unknown I will be going…..so many questions still race round in my mind ….am I ready for this? ……is it what I want? ..what does he expect from me? ……..will he keep his word that whatever happens, I will be safe and he will never push me past my limits?…….. I have to clear my head, as deep down I already know the answer to all of these…. I trust him implicitly and know that I am in safe hands…..or this man I have only spent 24 hours with would no longer be in my house …………..my mind made up and my worries set aside thinking more positively I step from my bath….. warm water running across my skin as I reach for a towel to dry myself off. I wander back to my room and find you are still very busy with my bed ….. you have set up your laptop and webcam overlooking the bed …………as you turn you see the look on my face, and I realise you are deadly serious ……….. knowing how I feel about a cam being on as we have discussed many times in the last year…………..

“Tonight” you inform me “I want you to please me publicly, I want you to share your actions with anyone on the hub who cares to watch. You will take instructions on camera ………you will do anything I or others request of you”. I thought I had been through the worst tests you could devise for me by making me stand exposed to you when we first met….. but now my stomach is churning again and for the first time since you opened my front door I have the feeling I am going to let you down so badly…….yes I have used a cam but never to the extent you have in mind …… I don’t have the confidence about me I need to have to play to an audience…………………. I freeze just looking at you …….you know by the look on my face I may panic and run….“I do not intend or expect you to reveal your identity by showing your face, I am not so cruel little miss that I would show your true identity to those you chat with regularly on there. You will simply be my slave, and there will be nothing to identify who you are tonight. Are you ready for this?”, Right now all I can bring myself to do is nod, but you ask me again “Are you ready to do this for me?” and before I realise the words have left my mouth I have simply said “Yes Sir”. You make it easier for me by laying face down on my bed with your laptop and asking me to join you ….the cam is not on …… at which point you tell me “i made you a promise your face will not be made visible on cam……. I intend to keep to that at all times”…..you position your self more comfortably on the bed as I lay beside you …you are logging into the chat room we have used for several months and greeting a number of people I am very used to chatting with……… trying to diffuse some of the anguish you know I am feeling……you instruct me “I would like you to start tonight by massaging my body little miss”…..as my hands roam over your body kneading and manipulating your supple skin and the muscles in your legs I can’t help moving my hands a little closer round the top of your thighs …….not quite touching you as intimately as I would like to …brushing past your buttocks and running back down your legs ..knowing I need your permission to take it any further… I continue this for some time …you tell me to massage your back and as I move up your body I am aware you are chatting online which distracts me for a moment………..“concentrate on my body little miss ……not on what others are saying on this screen”……. I resume my journey round your body with my hands running them the full length of your spine……. pushing down on you firmly as I lean over your torso ………..something catches my eye on screen and I am suddenly aware that the image on screen is a part of my body . I freeze momentarily ……….the realisation dawns on me that you had switched on the cam as I massaged you and that now I can be seen by anyone you choose to accept to view us.

You sense I have stopped and am looking intently over your shoulder

“people are becoming impatient Sall, they want to see more of you……… not of you massaging my body”……….. I look at you waiting to see what you want me to do next…………you raise your body up on my bed and turn to me ……..“lay back little miss and open your legs for me………… show everyone what a good slave you can be for your master”

From here on in was the most exhilarating and enlightening experience I have ever had……… but probably on a par with the scariest roller coaster ride I have ever taken!

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Stretching Exercises

12:02 am Sunday, 21st September, 2008

……. I lay back on my bed my legs splayed open ….. exposing my most intimate parts to people I have never even met….inside I am squirming ….cringing inwardly ……. I never do this on cam ..can I do this .. I don’t know if I can …..do I want to …the ultimate test for me ……..you can sense how uncomfortable I am feeling and stroke my skin slowly trying to make me relax ………slowly sliding your fingers towards my pussy teasing and touching the folds of skin surrounding my now dampening pussy ……..my mind may be confused but my body isn’t…… it responds to your touch as always………the more you tease my pussy the more I become lost in whats happening………. forgetting there are people watching as you slide a finger inside me……… teasing my clit with your other hand and sliding a second finger in…. rubbing me insistently and fucking me with your fingers… it feels so good but, then, you stop, I hear the noise of you at the keyboard and you inform me we have over a dozen people watching, I feel my stomach do a flip as the butterflies of earlier take flight together, then you are pouring lube onto my pussy, its cold against my hot skin and I squirm on the bed, I glance toward you and see you are covering your whole hand in it…. you notice my look and tell me “now little miss lets see if you can really impress me and our friends”… your fingers are back inside me and you tease my clit again, another finger as my pussy slowly adjusts to you… opening me up slowly …then you close your fingers together making your hand into a cone shape now……..nudging deeper inside me and twisting from left to right as I push down on your hand ..my pussy feels stretched and stuffed and I moan my appreciation, my breathing erratic……you are constantly encouraging me and tell me there are at least 20 people watching right now as you continue to manipulate my pussy into accepting more of your hand …………for what seems like an age your hand is a constant pressure inside me but it feels like we are not getting anywhere and I stop bearing down on you ……. I don’t think I can manage this….am I going to fail you now …. I can’t bear the thought of being a failure in your eyes………………you sense my hesitation and give me time to relax and gather my thoughts …….your voice is almost inaudible as you say ………….“almost sall you know you can do this …….. I know you can do this, theres no rush and your pussy just needs time to adjust slowly”…………thats all the inspiration I need …… I want to please you ..for me I need to be able to do this… I want to do this ….. I push down towards you …………once more you take my lead and push into me and as I think I can’t take anymore ……my head spinning …….. trying not to focus on the discomfort of my pussy being stretched more than it ever has ………. focusing on you and your words I relax a little and start to fuck your hand, as you twist it back and forth I press down on you fucking your hand with increasing effort, moaning, crying out, my breathing ragged as I feel my pussy being stretched further and further, the tips of your fingers sink deeper in me reaching places inside me I have never felt, feeling your knuckles inside the walls of my pussy I push hard against your arm and the last few inches of your hand slides right inside me ……its a feeling I’m not sure I can describe ……incredibly tight but not sore ……….you explained to me later you could feel every inner part of my pussy pulled tight and straining around your hand ….a feeling of total fullfilment comes over me ……….the discomfort is nothing compared to the feeling of accomplishment……………. .the look of pride on your face as I look at you makes it all worthwhile that I have pleased you is an immense relief for me……….. I thank you …………im not sure why but I do ……….“no ….thank you ..little miss”

you slowly slide your hand from my pussy leaning forwards you kiss me gently on the mouth …..so pleasure does follow pain then ………….allowing me time to control my breathing …… you give me a few moments to get used to what we have just achieved……but I am a fool to believe thats all you want from me tonight ..

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a fucking we won’t ever forget

9:16 pm Tuesday, 23rd September, 2008

You have me move and lay on my back for you, grabbing my breasts and nipping and squeezing my nipples, then you attach one end of a chained clamp to each of my breasts in turn. This provokes some comment from the chat room and you hop off the bed to retrieve something. You slide the clip off my now throbbing nipple and replace it with something else…. I feel a sharp nipping sensation and let out a gasp of shock as you start to secure a second one on the other side…..they bite into my nipples…“be still little miss and it won’t hurt ” you say quite quietly…. I look down to find 2 thin strips of wood clamped tight across each nipple secured in place by a bulldog clip at each end…. seeing them only makes the sensation feel tighter…..then you are reaching between my legs and securing the same kind of device to my pussy lips ….you can see the discomfort on my face and ask how it feels as you flick and tap each of the clamps you have placed on me…“tight” is my only answer but I moan as you hold my pussy lips apart and rub at my clit,.. “nice?” you ask and I nod. You stop and attach another two clips to each of the clamps in turn, increasing the pressure on each one and I bite my lip and stay silent as I really dont think I could stand any more ……..but if I say anything I know you will leave them there longer to see where my pain threshold ends…….you only leave them there for a matter of a few minutes just so I’m reminded of who is in control.

in your specific instructions for this weekend you sent me shopping for some items ……………one of which was a butternut squash… a very bulbous vegetable that is very wide at one end and tapered at the other ………….which you insisted had to be left in the fridge………you leave me to fetch it ……….my minds all over the place as I wait for you to return, aware of the fact that I am still being broadcast to everyone in chat …………you return and reposition my pillows to a mound in the middle of my bed and tell me to lay across them facing the top of my bed…without hesitation I do as you ask ……………anyone who knows me would be more than a little shocked to see me take orders from anyone …………now, very obviously my ass is exposed to the cam ……a fleeting thought through my head of what the hell am I doing is soon quashed when you start to secure black straps around my thighs …………… attaching to them a set of handcuffs by one end and fastening the other end of each cuff round each of my wrists…………..my hands are now tied to the sides of my thighs ……. I am at your mercy………..

i cannot move away as you settle behind me …………….now I have no idea who is watching and its unnerving me tremendously ………….my heads all over the place …..but I am calm ……. I feel your fingers rubbing at my pussy, then something hard and vibrating replaces them, you hold it against my clitoris and start to fuck my pussy with my new double ended dildo…. pure pleasure radiates from my groin as you go on and on fucking and changing the tempo of the vibrator for what seems like ages. I groan my way through orgasm after orgasm, tied as I am I cannot stop you even if I wanted to…….then I jerk my body up as this intense cold feeling intrudes between my legs…it feels so good but the cold makes my pussy contract…………. making it harder for you to push what I can only assume is the butternut squash in further ………again you manipulate slowly ………. but always making sure I am ok …stopping if I’m not ……….taking it slowly again ..my pussy is so cold and slowly numbing shutting out some of the pain ….it seems like hours of non stop pain as each time you force it a little further into me I stretch further…..

“ sall you are almost there ” you encourage me……….. but I can’t ………. I just can’t take anymore ……my insides feel as though they are being ripped apart as it fills me completely…………..it aches where you have forced it into me ….you sense this and leave me to settle down a little …….. I feel abandoned though as you have left the room……………. I can hear running water from the taps in the en suite and wonder what you could be doing in there ….you come back into the bedroom and climb back onto my bed …………theres an immense feeling of heat as you slide something firm……… but manageable into my pussy ..its so hot in my pussy almost burning my inner flesh……but its slowly thawing my pussy making me gasp and moan …………..writhing around as much as my restraints will allow ….im not at all concious now of the audience ………who avidly watch and have continued to do so as you have used and defiled my body through the evening …………any fears I had are dismissed totally by the desire to be owned by you……… to be your possesion ……….for you to want me .

a fucking we will never foget(continued)

10:17 pm Tuesday, 23rd September, 2008

You ask me “who am I” and my response is automatic “my master”. “who are you?”…“your slave”.

“What is your Mantra”, I dont even need to think about the reply as the verse is now a part of me…“

you stand before me on my bed and take hold of my hair

it soon becomes apparent to me and to anyone watching you do want and desire my body as you slide your cock into my mouth………… fucking my mouth as hard as you can making me take your cock as deep as possible ….. I have just told you my body is yours to own and use, my cunt has been used and now its my mouth…….no regard on your part for any discomfort I may feel or the fact I may well gag ……..sheer determination by you to be in my throat…you give me seconds to catch my breath before sliding your cock back into my mouth and pushing hard against the back of my throat…….it wont go past that point…..and then you demand I lick your balls…..with my mouth full of your cock I slide my tongue out straining to reach your balls…. somehow you know that will open the back of my mouth and you push your cock into my throat, now I am really gagging against your cock….again you pull out giving me a chance to breathe and we do it all again…..you pull out and ask me again to repeat my mantra, you have stuffed my pussy with all manner of objects and fucked my mouth….your cock is throbbing …….engorged and so swollen in your hand………. each vein standing out so clearly…………. I’m transfixed ……so hungry for you.. I would do anything you asked of me now and you know it……… I pray that you are about to fuck my ass and as if reading my mind you push me forward onto the pile of pillows again….again securing me by my wrists to my thighs as you seem to enjoy the fact I am immobile and have no choice in taking what ever you want to give me

……….again I comply so naturally ………..its like second nature now to do as you say …….. I know I have pleased you and for that this is to be my reward……….my master pleasuring me …to feel you inside me giving me the one thing I desire ………….what I have waited for so patiently ………what I have had to earn ..the one thing you would give freely to others but make me work for …..silently I have screamed in my head many times …………take me…make my body yours to own ……….and as your cock enters my ass my body responds to you …….slowly at first as my ass is tight and I am in some pain ………….pleasurable but just a little painful……… but nothing would stop me from accepting you inside my body ………its been a long whirlwind journey all weekend ………….. culminating in you fucking my ass ……you take your belt and pass it around the front of my thighs, using it to pull yourself harder into my ass…….im face down and your fucking starts to increase in speed as you really begin to pound and thrust into me ……….momentum building as my body works past any pain barriers my ass relaxing to accept your cock ……… groaning and grunting as you penetrate me deeper with each thrust ………..you have warned me, "the microphone is switched on and the people in the chat room can hear anything you say.”…………. I don’t talk at all ………….but as you fuck my ass faster and harder my body can’t help responding……… my moans becoming louder and louder as my climax builds …..“ohhhhhhh my goddddddddddddd………..yessssssss sir ……please sir ….cum in my ass sir ………..please ” as I cum over and over my ass tightens spasmodically around your cock and slamming into me harder and faster than anything I have known you empty your balls into my hot tight ass …..you pull hard on the belt forcing yourself deep into me……..wrapped round your cock ……..milking every last drop of cum from you…………the satisfaction in your voice as you groan is all I can hear as you thrust into me one more time…….spent and exhausted we collapse onto the bed in a heap of arms and legs…….. …. trying to breathe properly …….trying to calm down ………….. I know from tonight I will never be the same person I was less than 24 hours ago………. I feel different but cannot explain what that difference is right now ………..you say goodnight and close the internet chat room we have just performed for …………we both go and clean off …………..and as I doze off i’m conscious of your voice telling me ..“make sure you wake me in the morning little miss by sucking my cock”………….or maybe I imagined it ……….i’m sure in the morning I will know if I did

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farewell fuck

4:18 pm Monday, 29th September, 2008

i awake, its early and you are moving beside me………unbeknown to me you have been awake a while and are laying there expectantly but becoming impatient with me

I am supposed to be sucking your cock and yet again I am in trouble for not waking first……… I expect there will be a lesson for me soon enough for my disobedience……….im half asleep and slightly groggy still but you don’t care………… as a reminder of the fact my mouth cunt and ass are yours to use when you feel like it you roughly turn me over and thrust your cock straight into my mouth………….. as hard and deep as you can possibly manage……. making me take every inch of you ………swelling more and more as you slide towards the back of my throat….fucking my mouth as you grip my hair and saying “now maybe you will remember little miss to wake me as I requested”………you pull out of my mouth and turn me over just as roughly……….. thrusting straight into my pussy with the same urgency you had when you fucked my ass the previous evening……..pounding away at me relentlessly …pushing me further into my mattress …………again I can sense the frustration in you at me for not doing as you asked of me …………but this fucking is not for my pleasure…………. its a lesson you are determined I will learn……….so yet again rather than allow me the orgasm building in me you pull out of my pussy denying me total fulfillment

we collapse onto the bed chatting for a while about moments that stand out for us both from this weekend…laughing about some moments reliving certain things………… knowing both of us will take away from this different thoughts……….. but also knowing it was probably one of the most memorable times either of us have shared with anyone respectively………..

the weekend has gone so fast its almost time for you to leave …. I watch you as you pack your bag not really knowing how I feel,…………… a sadness coming over me that its come to an end ……… an excitement slowly building in me at the same time ……. knowing that all you have to do is say till the next time little miss for it to happen again…..but will you say those words or have you decided that maybe you made the wrong choice in me …………now I’m unsure again not as confident as I have been all weekend

the last few moments we spend together before I see you to my door are spent generally chatting ……… then you turn to me and ask me “have you enjoyed our time together?”……….“yes sir I have”………..“and do you still want this little miss”………….if I had any doubts before I have none now as I say..“yes sir I do ”…………seeing the smile on your face makes me realise just how much you want this to continue as well

the last contact I have with you is as you kiss me and say “goodbye little miss”

and suddenly you are gone…………… .driving away ……….leaving me with my own thoughts…..wondering what you are thinking as you settle into your journey ……..how do I feel?…………………right now a little lost as though a part of me is missing ………sad that the weekend is over and hopeful that you really do want to continue this relationship with me ……. I feel so different as a person to how I felt maybe a week ago ……the one thing I have no regrets about and would never change is that this weekend.took place ………..if I was asked now are you happy you didn’t lock the door or didn’t cancel ………….my truthful answer would have to be yes…………… I know the choices I have made are right for me and I look forward to the next time my master desires me

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Another word from Sir……

7:23 pm Tuesday, 30th September, 2008

And that was it, I was in my car on the way home!

We had gone from comparative strangers on Friday (having only chatted online and had a few phone conversations) to parting on the Sunday as ‘Sir and his slave’…….

I was left feeling very proud of the commitment Sall had given me, and we both knew none of this was done lightly. She had given me her body, completely, and trusted me with everything [mind, body and soul]. By Sunday there was nothing she would deny me and she openly declared it.

What followed was the deletion of her own swinging account and the creation of this one, then the big step of letting people know. Some of you were incredulous, some of you were supportive, a small minority took exception. But after the dust settled, I saw a change in her that I know some of you have seen too. She was proud of her choices and happy about it. And so far she still is……. As I write this we have seen each other twice since then…… Sall is busy writing about the second of those meets which was just last week and should start appearing soon. (the first one is just between her and I)…….

In summary the whole experience had been utterly beautiful, Having a level of control over someone that has to be experienced to be truly understood. It encompassed the filthiest sex I have had since I dont know when and literally hours of fucking her throat. It gave moments of intimacy that go beyond anything either of us had ever known and mixed pain and pleasure in such a way that its as good if not better than the sex (and trust me when I tell you the sex was very good).

I look forward to later this week and our 4th meeting when my slave will be thanking me for more than just MY cock……..

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an evening with sir

8:12 pm Tuesday, 30th September, 2008

after having to postpone our last meeting due to you breaking your rib I can’t help being a little apprehensive that you are well enough to make our rendezvous this week ……….saying that I am nervously excited as the week progresses………..hoping that you don’t have to cancel ………….. I have packed a bag with everything you requested I put in and some things you hadn’t asked for …………yet again you have made requests of me when asking me what I will be wearing …..“when I take off your skirt and top I expect to see a black bra a black thong and stockings and heels !” your tone makes me realise there is no argument over this …. I will wear what you have asked for

i have chosen my clothes with care they dont scream sex but do say I have thought of you when I dressed for this meet….of what you want ………..

its wednesday morning and my stomach again is in knots………. in a few hours I will be seeing you ….the day is going so fast ..maybe too fast ……ive checked and rechecked my bag making sure ive left nothing behind so I don’t anger you ……..my forgetfulness is something that frustrates you …………… I know that and try so hard not to antagonise you …….only pushing my luck as far as I dare

its that time the children are gone again and this is my time to prepare for my master ……….laying soaking in a hot bath wondering what lies ahead……..im running late but whats new …. I speak to you briefly as I finish applying my make up……. taking care to look good for you……….you ask me….. “why are you not on your way yet?”……..“ I will be leaving soon sir”…………“ theres nothing to hold you back get in your car and drive to the hotel …..NOW”

my bags are in the car …..i’m grabbing last minute bits …….locking my house and then jumping into my car………….taking a deep breath I start my car heading for yet another part of our journey

music blaring in the car…………. windows down…….. I head up the motorway ………….a smile on my face only you and I could understand …..passing motorists oblivious as they head homeward or to appointments they have made …….. the appointment I am going to is definitely not the kind you have every day…………… theres always an underlying excitement and nervousness when I am driving to see you ……..the day that feeling goes away I know its time to stop chasing my fantasy………but today isnt that day

we speak intermittently on the phone during my journey……… ..you are already at the hotel and asking me “are you hungry?”………..my mind wanders back to that first weekend …yes I’m hungry ………….but not for food ……..im hungry for your attention …..to feel how I did before as you took control of everything including my body……….

i arrive at the hotel…………. the last instructions you gave me were “call me when you arrive …….. I will pass you the room key through the window……… let yourself in and I will take over from there”…………..you know I will be on edge and feeling as though I’m stepping into the unknown yet again

my hand is on the door handle……… I push the door slowly open …..hesitant….the room is in darkness . I try to adjust to the difference to broad daylight….the room appears to be empty but I know you are there waiting for me……

as the evening progresses

9:11 pm Wednesday, 1st October, 2008

now I am nervous …. I know you are here but its so quiet…….totally silent as I step into the room …then I feel your hand on my arm ……… taking my bags from me……… and manouvering me forwards so I am standing facing into the room as you close the door and stand behind me and I am plunged into relative darkness….. I am only seconds away from full pyhsical contact with my master……..the one thing that compels me to drive to where ever you tell me is knowing you will be there waiting ….that you want and desire my body……….that you have a need to see me

i’m not sure what I become aware of first…. your gentle breathing on my neck or your swollen throbbing erection nudging at my arse as you lean into me……… reaching round to cup my breasts in your hands ……your breath on my neck sends shivers coursing through me in anticipation …making me stand before you as you walk around me ………lifting my skirt to see if I followed your instructions regarding my underwear…….inspecting my body … not saying a word…. I would love to know what is going through your mind as I stand here before you ……….but you give nothing away as you walk around me and stand barely inches from my face …..“who am I ?”

…“my master, sir”……….. I can feel your breath on my face ………..your lips are so close to mine… then slowly you lean forwards and kiss me gently …teasing my lips with your tongue …………. soft nips of my lip with your teeth as I kiss you back………….theres even an urgency in your kisses.

you take me by the hand leading me to a bed I can just see outlined in the darkness…………. bending me forwards over the bed you lift my skirt over my back revealing my ass to you…… covered by a thong ..which you move to one side …… and without any hesitation you pull my cheeks apart and sliding your hard cock inside me you start to fuck me ……there’s that urgency again…….. born this time from your impatience to be inside me not impatience at me ………..deep hard thrusts pushing me forwards…….. making me feel every inch of you inside me …….my head spinning as my climax builds inside me …..but I should know better as you pull out of me and order me to kneel before you and open my mouth ………….“and this time litte miss do not spill a drop”. I close my mouth round your cock as you release your hold on it ….gripping my hair as you pump cum into my mouth ..forcing yourself deeper towards my throat………….. ensuring I keep swallowing ………..tasting your cum in my mouth as it flows freely down my throat …..licking you clean of any remaining traces …you allow me to stand and again reach for my breasts fondling them for a short time…….. teasing my nipples… I am taken by surprise as you turn me round and again push me towards the bed ……….again raising my skirt to allow you access to my pussy …..stroking my stockinged legs you pull my thong to one side ….am I imagining this or are you hard again…….. I ask myself silently …my question is soon answered as I feel the throbbing length of you inside me as hard as you were only minutes before ……….again fucking me with that same urgency as though you can’t get enough of my pussy…………. as you pull out of me this time I know instantly you want me to kneel …………as I do you are thrusting your cock back into me…………using my mouth again for your pleasure as you cum …….groaning deep in your throat as you yet again fill mine ……you don’t have such a firm hold on my head this time but I wouldn’t have pulled away.. I want and need to please you …… I greedily swallow every last drop licking the shaft of your cock clean ……….

you help me to my feet and as I look at you you smile and say “hello little miss”………. I must look a little shell shocked as you ask me “ you didn’t expect the second time did you?”..“ no sir ”…..“now lean back over the bed face down and slightly part your legs and raise your skirt for me this time ”. I do as you tell me exposing my underwear to you yet again ………… thinking surely he won’t manage to fuck me again so soon ………..

then very slowly you lean close to my face and in a low and quite menacing voice ask me ………..“when did you become my slave?”

“about 6 weeks ago sir”

“ so the contract you signed while I was with you at your house ..the verbal commitment you had already made to me meant so little to you that you cheated on your master?”

i am quiet not really sure what to say ….you ask me ……..“what did you do the weekend before you met me ?”….“ I met someone without your knowledge sir” I am uncomfortable with this as I truly believed at that time that I wasn’t doing anything that could harm this relationship…… I foolishly believed until we signed the contract it wasn’t binding .. I know now you felt differently about it………..if I had to tell you how I felt now I would have to say ashamed of myself for being deceitful ……..but relieved in a way as it means from now there are no secrets between us

“are you sorry? ”……evokes an immediate response from me..“yes sir” …..too quick a reply……… I can see by your face you think I don’t mean it …….you get off the bed and walk behind me … I don’t move … I daren’t…. I steel myself as I hear a whoosh of air somewhere close behind me …..my nails embed themselves in the bedclothes ……….my body tensing as I prepare for what ever you are about to inflict on my body ……its deathly quiet as the cane makes contact with my skin……. making me jump a little…. feeling the heat on the surface of my skin …… and then again and again, you repeat this metering my punishment in timed strokes of your cane ……….. on both buttocks several times and slightly lower just below the cheeks of my ass and the top of my thigh ……..stinging my skin each time …. I feel you step away from me …….if I know you as well as I think I do you are admiring your handiwork………. I hear that all too familiar click and see the flash as you immortalise my punishment with your camera……….. as a later reminder for me of what happens when in your words 'i cheat on my master’ ………..you push me a little further forward making my pussy more exposed to you ………again feeling a whoosh of air as you bring the cane back down on my ass…more of a reminder?

“ are you sorry now little miss? ”…….“yes sir I am ”….“better but I’m not quite convinced”…

You walk around the bed, collect something and then return.

“turn over” you instruct and with some nervousness I turn and you position yourself between my thighs. You start by stroking my pussy lips and I push myself against your hand appreciatively.

Then there is a sharp snapping sound and I jump at the harsh sensation in my groin.

I lift my head and see

and progresses even further

9:28 pm Wednesday, 1st October, 2008

the thin wooden strip in your hands as you flex one end back again and release it against my pussy “SNAP!!” again, working from left to right you bring the strip down on my flesh time after time until you have reddened all of the flesh around my cunt…. each time making me flinch and as this process continues I begin to feel the rush as my body responds to the pain, theres a warmth spreading in my groin and i’m sure I can feel juices running from my pussy. You lean in close and ask again “are you sorry?” and now far more convincingly I can tell you “yes sir”…….“then this lesson is finished ”. Thinking how lenient you have been with me I go to move off the bed …..but am stopped dead by your voice……“ did I say you could move”.. I lay back down on my front not daring to move as you take more pictures ….its eerily quiet apart from an occasional click until you break the silence………… “what is the one thing I have forbidden you to do in my presence and you have consistently disobeyed me with little miss ?”…you are referring to my use of foul language …whether it be accidental or provoked or just plain temper I am forbidden to swear in your presence …….. I have always known you would make me pay for my disobedience on this and you have faithfully kept count and reminded me that in the last 4 weeks I have used foul language no less than 24 times…………..“my swearing sir”………… “and you know I will punish you for this don’t you ? ” ..“ yes sir”

“Turn over”… I respond quickly but nothing prepares me for what you do next ……you are applying lube to my ass quite liberally and as I squirm away from your touch I know what ever happens next will not be the most comfortable experience for me ………… I don’t have to wait long as you slide and turn an object just inside the opening of my ass ….its cold but feels enormous …………..my mind flashes back to the feeling I had as you inserted a large bulbous vegetable into my pussy less than a few weeks ago ……..but I relax as I realise its not as big as that but my ass is unaccomodating ……you remove it and apply more lube and then just as I relax I catch my breath sharply as you push it back inside my ass …not stopping this time as it slides deep inside me ……making me gasp …. I believe you are giving me time to adjust to the feeling but no you have only stepped back to reach for your camera………. I can only guess what pictures you are taking.as you put your camera down……..

Then I feel something pushing at my pussy and as it pushes inside I quickly realise you are hard again, impaling me on your swollen cock for the third time this evening ……. it all feels so tight inside me ……….. I feel the pressure of your cock against the object in my ass…there doesn’t feel like theres an inch of space left inside me thats not filled by you or that object ……. I can’t even try to imagine what it is …,again you stop….. but at this point I know why I had requested 3 images from you …..one of which you are about to take of your cock in my pussy and my ass filled … I’m lost in how good this feels and am not really aware of the camera for once, then lost in the wonderful feeling I am brought sharply back to reality as you bring the last foot of your leather belt down hard across my arse cheek

'CRACK’ ….again stinging me …….. I say nothing biting my lip so I don’t cry out….which is a big mistake as you expected me to count out my punishment

“24 little miss, count them down”

“yes sir………..24 "and as you bring your belt down each time you continue to fuck me hard, insistently relentlesly 'CRACK’ "23” and as I count down the pleasure in my pussy leaves me not wanting it to stop but all too soon I am saying “1”

“will you think twice before swearing again ”……..“yes sir ” ……and this time I dont mean it, not if the next punishment is the same ………. I don’t move when you walk away……… I’m unsure if you are finished with me for now…………..more clicks of your camera as you take picture after picture of my reddened ass……you know how I cringe when you do this but I never stop you.

Then you pull me towards you by my hips and I feel your leather belt wrapped round my thighs and pulled tight behind me …..pulling me back towards you I am impaled on your hard cock again very roughly …………………not really caring as long as you continue to fuck me …. …you know I love you to fuck me this way and for the first time since I arrived I feel as though you are doing something to pleasure me……….. not to teach me a lesson …….this is made abundantly clear by the fact that as my climax takes hold of me you don’t pull out but continue to fuck me …..allowing my body to fully respond to you …….the once quiet room filled with the sounds of sex ………..animal like groans of sheer ecstacy………. as I cum again and again on your cock ………… the belt enables you to bury your cock deep inside me as you fill my pussy for the first time tonight with your cum …….

“Did you enjoy your orgasm?” you ask “Yes sir, thankyou sir”

“Did you have permission to orgasm?” and then I realise my error

“No sir” Theres a sharp smack as your bare hand connects with the skin of my now very red arse

“dont forget next time”

you walk away from the bed and that gives me time to adjust to my surroundings …which is when I realise your laptop is on the desk and you have opened the chat room we often go into ……you are typing that although I had already eaten twice we are now going out for dinner and will be back later …… I am left standing in front of you…….. also giving me chance to appreciate your body as you are totally naked …..you motion to me to sit down I look at you in horror …… I have no idea what you have inserted in my ass and struggle with the thought od trying to sit down …….. I sit very slowly on the soft bed settee in the corner of the bedroom watching you dress …………..you shake your head at me smiling as you wave me towards a hard backed chair ….“sit there little miss”…………….. I go to say something but you silence me with a look …..so I do as you have told me and sit even more cautiously on the chair ……..“very good little miss …..now we will go for dinner ”

my face must speak a thousand words as you look at me and say …“this time ensure that does not fall out while we are at dinner”…..and with that you guide me to the door and towards the restaurant………….

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dinner with sir

3:14 pm Monday, 6th October, 2008

such a short walk has never seemed so long .it’s only a couple of minutes from the room to the restauarnt but seems like an eternity……….. walking very cautiously so concious that I have an object inserted by you in my ass and I have been warned not to let it fall out……… I later find out there was no way it could have but the fact you had suggested there was a chance made me more determined not to allow that to happen…you have a wicked smile on your face as you watch my discomfort as we approach our table to sit down …you would have preferred a hard chair for me but thankfully the waitress has motioned us to a booth with padded bench seating …….you watch my face intently as I slowly sit down jumping involuntarily as the object inside me pushed further into me as I sit down .. I find a comfortable position to sit in and we order food and drinks….comfortably chatting about all sorts of things some relevant to this evening some just normal conversation……..the meal goes without incident other than a few knowing looks between us and the odd smile on your face ……….until I have to go to the ladies and you are so good at making me worry as I go to move from my seat you tell me “watch it doesn’t slip out sall”…..thats all I need to put me on edge…but my journey too and from the toilets is uneventful ….we leave the restaurant and head back to the room you walking behind me ……..as we reach the hotel room you open the door allowing me to pass you and close the door on the outside world once again ……..you gesture for me to remove my jacket which I do leaving me standing while you look me over once again …the silence broken as you say

“ now you are all mine”

as you walk towards me …..so close I can feel your breath on my face as you lean towards me your lips just touching mine your warm tongue sliding into my mouth slowly teasing my lips apart

….your hands reach for my shoulders and slide the straps of my camisole down over my arms letting it fall freely …….you step back slightly and put your fingers in the waistband of my skirt easing it over my hips and letting it fall to the ground along with my camisole ……“i step out of the clothing dropped at my feet and am left stood before you in my stockings my high heels and a thong and bra ….. I can see the appreciative look on your face which sends a warmth through me as I realise you are happy with what I am wearing…………seems for once I may have got it right

testing my limits

3:24 pm Monday, 6th October, 2008

you turn me around and push me face down on the bed .pulling my thong to one side you slide your semi hard cock into me as you enter the warm moistness of my pussy you instantly harden filling me yet again

you fuck me with an intenseness I have grown used to ……an impelling need to be inside me drives you harder and deeper into me as I clutch at the bedclothes accepting you so readily as I always will .welcoming the attention you have granted me hoping it will not be brief …………..my hope is short lived as you pull out of me and stand between my legs your hands on my ass …… I lay there silently not knowing whats next as your hands manipulate the object from my ass you inserted earlier ………you walk to where my head is on the bed and ask "do you honestly think this would have fell out”………. I turn my head to see you holding a medium sized dome shaped glass dildo which is about 3inches circumference at its widest point tapered at the end ………..the look on my face amuses you as I realise just what I have been carrying around in my ass …you smile at me and walk away..as I raise myself from the bed … you move me from the bed and nearer to the desk in the room ………………where your webcam is positioned at the edge of the desk and linked to live chat ……………you force me to my knees where I am level with your cock as it throbs before me and say “would you like to ask me something”……“please pull my hair sir”…the words are second nature now from my lips and no sooner have I said them than you are thrusting your cock into my mouth heading for my throat…………. immediately I try to pull back but you won’t allow me to you push deeper just slipping into the back of my throat causing a gag reflex which sees me choking on your cock …you pull out immediately and ask me again “would you like to ask me something.”………with tears and mascara running down my face I look at you as I say ..“please pull my hair sir”.this time you grip my hair in your fingers pulling me onto your cock as I greedily swallow you as deep as possible you moving my head back and forth on the full length of your shaft…………. inches from the cam which means everyone can see you fucking my mouth.we continue the process of me asking and you allowing me to swallow your cock for some time

you motion me to the bed I dont hesitate at all I bend over willingly I feel a cool wetness between my legs as you apply lube to my pussy running your fingers the full length of my pussy from front to back ………..as you rub at my pussy you slide first one then two fingers into me a third rubbing my clit I feel the third finger inside me and know you are going to fist me on cam for all to see but I’m unsure from this angle if I can manage this which makes me tense ………my pussy seems to tense too you are aware of this as your fingers are clamped by my muscles contracting inside me …..“relax you know you can do this”………….. I listen to you …its the quietest your voice has been its not an order its encouragement ….as you always do when you know I can do something but my body is telling me otherwise ………you apply more lube and work your fingers back and forth circling inside me nudging further as I will myserlf not to fail you .shaping your hand so I can accomodate you …………you don’t know it but I am very close to tears as I say …….“i can’t do this …..i’m going to fail you ….”……….but in my mind failure is not an option ……….. I have to please you to show that my body is truly yours to own to do what you want with ………… I take a deep breath and push back on your hand as you manipulate my pussy pushing further into me and then suddenly as I bite my lip and push back even further I feel my pussy give a little more as your hand slides into me ……….you slowly remove your hand ensuring you cause me no pain and say to me ……“thats more than you have ever taken before sall”

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posing for our audience

3:32 pm Monday, 6th October, 2008

you beckon me to stand …and guide me back to the bed and ask me to lay on my front as I do you raise my legs leaving me in a pose where my pussy and ass are on show and my legs are crossed behind me my legs crossed at the heels showing my stockings and heels to anyone viewing us…“stay in that position ” you command me ……….you walk away I can hear typing as you chat freely with a few people who are watching …..my legs are beginning to ache as I lay motionless on the bed I go to move fractionally to be told “lay still”………………….im left in this position for what seems an age and in all probability is only a few minutes .you pull me down the bed towards you. and again slide inside me you are still hard from the last time you had fucked me leaning down on my back as you fuck me harder and faster deternined to give me the full length of your cock …knowing its what I crave when you have me in this state of arousal …..building up rythm I can tell by your breathing you are closer and closer to coming I push back against you as you thrust deep inside me giving yourself the release you have wanted since we came back from dinner" now maybe you will lay still when you are told".you say breathless from the exertion of fucking me…..but if thats my punishment you must know there is no way I will stay where you tell me …………as I step from the bed you steady me ……….. I lean down and change from my high heels to a pair of knee length pvc boots with chrome heels ….ones you have never seen before… I lay back on the bed fully aware the cam is on me as I stretch my legs in the air pulling my boots up my legs …….and cross one leg over another .posing for you and for the people watching….you tell me how good I look in that pose as you click away with your camera

if anyone had told me that approx 6 weeks after meeting you I would be naked on a cam and being photgraphed taking part in sexual acts I would have laughed or run a mile but here I am doing exactly that and loving every second…so for anyone who ever doubted I do this not just for my master but for me too trust me its for our pleasure .you have achieved in a short time what many men have never achieved with me to get inside my head and physically and mentally control my thoughts and actions without any question …………or so it appears until I get a little too clever later in the evening…you take a few more pictures as I lay quite happily on the bed watching you chatting to some people on the internet site we use……a short time later you walk away from the pc

defiance

3:45 pm Monday, 6th October, 2008

then I’m aware of you at the side of the bed .“stand up”……“what for sir”……..“ are you questioning me ”………………now I should know better than to question any of your motives but I push my luck and grin at you as I say I won’t stand unless you tell me why…………your reply is terse and there is no smile on your face when you say “either stand up now or I will whip your ass till you wished you had ”…….my insolent reply of" then you will have to whip my ass as I dont know what you intend to do if I stand" incenses you …….you reach for your belt and stand behind me ……….

as it makes contact with my skin I flinch but I’m being stubborn now and will not give into you ……………CRACK again as it comes down on the soft skin of my ass and again as you repeatedly whip my ass I’m aware of you pulling me closer to the end of the bed and entering me yet again ……. I remember thinking god if this is what happens when I make him angry I hope I never please him ……….you are hard again .. I can’t believe that you can be this hard when its only a short while since you came already but you are and its obvious you want more of me ………..you pull the belt round my hips impaling me further onto your cock fucking me harder and harder …this time I know you are fucking me for my pleasure as you pound into me the belt tightening round my hips you are using all your strength to pull me onto you ………god this feels so good my hearts racing my minds out of control completely as my body readily responds to you …but then you have never doubted I would respond to you…………at this point I know how ever many times you want me my body will be yours ….. I can’t deny you ….. I have no will of my own to say no…… I dont; want to …… I want you inside me as you are now showing me that if I please you my rewards are worth waiting for ………… I feel your cock throbbing inside me as you come your grunts and moans drowned out by my orgasm as I push back onto you …….and collapse onto the bed your whole weight on me as our bodies try to calm …………..

when we have caught our breath you say to me “now stand before me”,this time I dont test you I do as you have asked ……..and as I do I see the all too familiar rope entwined round the legs of the desk I look at you with a quizzical look on my face you are smiling as you say stand there .pointing to a spot in the room…………… as I stand you begin to wrap inch after inch of rope around my body passing it over my shoulders around the shape of my breasts and back round my wrists and through my legs leaving two shorter lengths hanging behind me ………“now walk away from me ” you say ………as I do I feel the rope tightening slightly causing a wonderful sensation between my legs .the friction from the rope just touching my clit sending small spasms through me

as I now have no way of stopping you from doing what you want you would think I would be apprehensive but no I’m actually looking forward to being totally helpless as you use my body for your gratification ..you bend me over the bed ..one final push leaves me face down and rendered totally helpless as you force my legs wider ….the soles of my boots slip on the carpet forcing the rope to tighten more on my pussy making me gasp …..you see the look on my face when it dawns on me if I open my legs any further the rope will cut into me …….you push my legs back together and go the head of the bed climbing onto it you sit with your legs open and each side of my head ….“look at me”.. I raise my head as much as possible and you move nearer my face as you slide your cock into my mouth fucking my mouth from this position …… I have no control as you fuck my face gripping my head .aiming for the back of my throat …..theres no point in me fighting you so I relax and as soon as I do your cock slides past that point in the back of my mouth and into my throat ……..“yessssssssssss thats it right there ”……you groan as you fuck my throat ….you can sense I’m uncomfortable in this position and stop ……….before I know it you are helping me onto the bed to lie on my back forcing my legs open so you can fuck me …..raising your body up over me you guide your cock inside me alongside the length of rope that runs between my legs …………….this time its more frenzied as you fuck me ……..maybe made more so by the fact I can’t stop you ………can’t fight back but have to take anything and everything you decide to do to me ……you truly feel in control ……the one thing you have always wanted from this you are now achieving as I

lay beneath you writhing against you but unable to touch you or stop you from taking me

testing more limits

3:49 pm Monday, 6th October, 2008

suddenly you are off the bed again and pulling me to a near standing position holding the loose ropes in your hand you are straight back inside me riding me with a ferocity I have never felt before leaving me breathless and wanting more as you come yet again inside me tightening your hold on the ropes as you slow your rythm

you make me stand and you start to untie the ropes ………..im not sure how I feel right now part of me wants the ropes to stay ..for me to be at your mercy but I know how your mind is working you prefer me to do something that makes you have to teach me a lesson rather than have me totally subservient to you ……..you get your thrills from making me accept any lesson you deem fit for what you class as my insolence and defiance…..we sit at the computer chatting with people who have been watching allowing both of us some time to rest ….we then lay on the bed talking about our evening so far of what people have seen ..as usual your main concern being me and my welfare am I ok with whats happening …….you know I am you just like confirmation that I am coping with anything you have done or intend to do during the rest of our evening together

just as I start to accept that you wont use the rope on me again you are telling me lie face down again I do as you ask ….not even thinking of asking why I spread my arms across the width of the bed as you loop it round the bottom of the bed and around my ankles then pass it up the bed and around each wrist .you have secured me to the bed and walk away ………. I wonder frantically where has he gone what is he doing ……….its so quiet then I feel pressure on the bed as you lean across me taking hold of the thong I am wearing I hear a ripping sound .you lean back off the bed and again from the other side I feel you pull at my thong and a tearing sound again ………there is a sound of something heavy being put down by the side of the bed just out of my view as you pull the tattered remains of my thong away from my body…. I later discover you had cut my thong from my body with a pen knife………you are behind me yet again and I must admit at this point I wonder where you have found the energy or strength to want to be inside me again ………….as your cock nudges at my pussy its obvious where you want to be you pull my hips up towards you slightly making my pussy more accesible .reaching between my legs you are opening my pussy lips stroking my pussy ..but I have learnt that pleasure is always followed by pain and vica versa with you I steel myself for what ever comes next but I wasnt prepared for the sharp stinging feeling as something tight is clamped over my clit making me scream out but still no mention of my safe word as you slowly release your fingers from whatever you are attaching to me the pain increases causing me to cry out again ………you hesitate but I dont use any safe word so you know you can continue ………each slight movement of your fingers away from my clit intensifies the pain till its almost unbearable as I breathe through the pain trying to mentally block it out I try to concentrate on your cock as you slide into me ……….the feeling of you inside me mixed with the stinging sensation on my clit is enough to send me over the edge my orgasm ripping through me as you yet again …….much to my disbelief cum hard inside me …….the sharp unbearable pains diminishes as you remove the vice like clamp from my clit and rub my pussy till the feeling returns to my swollen throbbing clit …….as I turn you show me a very strong bulldog like clip and tell me thats what was attached to your clit ………

after midnight

3:52 pm Monday, 6th October, 2008

you decide we both need a rest so you switch off the cam and tell everyone we will be back in 5 mins you untie me from the bed and lay next to me for a few minutes ………..then we lay side by side on the

bed and with the cam switched off go into the chat room for some light hearted banter ,……….

during arranging this meet you had always said to me that after midnight your body would be mine to do with what I want …..due to disorientation and relaxing…….. having a laugh with people in the chat room I suddenly realise its 1am and ask you to switch off the pc ………….this part of our evening was never going to be for public reading but due to what happened next it portrays my need to show you how subservient and determined to please you I am so now has become relevant to the whole evening

we settle back on the bed just you and me no audience no orders just two people wanting to enjoy each other in private………..kissing intimately tongues delving deep inside each others mouths my hands on your chest running through the fine hairs on your chest just grazing your nipple piercing making your nipple erect ……as my hands trail down to your cock …………although you have given me free reign of your body you are amazed to see me heading towards your cock and of my own free will I spend the next hour fighting with my self and the inadequacy I feel at not swallowing your cock ………time after time I try to get past the gagging feeling tears streaming down my face .and although you are enjoying it I can see the amusement in your face making you giggle with me every time I raise my head . as I say I now know I’m useless at control …… I get more and more frustrated with myself for not managing it …….you sense how frustrated I am and say “ come and sit on my cock”.. I dont need asking twice as I crawl up the bed and lower my self onto your cock one knee on the mattress alongside your leg one leg raised on the other side of your body….riding you as you buck your hips up to me feeling you right up inside my pussy rubbing against my g spot as I push down onto you my breasts pressed against your chest our faces only inches apart as we kiss and touch each other ……………then again I’m on my back as you sit over me your cock just above my lips as you bury your face in my hot pussy licking and teasing as I suck greedily on your cock..holding your balls in my hand massaging them as I tease and suck you my pussy getting wetter and wetter as your tongue brings me to orgasm then you are between my legs opening them as you slide into me pushing my knees up to my shoulders making penetration deep and hard …………fucking me hard and fast forcing yourself deeper into me as my pussy contracts round your cock ………coming together as I moan and writhe beneath you ………………we are both exhausted and collapse next to each other hot skin touching as we lay there our laboured breathing slowing down ……….you put my hand to your chest which is racing unnaturally ………….we chat again about many things comfortable in each others company lazily stroking each others bodies …….you go to the bath room to freshen yourself up and I settle back on the bed .as you climb back onto the bed I cannot believe you are in a state of arousal yet again ………..and are parting my legs and inside me before I can protest ……………yet again our bodies connect seeming to know before we do how to respond to each other ………this is probably the most intense frantic and frenzied I have felt you ……….pushing your body to its limits determined to pleasure us both as you fuck me never stopping only one aim in mind as we climax together absolutely exhausted not an ounce of energy left in either of us ……….

we roll over to separate sides of the bed totally satisfied and drained of any strength what so ever and drift into a relaxed deep sleep………no words this time not even “wake me by sucking my cock ”.

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a parting lesson from sir

3:57 pm Monday, 6th October, 2008

i stir in the bed aware you are waking too

i have my back to you and as you kiss and tease the back of my neck I jump and visibly shiver …….it registers with you that this may be a weak spot for me one you were not previously aware of ……..you turn me roughly face down and lay over me kissing my neck as I struggle against you as I fight against you the only thing you can do is grip my hair and force me to be still as you kiss my neck sending shivers through me that reach right inside me causing an ache in my pussy as I feel the dampness instantly . between my legs…………you push my legs open with your legs never letting go of my hair and raise yourself up as you thrust into me .. you tell me I am wetter than you have known me be before as you continue to take me forcibly gripping my hair leaning into my neck and biting and kissing it ……….its as though its connected directly to my pussy as your mouth makes contact with my neck my pussy instantly gets wetter …….coating ur cock in my come as I climax again …………you virtually drag me from the bed as you sit on a chair and push me to my knees your excitement obvious from the size of your swollen cock ………“what would you like to ask me ”………“please pull my hair sir”…….. but for some reason as you grab my hair panic engulfs me from deep inside ……… I have no idea why but I know it will anger you I can’t help myself the more you try to fuck my throat the more I panic…tears streaming down my face as you make me gag on your cock this is one lesson you won’t stop until I have learnt that you are serious …you pull my face from your cock and repeatedly make me ask you to pull my hair determined I wont go backwards where this is concerned the tears continue to flow to the point I believe I may actually be crying not just gagging on you ………..you suddenly stop and tell me “ prove you can do this or your collar is being removed now and you will not wear it again until I say you can ”

somewhere deep inside me my determination kicks in the stubborness you know I possess when I feel threatened at losing this relationship …… I wont let you take my collar I will not fail you or let you down ……….. I take a deep breath and swallow your cock licking and sucking you as my mouth works up and down the full shaft and then I stick out my tongue as I swallow you again and your cock slides into my throat

you stop fucking my face……….wiping the tears from my face as you lift my head to face you and make me kneel over the chair as you fuck me from behind with the 14" dildo in my pussy filling me as you slide the tip of your cock in my ass

i am confused and ask why are you fucking me when I almost failed you ……..your reply …because you convinced me that you can and want to do this ..somehow I managed to prove to you that keeping my collar is far more important to me than I realised

as you pull out of me you lean forward and quietly say next week little miss there will be two cocks inside you

you go for a shower as you need to leave for a meeting very soon we pack up the room taking away all visible signs of what happened in that room during our stay………..as we part at our cars you take my face in your hands and thank me for a wonderful night telling me to drive safely you kiss me goodbye and get into your car and drive away … I sit for a while in my car my emotions all over the place the anticipation of last night the exilihiration of being controlled is like a distant memory replaced by a sort of sadness that yet again its over ………till the next time

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marked as his slave

4:06 pm Tuesday, 7th October, 2008

we have arranged to meet up when you finish your meetings as after many years of putting it off I have decided to take the brave step to have my nipples pierced ..many times I have said I would do it but as I have a terrible fear of needles ive never quite managed it…..this is something we had talked about previously you told me some time ago you had both nipples pierced and yuor cock.although you told me you no longer have your cock pierced but wear a cock ring ..a permananet marking on my body as your slave ..something that I am happy to do as a symbol of my commitment to you as your slave….you have no idea how big a step this is for me . not just because of what it symbolises for us but because just the thought of needles makes me feel sick to my stomach… I am doing this because I want to … mainly for me… to try to conquer a fear thats been there far too long…. but I have asked you if you will come with me as my master. to support me as you do with everything ….for me anything I do with you or for you is about making you proud of me….. I park up at the agreed place we are meeting and jump into your car ….visibly I look calm, inside my stomach is churning and its on my lips to say I can’t do this as we head into town , “nervous little miss? ”……you know I am but as usual determination drives me …………

before I know it we are walking through town heading for the piercing parlour ……..before we go in you look at me I know I look nervous… you are really giving me a last chance to change my mind …im apprehensive as we climb the stairs we have to wait a short while ..you wander round looking at jewellery while I try to settle my nerves ..i’m aware you keep looking over though …probably to check I’m not ready to run off…we are being called through I look behind me making sure you are there. I am asked to sit on a bed … I keep looking to you for the encouragement I know I need …you smile at me and as always ask if I am ok .. I nod not sure my voice will work …my nipples are being clamped …the person doing the piercing makes an innocent comment about my nipples not being very responsive to the clamp …. I look at you to see that wicked look in your eye and the smile I recognise on your face ………….im silently willing you not to say a word …not to divulge that the previous evening they were very responsive to your touch and can imagine what words are on your lips as I remember back to last night……giving me something to focus on other than the fear I can feel rising inside me .. I look away as she prepares to pierce my right nipple looking at you my eyes not wavering……. I flinch as the needle goes in but its over in seconds

yet another comment of you are being very brave eilicts another grin from you as you look into my eyes I can almost read your mind ……..“no she is being very obedient”…….. I smile back at you knowing only we are aware of what memories those looks between us hold and what my actions today prove to you as I totally commit to being your slave…the left nipple is even more painful as again I focus on you and try to distance myself from whats happening .. .but its over now, I sit up carefully, a little shaky but feeling okay .. I know you are proud of me it shows on your face ……..

leaving the piercing parlour my legs are quite shaky and I see the concern on your face but I steady myself as we head off to the car park chatting about taking care of the piercings and you telling me what kind of sensations I may experience once they have healed,we driveback to where I have left my car parked up……we chat for a while remembering things from the previous evening talking about what was good for us and what we class as any low point ….. but you have to leave you have a long journey home and you are already suffering pain and discomfort from your rib.. as you say goodbye you have a mischievious look on your face as you look around the car park weighing up how safe it is……the disappointment shows on your face when you realise you have parked too publicly to be able to climb in the back with me for one last throat fucking before you have to go…. instead you remind me ………….“i will see you thursday little miss”………..we drive off together side by side at the traffic lights as you go your way and I go mine ……. lost in my own thoughts of how wonderful our evening together had been I wonder as always what your thoughts are on our time together…… I feel the sadness lifting from earlier as I realise its barely a week till we can meet again……………….. looking forward to our next meeting when as you have told me you will put me through many challenges with you and the other person you have chosen to join us………..

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11:55 am Friday, 10th October, 2008

driving up the motorway I’m not sure what emotions I feel strongest ………..apprehension as I am on my way to meet you but also a friend of yours you have arranged to join us……. or excitement as i’m driving to see you …………..my stomach is full of butterflies ……… I have this fear I may let you down …that somehow I will mess up and you will no longer be the proud master I have had up till now….but for once our relationship doesn’t depend on me being perfect …… but after you told me you expect me to really impress our guest I am even more nervous

its a two hour drive and I try not to dwell on what is ahead of me but enjoy the music on my cd player and concentrate on the journey…..my mind wanders back to previous meetings we have had and how good it felt as you fucked me ……. now wondering how I will feel as you are buried deep in my throat and your friend is fucking me

i pull up at the hotel ….. calling you to let you know I am here and go to the desk to check in then go up to my room ….. I look at myself in the mirror in the lift and think to myself …“what are you doing”..but I know what I’m doing I’m meeting my master with one goal in mind……. to please him and to make him realise that I am the good slave he was looking for . I put my bags down as I enter my room and survey the whole room and its contents …the bed on which we will all be later seems so big ..thinking thank god walls can’t talk ….if they could tomorrow there would be a story to tell most people wouldn’t believe. I run a bath to freshen up as you insisted fresh from the bath no perfume or deodorant……… I lay in the bath and suddenly realise time isnt on my side you will be here soon …. I empty the bath and wrap myself in a towel applying my make up in the bathroom mirror….. I jump as my phone rings its you asking if I’m ready for you.“yes sir”……..

i go back into the bedroom and hurriedly put on my stockings a thong my bra and the knee length boots you have requested covering them with just a silk robe …… I sit patiently waiting for my master ……probably more shaky and nervous now than I have ever been …….bordering on being even more scared than I was the first night we met…. I never thought I could feel like that again …but its the unknown that does it every time for me…. which is what you thrive on .theres a knock at the door I walk slowly towards it my stomach churning my legs a little shaky ……..steadying myself I open the door ….slightly relieved to see just you for now ……… I smile at you as you say “hello little miss”……. I let you past me as I close the door turning to see you looking at me …….. an appreciative look on your face ……… you take my face in your hands and kiss me deeply ………..your tongue in my warm mouth teasing and probing …………….feeling the passion and lust in you thats built in the week since I last saw you ……….you step back .“walk towards me little miss”

i do as you ask…… as I reach you you undo the belt of my robe and remove it and inspect my underwear ..your expression changes instantly……… you look angry I’m bewildered at what I have done until you say to me what did I say you were to wear …….. I list everything but when I mention bra you stop me ………you have hold of the lace edge of my bra “did I say a bra” …. I shake my head .“well did I ” ..“no sir ”. I cast my head down aware that you are disappointed….. I didnt follow your attention to detail as I should have .“take it off ….NOW” …. I remove my bra……….. stood before you in just heels stockings and thong now..your expression changes a little .it softens as it always does when I please you …..you move me towards the air conditioning unit …….. switching it to cold you make me stand there partly as punishment for not listening to you and also as you want to see how I react when my nipples tighten and how the piercings feel for me.. you walk away towards the bathroom I hear the shower running…imagining your naked body under the flow of hot water as I stand for what seems an eternity .but in reality is 10 minutes …….. in front of an icy flow of cold air ……..as my nipples harden it causes discomfort as my piercings are still very tender ……but the discomfort also sets off a chain reaction in my body…. resulting in my pussy dampening. ….the usual betrayal my body shows at your touch . I hear you turn off the shower and am aware of your wet warm naked body behind me as you reach around me to run your hands over my erect nipples they become harder under your touch …….my skin icily cold as you massage them warming me quite quickly……….you make me stand with my legs apart again using the cane to make me open them ……….running it up my leg and across my pussy front to back as you stand behind me……….. nudging me with your hard cock your breath again on my neck you biting and kissing my neck knowing what state of arousal I will be in

………….

“learnt your lesson little miss?”..“yes sir”…………“very good our guest will arrive shortly and you will be polite and obedient during his stay with us is that understood”…………..“yes sir” ….then you tell me face the wall away from the door and stand with your hands behind your back ……you walk around me inspecting me taking in everything……… making me edgy as your eyes bore right into me ………..almost to my very soul. ……..your breath on my neck you biting and kissing my neck making me shiver ..you move to stand directly in my line of vision between me and the wall …….“ready little miss”…..“yes sir”! I stand facing the wall aware of you behind me

not daring to look round …..my stomach flips as I hear you speaking on your phone …..“where are you ?………very good.. the lifts are behind reception desk 2nd floor room 231”………

this is it then ………….as I stand silently I feel how I imagine anyone facing uncertainty may feel …an edge of fear.. anticipation ..apprehension.. but mostly excitement ……

i take a deep breath as you instruct me one last time “look towards the wall do not turn round” and the door opens to allow our guest entry

when sall met dick

6:59 pm Saturday, 11th October, 2008

the door closes quite loudly startling me as I was listening intently trying to determine whats going on behind me by any noises I can make out ,,,,,,,im like a frightened rabbit in headlights ……wanting to run but frozen to the spot I’m standing on ..unable to move as I sense movement close behind me …is it you or both of you or just the stranger you have invited to share my body……my whole body melts as I feel breath on my neck ……stimulating my erogenous zones ……triggering that damp feeling I get in my pussy as soon as you touch me.. I know instantly its you as you bite and kiss my neck ……. I know your touch so well….my body reacts to your touch like it has to no other man …this man that owns my mind also now owns my whole body …i’m lost in the feeling this is causing .. I have no will of my own left to deny you anything as you kiss and caress my neck with your mouth………. grazing the soft skin with your teeth…. I would succumb to anything ……..abruptly you move away to my left side I glance sideways ..you walk round in front of me …….not sure if its nerves or just pure insolence I try to hide a smirk on my face and an outburst of giggles that are so close to erupting from me ……..“i said face a certain spot on the wall little miss”…“ I can’t sir your head is in the way” I reply. I really am pushing my luck as I had promised not to be cheeky tonight ..the look on your face and sparkle in your eyes is enough to make me giggle……..nearly choking trying not to ,,,,,you walk back to my left side . I stare ahead near hysterics simmering inside me …. I knew I shouldn’t glance at you but I do and out of the corner of my eye I see your lip twitch and the laughter in your eyes ………….thats enough to make me burst into giggles………. almost collapsing in hysterics ….must be totally infectious as we are all laughing …………slowly I compose myself ……….im later told by our guest .“you didn’t hold it together too well sall ”

once things calm down you instruct me to stand in the same position as before with my legs parted … I do willingly what you ask……you both stand behind me …..not sure which sensation registers first of all …the feel of lips on my neck or the cane between my legs ..or the fact two men are stood behind me naked and horny ….their rigid cocks so close but I can’t touch ……. I know its not you kissing my neck but still it makes me shiver ……..not quite as intensely …..but it feels so good …….but then again you have had a lot more time to get to know my body and what makes it respond ………. I feel the cane between my legs rubbing across my pussy………. hands reaching round me gently teasing my newly pierced nipples…..the combination of attention the two of you are paying my body plays havoc with me ……………making my legs buckle slightly …then suddenly it stops…… I am aware one of you has walked away

.you guide me backwards to the bed so I don’t yet see the identity of our guest…….. leaning me over you instruct me to lay face down but facing towards the window and not looking at where our guest.is standing … I hear the shower running again as he freshens up ………you are firmly gripping my stockinged legs as you part them and kneel between them ….. I know what I am about to experience………. my body craves the first orgasm you will allow me

again I can feel the hotness of your breath but this time its as you move closer to my pussy ..opening me with your fingers as your tongue darts into me probing deep inside me making me writhe in ecstacy……i’m aware of nothing right now other than the pleasure you are bestowing on my body ………….nothing could make me ask you to stop as your tongue flicks across the sensitive area between my pussy and ass …long strokes of your tongue from back to front along the opening of my pussy ………not once have I moved my head from the position you told me to face ……but I am curious now as the shower has stopped running ………. I’m aware he is back in the bedroom and tentatively try to steal a glance at the unknown man who is to take pleasure from my body……….“look towards the window! ”. you almost growl at me ………. I know better than to defy you too much …….so I lay motionless and compliant ….. but not for long as you again devour my pussy …my body responds in seconds ………pushing back towards you …….greedily licking me using your fingers on my clit ……click……click ……im also aware of the camera flash going off repeatedly. I still cringe at the thought of being photographed but as always accept this is what you want …….

my insides are tingling as you bring me closer to my climax……….you know I have no self control and know I will orgasm without permission .. I grab at the bed my whole body visibly shaking as my orgasm engulfs me ……..your tongue deep inside me your hands gripping me so I can’t pull away …holding me on your face as you taste my juices flowing freely from me…………as my orgasm subsides you give me no chance to recover as you enter me ……thrusting your swollen cock deep inside me as far as possible …holding onto my body you take me the way only you know how ……. with unadulterated lust and determination …more pictures ……more flashes as our guest does what you have asked of him for this part of the evening …to only take photos and hold back from participating until you tell him he can….im coming again …… I can’t hold back I don’t want to………. although I know as I don’t have your permission yet again I will pay for this when you have pleasured yourself with my body …as you continue to fuck me with long hard strokes I’m aware of another hand stroking my body …….gently just touching my skin … I know this isn’t your touch ….his hands are bigger than yours but just as gentle on my skin ….it stops…….. he moves away……..you pull out of me and I am all to aware of what is expected of me as I kneel …..“quickly little miss ……..don’t spill a drop”………..how could you think I would as I close my mouth round your pulsating cock …..swallowing every last drop of your hot cum as you continuosly pump it down my throat and our guest catches probably the most personal sexual act I perfom on you on film ………

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and what happens next

9:25 pm Saturday, 11th October, 2008

as I stand you are gesturing me towards the bed …..“did you have permission for your orgasms little miss? ”…“no sir”…….“then you know what comes next don’t you ?..”…“yes sir”………. I hear an all too familiar sound as the cane you enjoy using on me so much whooshes through the air and makes contact with my skin ……..several times on each buttock you repeat it then replacing it with your belt……….sharp smacking sounds as it meets my skin .. I take it all silently not uttering a sound …….. but accepting my lesson …..

when you have finished you ask me to stand and face our guest ………..you introduce me ..“little miss id like you to meet our guest richard ……but for the duration of our meet you can call him dick…….say hello ”….. I do as you say as I look at the person you have chosen to share me with ….maybe a little taller than you and of a stockier build……… a good looking man ….you have chosen someone you knew you could trust and someone you were sure I would enjoy playing with

introductions are over …… .the ice is broken . I sit on the bed waiting now to see where you want to take this .. I don’t need to wait long ……..you are making me stand to bend over the bed and you position yourself behind me your belt in your hand ………as you wrap it around my thighs you pull me onto your cock ………… fucking me hard and fast frenzied as always as you know how much I love the feeling when you fuck me this way………….. you pull out and walk around the bed leaving me face down …….my pussy exposed as our guest slides his tongue into me for the first time ….licking and teasing me …..tasting my juices .probing deeply with his tongue …eliciting soft moans from my lips as his tongue flicks over my clit …… you climb back onto the bed and position yourself in front of my face relaxing against the headboard ……im aware he is behind me and is now standing but he hasn’t entered me yet ………… I know he is waiting for you to give him permission ………. I see you nod at him and feel him nudging at my pussy as you slide your cock towards my face…….. straddling my face with your legs ……..looking down at me you say.“do you have something you want to ask me little miss”…for the first time of many in the following hours I look you in the face and say those words you have longed to hear since last week …….“please pull my hair sir”…the smile on your face as you mouth thank you at me is worth the wait of not being able to ask .. I hold onto your thighs pulling you into me ..taking you deep in my mouth straight towards the back of my throat ……typically the first time you hit the back of my throat I gag and tears spring to my eyes instantly . I won’t panic….. I won’t let what happened last week happen again …… I pull you deeper into me …….forcing you to raise your hips as you push into me time and again …hearing you groan in pleasure as my throat constricts around your throbbing cock I know you are right where you want to be in my throat………it has amazed me yet again how you recover so quickly and had become hard again ……….as you fuck my mouth our guest is behind me………. sliding his hard sheathed cock in and out of my pussy…..one of you fucking my mouth and one of you fucking my pussy for all of our ultimate pleasure ………………..

the fun begins

12:41 am Thursday, 16th October, 2008

the two of you have left me laid on the bed and are standing by the desk at the foot of the bed …………my laptop is set up and the two of you are trying to work out why it won’t work…….. .knowing how much you enjoy people watching and the fact you wanted to be able to let people view the two of you using my body for your satisfaction I know how disappointed you will be if it doesn’t work………you get frustrated by the laptop and leave our guest to see if he can sort it out … I watch as you walk round the bed to where my overnight bag is …you are looking at me but as usual your face gives nothing away ……….you walk to the bed not letting me see whats in your hand ..parting my legs you lay between them raising them up slightly so my ass is exposed to you ………..your fingers running from my pussy to my ass …..slowly sliding into my pussy ….coating them with my juices you slide them down towards my ass ..using my pussy juices to lubricate your fingers as you probe first with one finger then two……… widening my ass as you use your other hand to push the small globe like glass dildo you took from my bag into my ass……my body jolts involuntarily as you start to insert it ……its cold making my ass contract against the cold.sensation……….. making it harder for you to push it in …….you persevere and as it slides into me past a certain point I let out a sigh of pleasure ……….it feels warmer now as you are turning and pushing it deeper and deeper into me as your other hand plays with my pussy…..flicking my clit with your tongue at the same time and stroking my clit simultaneously ………easing it into me until its buried deep inside my tight ass …………making me squirm more in pleasure than in pain …….you are raised above me now as you slide your cock into my pussy……..you are hard as always and thrust deeply into me ……….its not easy to put into words how it feels……… . the same sensation of being completely filled as last week ………..not an inch of space left thats not filled with either your cock or the dildo…the pressure of your cock pushing down on the dildo inside me causes me to gasp out ……….alerting our guest to whats going on…..the next thing I’m aware of is the camera flash going off many times as he takes picture after picture from all angles of you fucking my pussy while my ass is filled …….you pull out without coming this time …..

….. you walk away leaving the dildo in my ass ……..again you have gone to see one last time if you can get the laptop working ………as I’m laying there I am aware that the dildo you made sure was deep inside me is slowly coming out ……..surely it can’t be possible ….but the next thing I know it has fallen out….. I quickly surreptitiously hide it below the pillow…….. as I know if you realise it isnt inside me you will be angry at me …. I lay there trying to look innocent but remembering your words from last week of “ always ensure that that does not fall out ” make me snigger …… I thought id been quiet as I giggled to myself… but no as usual you miss nothing ……..“whats so funny little miss ……what are you sniggering at? ” ……..thats it I’m off again laughing so much I cant answer you ……“its fell…”.yet more laughter .“out sir”……..you look at me bemused and then you realise what I am referring to ……“it can’t have ..you must have taken it out ” I am in fits of laughter as I reach under the pillow and show you it……….you take it from me and go to the bathroom………. I hear the water running and look at our guest sat next to me on the bed ………..he has a smile on his face as he says “ he is going to make you suffer for this ”….. I look at him and say “trust me I’m so pampered I get away with murder” ….he laughs …which unnerves me slightly as you two seem very alike…which means maybe I am being a little to cocksure as my master would put it that I will escape his wrath…..im giggling too but not for long as I see your expression as you come out the bathroom ………

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grand canyon

12:50 am Thursday, 16th October, 2008

you roughly open my legs and with no warning push it back into my ass…… I protest quite loudly as its absolutely freezing …….you had been running it under the cold tap …….“now make sure it stays there this time ”………….its actually quite painful ………something I’m not used to experiencing with you as ive never known you be rough with me ……….you are usually very considerate of me and whether I can cope with what you are doing to me ………..the discomfort must show on my face…… but for the first time this evening you dont look as though you care whether I’m in pain or not….you leave me laying prone on the bed and go again to my bag ………….. I look at your face in sheer disbelief when I see you holding my other glass dildo in your hand ……..bearing in mind this one is of two bulbous tiers and is about 6 to 7 inches long and quite wide in places……………it doesnt take me long to work out where you think this is going in my body …..im saying to you ………“you won’t manage to get that inside me too ”…………you say nothing……… the look on your face says it all ……that basically I had dared you to try is enough for you to be determined it will go in my pussy .. you part my legs again and you are quite rough as you try to manipulate it into my pussy …………….. I have this incredulously stupid idea that appealing to you not to will work …….it doesn’t……….so quite flippantly I remark" its a pussy not the grand canyon you know"………….there is a deathly silence ………… you could hear a pin drop as you climb off the bed and put the larger glass dildo down …………many of you will know that feeling where you just know you should have kept quiet ………..where you know you have just made things ten times worse for yourself…..that moment was now for me ………without removing the plug from my ass you order me “ lay on your front”.. I do as you tell me quite meekly …….but unfortunately just below the calm exterior I am showing you is a fit of giggles almost bursting out of me …………. I lay with my arms crossed over each other and my face resting on them …. I can’t look up or I will laugh ……… you kneel by the side of the bed by my face and say “look at me ”………. I try to compose myself ………..not an easy thing to do as I’m almost hysterical ……….. I am really struggling now …. I look into those blue eyes and for the first time realise why when ever you make me stand before you naked I feel like you can see into my very soul ….until now I hadn’t noticed just how blue and piercing your eyes were ….probably the sexiest eyes I have seen in a long long time……..mesmerised for a moment i’m distracted enough to calm down………. until you start to say “ if I ever hear your pussy referred to as the grand ……….” you get no further I am absolutely hysterical now almost shaking as I laugh …………. you try 4 or 5 times to reprimand me but I just can’t get past the word grand without collapsing in fits of laughter………………..even you are laughing now and so is our guest … I remember thinking I must get myself under control …………suddenly your voice is stern and you manage to tell me “if I ever hear your pussy referred to as the grand canyon again I will whip ur ass till its red raw ….do you understand ”….. I nod I darent open my mouth as I know I will break down laughing again ……. I am having to bite my lip as it is to stop any giggles getting out ………. but you grin at me(on purpose) and I’m off again ……….you later tell me you considered telling me if I couldn’t take you seriously then you would leave there and then……(just to test my resolve)…….. I have to admit if you had told me our relationship hinged on me not laughing or there was a threat you would leave…( I would have laughed)… ……….. I can imagine what you must have been thinking when I look back on it …..“what have I let myself in for trying to get this woman to commit to being my slave ” ..you must have doubted at that point that we had any future …(if I couldn’t behave )…………

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the price I pay for insolence

12:58 am Thursday, 16th October, 2008

the reality of what could happen suddenly sinks in because I became very calm very quickly ………the feeling of fear starting to overcome me when I realise I may have gone too far …..you tell me to get up on all fours the plug still in my ass ………. positioning yourself behind me ………….before I get chance to think what you may do the flat of your hand makes contact with my ass stinging quite alot making me jump …you repeat this several times but as my ass reddens you tend to lighten the strength of the slaps to my ass ………. I must be totally mad or still in one very cheeky mood as I say “ just a minute ”………… you look at me puzzled as I roll over on the bed and reach for the paddle on the bedside shelf …………as I hand it to you I make a comment of “if you are going to do it do it properly ”.the look on your face is a picture of shock……….. disbelief that I have pushed it this far and mirth at my cheek …..you see you know me so well and know I have done this as I know what will happen now …..

. taking the paddle from me ………….you make me kneel again on all fours ..you position yourself behind me and run your hand over my buttocks ……..very gently ….. I know that this is a sure sign there is something to follow that will make me realise I should not be insolent to my master…as that thought runs through my head the paddle strikes the soft flesh of my ass jerking me back to reality ..you repeat this in total 4 times twice on each cheek reddening my ass instantly…proving to me that you can do this properly …..“and I don’t need a paddle to do this do I ?….” theres a sharp cracking sound that echoes round the room as the flat of your hand hits my ass with your full force …..jolting my body and making me cry out …….the heat radiating from my body as the whelts from the paddle and your handprint become visible on my pale soft skin ….. I am in a lot of pain and grit my teeth clutching onto the bed linen trying to breathe through the pain as the after effects of you slapping me calm slowly….“now stand little miss or I WILL whip your ass”

i raise my head from the bed fully aware the last time you asked me to stand in a hotel room you tied me up….my hopes plummet when I realise there is no rope this time ………… I am amazed at the level of disappointment I feel when its apparent there will be no tying up and taking of your slave tonight… I slowly stand ………always wary…you bend me over the bed and before I have time to adjust to my position you continue to hit my ass with the paddle …..making sure every strike hits its mark…..every time you have struck me the pain has become less bearable………… but I know to speak out will make no difference to you ….no amount of begging or pleading.will make you stop…so I accept what you feel I deserve …………. inwardly I am thankful for the attention you are bestowing on my body..and typical of my body I feel the early signs of betrayal that show my thankfullness as my pussy moistens with each strike……..each one a reminder of who I am to you and who you are to me …………………my Master

fucking and fisting

1:03 am Thursday, 16th October, 2008

you move me over so my head is close to the edge of the bed as you slide your hard cock inside me…aware of how wet I am due to the lesson you have taught me …….you motion for our guest to stand at my head as you fuck me……… he slides his cock into my mouth fucking my throat as you bury your cock deep inside me………..his cock is rock hard in my mouth as he holds my head …..not gripping or pulling …thats your perogative………… no one elses and you have made him aware no hair pulling ……..he is groaning as he hits the back of my throat………. telling me how good it feels ……anyone lstening from outside the room would be unsure what they were listening to as three people groan and moan their pleasure at each stroke ………the rythm you both build up is relentless ………..you pushing into me from behind forcing me onto his cock ……….him fucking my mouth making me push back onto you ……….after what seems like forever…but isn’t unfortunately …….. the two of you pull out of me ……leaving me to collapse on the bed……you ask our guest to fetch the camera as you pull my legs up and leave me kneeling again……….. you position two pillows under my stomach raising me up my face buried in the mattress…more pictures as I lay immobile the flashes going off remind me that people are going to see some of these pictures at some point ..how do I feel ……..unsure …worried about what people will think of the depths I go to when I’m with you ………..these thoughts soon disappear as the cold sensations I am feeling in my pussy take me back to coventry when you fisted my pussy ……remembering the feeling that gave me distracts me ….takes me back to the last time ….. I can almost feel your hand deep inside me … pushing up into my pelvic area .. .. I am dragged back to whats happening as the familiar feeling of lube on my pussy makes me realise you are going to do this to me again …unlike the first time at my house and the second time in coventry I relax a lot more as you thrust first one then two fingers into me ………… manipulating them round and round inside me constantly teasing my clit with your other hand ……..shaping your hand as you slide yet another finger inside me until your whole hand is shaped like a cone and is just inside my pussy …………this is when the photos start again ……….but I dont care now ……….. this is one thing I am determined to achieve …………unlike before where I really thought I would fail you …….not tonight………. I wont let that happen …. I push back onto you further and further…….. you push against me willing me to take all of your hand …..my pussy feels raw and aches from the pressure inside me…………. I know the noises I can hear are coming from me …grunts and groans that sound almost inhuman ……….. .described by you as some of the horniest dirtiest noises you have ever heard during sex ……….but I dont stop you and at no time is my safe word anywhere near my lips …………..its a slow process of you pushing and manipulating your hand inside me ……….me pushing against you ……….. then you are still as yet more pictures are taken………….. then I feel you slowly pulling out of me .an even weirder feeling than being completely filled by your hand …..an emptiness almost like a void …you are kissing and stroking my ass as you lean over me and say well done sall ……… I can tell by the tone in your voice how pleased you are with me ………im unsure why until you whisper to me……. “not only was my fist inside you I had my hand inside you almost to my wrist ”.. I question you asking “like before?.”..you shake your head …. I start to think maybe I had disappointed you now but the smile on your face as you tell me ………“ so much further than before”……. tells me there is no way I have done anything wrong ……

another whipping

1:33 am Thursday, 16th October, 2008

i need to lie for a few minutes to compose myself ……..big mistake as you are there by my face in seconds and thrusting your hard throbbing cock into my throat …showing me just what fisting me has done to the state of your arousal……. gagging me automatically ..you pull out and look me in the eyes" something you want to say little miss “………"thank you sir ”…….you smile and then ask “something you want to ask me” ……..“please pull my hair sir ” and as always you willingly oblige……… so as I lay on my back you fuck my mouth pushing nearer and nearer my throat…….. gripping my hair ……..our guest is between my legs…… licking my pussy……. probing my pussy with his fingers …….his tongue darting over my clit ………you know I’m going to come and soon…………. but you let me just nodding at my silent question as you repeatedly fuck my throat ……… tears streaming down my face ………..as I come my body in spasms you calmly stroke my body teasing my piercings gently ………….as my orgasm subsides I think surely they will let me rest but you have other ideas “ get on your knees ” you order me …….tired and with shaky legs I do as you say ………you are rummaging about in the laptop bag and from previous experience I should have known what was coming ….there is a comment made that although my ass was very red and glowing earlier it had calmed down nicely now ….making me believe that I had escaped any further whippings…..not so ……….. as usual you take me by surprise as my ass stings when you bring down a thin electrical cable on it …..again and again you do this ………making me cry out but never asking you to stop………..the more I dont ask the more you do it ………..seeing if you can break me ………..get me to a point where I beg you to stop …reaching further and further down my ass with the cable towards the soft skin around my pussy as you raise and open my legs a little further ………… I bite my lip time and again but I wont ask you to stop ………….as you whip across the tops of my thighs just above my stocking tops ………..not sure if its disappointment I feel or relief when you do stop……… I lay quietly as you lean into my face and ask" are you ok little miss"……“yes sir I am fine ”….if I said I wasn’t what difference would it make………… I would still have the marks and the whipping would still have taken place …by complaining it would appear I didn’t want my masters attention and theres nothing further from the truth ……my body craves this kind of attention from you ..to feel where you have used my body for your pleasure ….you want pictures of the marks you have left on my ass…….. which are taken as you survey your work…….. circling the marks with your hands as they are photgraphed ………..you have me stand at the end of the bed and bend over ……….. teasing my ass with your tongue and sliding it downwards into my pussy…………. you tease my ass for some time as you kneel between my legs …holding my legs apart to give you as much access as possible …making my pussy moisten considerably ..yet more images captured on film ………but stopping before I can cum ………depriving me again and again ……till I am so frustrated and have a desparate need to cum………. I am so close but you have made sure you stop just before your oral skills tip me over the edge…………..you have stopped licking me and stood up …..you push me up onto the bed and turn me around laying across the bed again

horniest experience ever

1:38 am Thursday, 16th October, 2008

my body aches but I wont relent …………. I know this night is not over yet and that you are not going to stop until you and our guest have had as much sexual pleasure from my body as you can take from me …….and given me as much pleasure as you know I desire

i feel more lubricant between my legs but this isnt anywhere near my pussy ………. its my ass………… I tense thinking he surely wouldnt try this ………..but I should know better as you manouvere your hand towards my ass.. I am filled with a sense of panic ….. I can’t take this I know I can’t …but I need to relax or I will make it harder on myself than its going to be ………….. slowly very cautiously you probe my ass ….using first one then two fingers ………… adding a third as I open up to you ………..trusting me to let you know if you need to stop ………..you can sense I’m uneasy ….scared ………you probe slightly deeper again ……….using slow circular motions with your fingers …the familiar feeling of your full hand entering me as you form a cone shape inside me……….feeling you pressing down….. exerting pressure through to my pussy as you delve deeper and deeper …… slowly pushing your hand forward into my ass….going fractionally deeper with each movement………in my mind I’m convinced I can’t take this ………..my insides are on fire it feels like I’m being torn apart ….. I tense …….breathing deeply…….. I can’t think straight as the intense feeling from what you are doing is taking over me . I know by barely audible comments that you are encouraging me ..you always do when you are aware I’m panicking about failing you and my body language must be screaming this right now ………you stop moving your hand now but not removing it from my ass allowing me time to gather my thoughts . I cant see whats going on behind me ……..but sense our guests presence………… knowing he has your camera in his hands ……..your other hand is between my legs ……..rubbing at my pussy………. the combination of your hand sliding deeper into my ass as you resume your slow but firm assault and your insistent teasing of my clit send me over the edge ……….as I come from somewhere deep inside me I push back on your hand…… forcing it further inside me ……… as it is captured on film my orgasm rips through me ……..causing me to almost scream out ….the most intense orgasm I have had all evening ….you later tell me that its the dirtiest horniest sexual thing you have experienced with anyone ……….. but a part of you wishes it could have been something we had experienced alone ….a first for us both ……. although that didnt detract from how good it felt.and how horny the whole experience was……….and that you are so glad I came when I did as I almost broke your wrist with the force of my orgasm as I pushed down onto you

fucked and clipped and fucked again

1:41 am Thursday, 16th October, 2008

after a short time I’m moved to stand again at the end of the bed ….our guests behind me as you lay on your stomach ……..facing me ……….your arms wrapped round mine….. gripping each others arms as our guest slides inside me ……….looking deep into my eyes waiting to see how I react as someone else fucks me with you there…….by the expression on my face you know he isnt trying to fuck my pussy anymore ……..you let go of my arms and raise yourself up and in the background I quietly hear you say “no in her pussy” ……it registers that what you said about owning my ass ………that my ass is yours and only yours is something you feel quite strongly about……. you lay back down taking hold of my arms again ………as he fucks me you are looking at me mouthing quietly do you want to come ……gasping I answer “yes sir ”…..“.not yet little miss ”…“please sir ”…………“NO……..not yet .”….. I plead with you to be able to come ………..again and again I ask you and again and again you deny me …telling me “don’t beg”…..you sense I wont be able to hold back much longer …………one final plea from me gets me the answer I want as you smile and say “yes little miss” …………as I come your grip tightens on my arms you make me look at you …………………“don’t look away ”….you lean closer……your mouths on mine… kissing me as my orgasm subsides gentle kisses bringing me slowly back to reality …………..

as I collpase on the bed face down trying to recover …… you are behind me yet again …. I remember thinking is this never going to end ………..where does he find his energy….but if truth be known I dont want it to end ……..but I know it has to at some point each time we meet …….you two are having a conversation which snaps me back to reality as I hear our guest ask…“ so how long did she manage the last time ”………this could only relate to one thing ……….that little green clip you keep so safely in your desk drawer ………..a constant reminder of coventry ………….as I’m trying to work out what you have in store for me next you raise me up onto my feet and bend me over the bed and open my legs …… I steel myself for the instant pain I will feel if you apply that clip to my clit as before …………..you are never content with the pain I feel just from this …………..you always add to it by fucking me at the same time………… trying to combat the pain with pleasure……….. never quite succeeding in detracting from the excrutiating pain that engulfs me when you use this clip on me ……..but taking the edge off as I concentrate on your cock deep inside me…….. I bite the pillow in front of me determined not to cry out …..my near screams are muffled by the pillow as the pain intensifies …………almost unbearable as your throbbing cock slides into me ………..you hold my hips thrusting into me ………….pounding against my pussy…………. forcing me further forwards as the clip tightens ……….the pain heightens quite rapidly but so does the pleausre…….yet again burying my head in the pillow I release my pain by screaming into it…….you must be aware of just how painful it is for me ……….. my moans and cries of ecstacy are tinged with pain ………… I can feel tears stinging my eyes ……just brimming on the edges of my eye lids …willing them not to fall I summon an inner strength from somewhere to deal with what my body is going through……….then suddenly I feel no pain and you are gently rubbing my clit ………… taking away the stinging feeling gradually ….the tears subside and it dawns on me I have managed to go past a pain barrier without stopping you …………..you pull me back towards the edge of the bed as our guest takes over from you …he slides your belt round my thighs and mirrors what you did to me earlier ……..pulling me onto his cock as you appear in front of my face ……..“do you have something to ask me little miss.”….“.please pull my hair sir .”….you oblige as I knew you would …………pushing deep into my throat …….me gagging time and again ………..you pulling out to allow me to catch my breath and then thrusting back in as he continually fucks me from behind …….my body is tired ………. maybe thats why the last time you thrust into me I’m more relaxed ………because you slide past the one point in my throat thats usually an obstruction and deep into my throat ………..gasping and groaning …“thats it…….. right there” showing me how good it feels as your cock hardens even more …… I am concentrating on devouring your cock and until much later dont realise that the buckle of the belt has left its mark on my thigh where it was gripped tightly against my skin …….

im more than aware that through constant fucking and sucking that you have only come once so far and our guest hasn’t at all ………… although by the way his body has reacted to me I’m almost sure he has struggled so many times not to come ………..

fucking my master and pleasing him greatly

1:45 am Thursday, 16th October, 2008

you have sat back almost upright and are beckoning me towards you ………… motioning for me to sit astride you and lower my pussy onto your cock …you pull me down onto your cock till the last inch of you is inside me ………… grinding my body backwards and forwards on your cock ………. my breasts on your chest as I lean forward and raise one leg to allow your cock to go even deeper inside me ……… lifting my hands from the mattress you hold them away from you………… urging me to push down with all my strength as you push against them ………..leaving me able to raise my body up and lower it onto your cock time and again ……….as I collapse against you ….you ask our guest to take more pictures …….you reach round and as I raise my body you slide your cock into my ass ………..the angle you enter me at is deep and I feel every inch of you in my tight ass ……….. as our guest obliges with your request for yet more pictures………. my hands are raised above your head …………resting on the flat padding of the headboard as you fuck me…….. thrusting up into me ……… looking down at you I can almost feel the struggle you are having to accomplish this ……..it registers then that you may be in pain ……….your rib is still mending and the exertion you have put yourself through this evening may be taking its toll ………. I make an excuse I need to rest hoping it gives you enough time to recuperate and feel more comfortable .. I roll over as our guest joins us on the bed taking up the position you were in ……so much for giving you time to rest ……….you encourage me to sit on his cock and ride him ….you are behind me kissing my neck……….. knowing what this will do to me …driving my body wild as each touch of your mouth on my skin dampens my pussy even more……….. I feel your cock nudging at my ass and realise you are about to make another first for me become reality … I have never experienced double penetration before and as you slide the tip of your cock into my ass it feels so good to have two cocks inside me …but we are trying this at an impossible angle…….and I know you are suffering right now and as you climb off the bed………….. I know now is a good time to take a rest .for all of us……….. . I also climb off of our guests body giving us all time to relax a lirttle and chat about the evening and lighten the mood with a few stories of whats been going on in the last few weeks ….dick gets off the bed and goes to the bathroom ………..at which point you ask me" ok little miss" I just smile and say “yes sir ”………… you tell me you are a little uncomfortable ………. in the sense your rib is aching and I suggest we all have a longer rest …but at times you are more determined than I am ……….as our guest reenters the bedroom picking up the camera you catch me unawares as you sit astride my face as I lay on my back…im not aware of your intention to fuck my mouth until you ask me to open my mouth.. I shake my head vehemently and recoil from you slightly …this is something I have never done….taken any mans cock in my mouth after he has fucked my ass………. I try to wriggle away from you . not possible as I am pinned to the bed by your body weight….“.no little miss .suck my cock” ….you know I’m struggling and this is one of those limits you didnt know I had…… but are testing now you are aware……. I hesitate ………….but only momentarily and take you willingly into my mouth ………..you then lower your head to lick and tease me as you fuck my throat……burying your head between my thighs………. licking and kissing my pussy ………making me groan and writhe beneath you as flash after flash lights up the room …………….you fuck my mouth ………. deep into my throat ……this angle allowing you easier access to the inner depths of my warm soft throat as you continue to caress my clit with your tongue …………. making me come yet again …….

.you move over my head and off of the bed ………..leaning down to kiss me ………..mouthing thank you to me as you help me into a standing position and you are straight back inside me …..you fuck me with that insatiable urgency you seem to have when ever we meet ……only moments later you are telling me “kneel little miss .”……as you release your cock into my mouth ………..shooting cum down my throat for the second time this evening ……….

blow job for our guest

1:49 am Thursday, 16th October, 2008

again we all end up collapsed on the bed and chat for a little while ………..you berating me for my behaviour earlier ……..dick laughing when he sees the expressions on our faces as we try not to laugh again ……..considering how nervous I was ……….. feeling like the stranger in all this tonight …… I am so relaxed now ….but then who wouldnt be …after all we had shared this evening how could I feel any nerves now ………. I feel weary …….. but satisfied as we all sort of lounge on the bed and then hands are on my body again……….. both of you stroking touching and teasing me…………. somehow yet again I end up on all fours ………. with you behind me and our guest in front of me ……….im laid between his legs and automatically take his cock in my hand……… guiding it into my mouth …………sucking greedily on his semi hard cock………… feeling it thicken and throbbing in my mouith .. I feel your hands on my ass and pressure against my pussy as you bend and manipulate the 14" flexible dildo you bought me …………until it fits snugly in my ass and pussy simultaneously ………..applying pressure as I rock back and forth on his cock …….you remove the dildo and for maybe only the second time tonight you are the one holding the camera as I tease and suck his cock……….. bringing him closer and closer to orgasm…………. my hands cupping his balls kneading them gently ………..as I swallow inch after inch of his cock as you click away ……his balls tighten……. his breathing becomes more ragged and suddenly he is coming ………….partly in my mouth………….. but hes coming so heavily I cant swallow it all and splutter as my mouth fills with his cum ……….. pulling away from him as jets of cum shoot onto my face and cum runs from my mouth ………you fetch me a towel to clean up but not a word is said about the amount of come I have spilled …………………….we are all exhausted as we lay on the bed …y after a short time you look over to our guest and say to him" thank you for joining us I will be in touch tomorrow “….he obediently gets off the bed and gioes into the bathroom to freshen up………….. in minutes he is dressed and coming towards the bed ……..he leans down and kisses me thanking me for a wonderful evening… I obediently say "no .thank you ” before he says goodbye to you and leaves us ……..

i lay on the bed absolutely exhausted as you smile down at me …… I wait as I know you want to talk …..“ I am very proud of you little miss you really impressed our guest ….thank you ”.that is high praise from you ……….the kind of praise I hoped I would hear from your lips this evening when I spent the drive here worrying what if I fail him ……..what then ………….im smiling back as you lean towards me to kiss me one final time ………as you arent staying with me tonight ……… you are going to leave me to some much needed sleep……….. as I have yet another long journey across country tomorrow and you know if you stay we wont sleep but will continue exploring each other till daylight …..as I let you out of the room you remind me you want the spare room key as you will be returning to wake me in the morning….. friday morning is my reward from my master…… for travelling to leeds to make tonight possible for us all….as I give you the key I ask you what time ……….

“when I get here” …..and you are gone …………. I run a bath and lay in it for some time easing my aches and pains …….allowing the warm water to caress my skin………… soothing any soreness …… I towel myself dry …………. walking back into the bedroom I can smell sex in every part of the room………….. that musky sweet aroma of bodies and cum ….but it seems so quiet now as I pull back the sheets crawling under them ……………laying there quietly looking back on tonight and smiling to myself when I think of what took place in this room

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good morning Sir

1:52 am Thursday, 16th October, 2008

i wake quite early and roll over realising you arent laying next to me………..making me smile to myself that for once I can’t be in trouble for not waking you by sucking your cock……….. I remember you leaving last nite with a promise to return this morning when I had caught up on some sleep ……. I lay dozing for a while and I’m aware of a clicking noise ……….. which disturbs me ……groggy from sleep I try to work out what it is …..all I can think is surely not more pictures as its very reminiscent of the click of a camera shutter………then I realise you are trying to get into my room and the key isnt working ……… I grin wryly to myself as I remember your words last nite……..“ I will surprise you in the morning ,” I wrap a towel round me just in case and head for the door ……….opening it I see you standing there smiling at me as I cockily say “ so much for the element of surprise ”……you grin back ………..pushing me towards the bed kissing me……….. I open my mouth to let you probe my mouth with your tongue………… kissing you back as hard as you are kissing me ……….. I lose my grip on my towel as I fall back onto the mattress …..laying there watching you undress yourself ………..yet again with some urgency and when you step out of your boxers I see why the urgency ……..as your throbbing cock is yet again before me….your silver cock ring clamped tightly round the proud head ……… I go to reach for it instinctively …………….but you lay me back down ………..burying your face in my pussy ……..lapping at my pussy………… probing with your tongue ………….taking me to heights of pleasure I know so well when you are between my thighs …….. I come quickly ……….you slide up the bed …..sitting against the headboard …….. I have a flash back to last night as I picture you in the same position as I slid onto your cock ………“come here little miss I’m sure you have something to ask me .this morning”……….the 5 words you have come to know so well and love to hear roll from my tongue so easily …..“please pull my hair sir .”…..your cock twitches as you grip my hair as I move closer to you…………. lowering me onto your cock at a pace you want ………….hard and throbbing you aim straight for my throat …………….in one thrust you are fucking my throat running your hands through my hair ……….tightening your hold on my head this time fucking my face harder and deeper ……“.yessssss …….there god that feels so good ”……….. I have to pull back……….. I’m choking but you make me repeat it ……. again and again the satisfaction apparent in your voice each time your cock is in the depths of my throat ……….this is something personal to us that will take no part in any of our meets with other people….something neither of us wants to share ……. we never seem to tire of the pleasure it gives us………….which is immense as you make me ask you to pull my hair and I comply so readily …………its become one of our favourite things………. I have frequently noticed how much harder you get when I utter those words and how eager I have become to make sure I can do this for you …its something I miss very quickly when you arent around ………… when I get time to think about it when I’m sat at home alone ………this need to have my hair pulled comes over me as I remember how it feels to have you buried deep in my throat

the reward I crave so much

1:54 am Thursday, 16th October, 2008

but you dont want to come in my throat this morning…..you want to take my pussy ……..that much becomes apparent as you say .“.turn over little miss” ………..again I do as you ask ……as I do turn over and rest my body weight on my elbows I’m aware of how sore my elbows are and the redness on the skin around them where I had leant on them many times last night ……my thoughts are interrupted as you are behind me ………..entering me ……. I know how good it feels for me to feel you inside me ……….. but each time you fuck me it still feels like the first time ……..the hunger I have for your cock to be inside me must show ……….you must know how much I love you fucking me ………you change position by standing behind me on the bed …………. towering over my crouched body ………..slightly crouching yourself as you slide back into my pussy fucking me on all fours from an almost standing position ……….. I thought it felt good when you had fucked me before ……………..but from this angle penetration is deeper more intense…………. making me come instantly …..but you have to stop and admit that you are in pain from your rib ……….. I would understand fully if you didnt carry on and tell you so ………….but with a morning hard on you are on a mission to come inside me …and that look on your face tells me nothing will stop you ….. I stand at the end of the bed…………. leaning over for you ………….welcoming you back into my pussy……….. pushing against you as you fuck me with the intensity you always do when you need to come ..holding me down by my hair as you fiercely kiss and bite my neck…….. .driving me wild with desire making my pussy contract around your cock ……..faster and faster harder and harder you fuck me ……….gripping my hips………. pounding away at my pussy until I feel your body tense as you come with me ….both of us gasping for breath ……… I flop forwards taking you with me ……….we lie still for a short time …………… but both aware this is a fleeting visit as you should be sat at your desk contemplating a day ahead at work not laying naked here with me………….and although I know making you get dressed means you have to go …….. I still remind you you need to get dressed ………but as always for me this is the moment where the sadness sets in and I fight with the temptation to entice you back to bed ………….. I sit on the end of the bed watching you dress ……..looking away when you look at me as its on the tip of my tongue to say “ stay a while longer ”…but unfortuantely as your work calls I dont have a monopoly on your time today unlike last nite …….in just a few minutes you are dressed and stood before me……….. I look up at you……….. your expression is unreadable ……………. this has been an almost never ending roller coaster ride .for us both ………the highs and lows…sometimes quite scary ….always exhilirating … the level of excitement and thrills that we have been on together for almost 6 weeks is beyond anything I imagined and suddenly I feel that lost empty feeling that engulfs me when I’m unsure of what my master is thinking

i cant help thinking is this it when we leave today …..is each time the last time ……..have we taken our journey as far as it can go … but when I look in your eyes before you leave ..both of us holding eye contact with the other ……..we both know without saying a word there will be many more adventures ahead of us ……………… …..im left wandering a little aimlessly round the bedroom with my own memories of a wonderful evening and morning ……………… as I reach the window I watch you driving away……i’m already looking forward to the call that says .“ I have a need to see you little miss”

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a journey worth taking

1:25 pm Tuesday, 11th November, 2008

all it took was a simple email asking “can you be in leeds this week on thursday” to set off the excitement in me that builds each time my master shows he has a desire to see me…. I made arrangements to ensure I could be and settled down to wait for thursday………….each day as it grew closer you gave me more and more instructions about what to bring with me what to wear when to be there and what time you would arrive …………..never answering my questions of “who will be there sir?"cutting me short if I asked too much , reminding me I already had several things to learn from you for my previous behaviour without adding to it by annoying you ……….leaving me wondering what exactly you had planned for me …………

its thursday morning and to say I’m nervous would be an understatement although I trust you 100% I always have a wariness about our meets as I never know what could or will happen from one minute to the next and you always keep the suspense going ….. I have to leave by 1pm and have run my bath in readiness to prepare for my master …….my pussy is shaved as you like it ….. I have thoroughly cleaned my body inside and out to allow my master full use of my body ………thats one thing you always expect ….. that as you own my body you have access to all of me and that I have made sure that you are never disappointed ..my bags are in the car and as I set off on a familiar journey I have only one goal in mind my destination and being ready for you when you arrive……traffic is bad today and quite slow giving me a chance to look around me at the passing cars ………..families travelling together …….men on their own travelling to and from work …single women passing me as they head where ..who knows ..but could any one of them being doing what I’m doing ………….driving 130 miles to meet a man who takes me to levels of sexual pleasure I have never reached before ……who makes my body come alive sexually as I respond to his touch and commands …which is why this journey is never tedious as I know the rewards that await me every time ………… I still have a feeling that anyone looking at me as I drive past them would be able to tell the anticipation and excitement on my face and know I was taking no ordinary journey…………. I smile to myself ………a smile I doubt many people would understand ………as many thoughts of what we have experienced cross my mind …….looking back on nights we have shared and the pleasures we have experienced from each others bodies …..my insides are full of butterflies ……. as I look in my rear view mirror I see a stranger looking back at me……. a woman I don’t recognise …..for such a long time I have felt so out of touch with myself and my body …..but the woman looking back at me now is the person I want to be ……… I am jolted from my memories by my phone ringing and as I see your name appear I feel a warmth between my legs ………"good afternoon sir”……….. I say politely as I hear your voice greet me …..you ask if I am on my way……… but you know I am …….you know I always make sure I will be there in plenty of time for you …..your voice takes on that tone of authority you reserve for me when you have something you want me to do ….“when you arrive little miss unpack the items I requested you to bring with you and lay them out next to the bed ”…..“yes sir”…“then ensure you are bathed and ready for your master ..leave the underwear you are wearing right now by the bed also and assume the position I have asked you to ……….. facing the wall with your back to the door …….. naked except for your heels and your link in your ass and await my arrival ”………and before I can comply you are gone and the line goes dead ……….im left wondering just what lies in store for me when I get there but know I can’t ask as you won’t tell me …………..you never do

preparing for Sir

4:28 pm Wednesday, 12th November, 2008

i am finally pulling into the hotel car park ……….a little shaky now as I carry my bags in to the reception and proceed to check in ……… I take the lift to my room not sure how I really feel right now but knowing what ever happens I will be safe as always ……..the rooms dark……………. this time of year its darker earlier ……….switching on the lights just inside the door I walk in dropping my bags at my feet…opening my main bag to find all the items you had requested ……..next to the bed I lay the 14"flexible dildo …….the two glass dildos ..11 pegs …a bottle of lube ….. .some condoms……(they are what worry me most as we dont use condoms when it is just you and I ….. which makes me wonder who will be using them)……the paddle ………as I lay this down I think back to last time we met and remember how it felt as you thrashed my ass with it for my insolence ………and my link as previously mentioned on the phone by you……. (for those of you unfamiliar with any previous reference to this its a latex flexible butt plug purchased when we first started this journey, to represent a link between my pussy and my masters cock, a constant reminder of my commitment to being his slave .. due to the distance between us its not always possible for us to meet as often as we would like to so I carry this with me at all times either inserted in my pussy or ass or on my person.)…………you have given me specific instructions which I need to follow to the letter ….. I run yet another bath to freshen up after my journey and to remove any traces of perfume or cosmetics of any kind ….you want me stripped bare again

exposed to you for you to use for yours mine and anyone elses satisfaction

……. I step from the bath and dry myself off slipping my black stilettos onto my feet and brushing out my hair …….before applying light make up and finally inserting my link in my ass …… I am as ready as I will ever be …….the one thing that strangely makes me feel safe and secure is the collar round my neck ..whereas some people would feel confined by this I don’t …..since the day you put it round my neck it has symbolised for me your desire for my body and your choice to own me and my need for you to own my body mind and soul ……….as I stand waiting……. becoming more nervous with every passing minute my hand goes to my neck ……….feeling it there reassures me …then my phone rings ………“little miss I am outside slide the card under the door and go and stand back where you were.”…..no hesitation I do as you ask ..sneakily looking through the peep hole in the door I can just see your outline just to one side of the corridoor …. I feel a strange relief its only you …little did I know what was about to follow……………

putting my trust in Sir

9:27 am Friday, 14th November, 2008

the door opens I have only left a low light on in the room ……… I hear your footsteps coming closer can feel your breathing as you inspect me from behind …….running your hands over my ass gently stroking ..inspecting me from head to toe making me shuffle nervously in case you find something that displeases you …….. pushing my link deeper into my ass as you stand behind me …… I hear your voice quiet but strong ..“lovely”…… I wonder whats on your mind now ……………if you hadn’t already made plans would you do as before and bend me over the bed and take me from behind……..were you wishing now you had time to take me for yourself. I dont say a word as you take my arms and put them behind my back ……..crossing them at my wrists pushing my elbows in closer together … I hear velcro undoing and know you are about to render me totally helpless for what ever lies ahead…. I feel the rough material of the restraints wrapped round my hands and arms secured in place and then wrapped around my arms again then crossed over and tied and secured again making it impossible for me to free them ……….im still stood with you behind me…… not once have you stood in front of me …………very reminiscent of that first night we met …the fear the anticipation …the difference is now I know who my teacher is who my lover is who my tormentor is ……….and who my master is …… I dont need to see you before me………. not like the urgency I felt to see you on that first night ………..as you place a mask over my eyes and it goes semi dark I put all my trust in you now……….. relying on you to keep me safe ..and knowing without a shadow of a doubt you will.. I tense slightly as you put something over my head ……fashioned as a hood …….. totally obliterating any light I could see ..outwardly I seem calm but inwardly I am terrified ..if you had any idea how close I am to freaking out would you release me ……im not sure you are aware that I hate to feel confined …not by restraints but by feeling shut in and the total darkness I’m experiencing now is causing me to feel shut in …… I am having to breathe very deeply to calm myself telling myself silently you trust him he won’t hurt you …….fighting with my inner fears convincing myself it will all be alright .. I wasn’t sure I could put into words just how I felt at this point ……………..you are still in the room but I feel so alone …..my insides churn like never before ………….

as sir leaves

1:08 am Monday, 17th November, 2008

i feel your hand on my arm guiding me as you tell me “step back little miss” I take a faltering step back not sure where I’m going .“ and another”. I do as you ask and as I step back again you turn me around I assume I am facing the foot of the bed ..this is confirmed as my legs hit against it and you bend my body forwards leaving me laying prone on the bed face down unable to get up .

my mouth is so dry and when you lean over and ask me do you trust me I struggle to say ….“yes I do ”………..its not I dont I can’t bring myself to say the words as I know once I do what ever you have planned will start to happen ………….am I ready for this …im so scared as I hear you collect up your belongings …….my heads full of questions .where are you going ..why are you leaving me….its on the tip of my tongue to say don’t go ………….. I bite down on my lip hard to stop myself from asking you not to go …bruising the flesh quite badly as my teeth bite into the soft flesh ….distracting me from my thoughts for a second as I realise if I bite any harder I will cut my lip open ………. what stopped me from pleading with you to stay ……..one sentence you have repeated to me all week ……………remember the first two lines of your mantra little miss……“i trust my master ……my master trusts me”…..you ask me to repeat my mantra which I do ………….slowly falteringly ………..as I finish repeating it word for word you lean over me and say “i am going to leave you now little miss I will be back later ”……….again my insides churn I have no idea how I’m not pysically sick with fear as you lean closer and say…“you do trust me dont you ”….“yes sir”….“are you ok?”…. I barely nod ..not trusting my own voice not to betray my fear …but thats not good enough for you you have to know I’m ok before you leave me you ask again I say “yes sir”……but I’m not .. it flashes through my head do I trust him enough as I hear the door close………. I take a sharp intake of breath not sure what happens next . I am fighting back tears… I can feel the heat of them stinging my eyes …….. I really am genuinely scared as the door opens and I can hear male voices ….not immediately recognisable to me which adds to the fear ……….. I can hear people undressing but I can’t move… I want to run right now ….to be back home away from here away from all of this …..but I don’t move or say a word ….. I lay still so as not to evoke any anger from them or antagonise the situation …suddenly theres a phone at my ear and I hear your calm strong voice telling me ….“ do not say a word just listen to what I have to say ……….its ok little miss I am sorry 5 was a bit hard to organise at short notice but the three men that are with you now will treat you well and give you what you desire and want …treating you how you want to be treated ……they are under specific instruction from me and will spend a short time with you while I enjoy a drink at the bar downstairs .. I want you to do as they want and instruct you to do and when they join me after wards I want to be impressed then I will rejoin you ”. …….as I listen to your calm voice telling me three men are about to use and abuse my body to your instruction and how they please the fear escalates as I realise I can’t get out of this …….. your voice brings me back to reality as I hear you say ….“repeat your mantra to me ”……….. I do this in probably the quietest voice you have ever heard from me and as I finish saying it I’m aware you aren’t talking anymore and then a hand touches my ass stroking my skin ….steeling myself for what may lie ahead I tell myself you can do this you can impress him ….im tense but my body relaxes as a hand slides between my legs slowly teasing my pussy as another hand pulls my link from my ass……. I should protest……. now is the moment to do it………

at their mercy

5:19 pm Monday, 17th November, 2008

my ass belongs only to you unless you choose to give it away …………..you have told me that so many times ……….but in all the turmoil of trying to take in what is happening I have assumed you have given them permission to take what ever they want from me including my ass ………not so as I find out later at my cost ……….so I dont protest as the first guy slides into my pussy as lube is applied to my ass and he manipulates his fingers into my tight ass .probing and pushing deeper…….. I try to blank out what is happening….he is wearing a condom as he fucks my pussy slamming into me holding onto my shoulders now……..deeper and harder with every stroke..making my body respond whether I want it to or not ….you know from this angle I feel every thrust as I am fucked and you also know the effect it has on my body ..moistening my pussy eliciting soft moans from me as my climax builds…….my first orgasm ripping through me …voices behind me grunts of pleasure as an unknown face takes my pussy ..he pulls out to be quickly replaced by a second cock..again sheathed with a condom and again he thrusts as deeply as possible in my pussy forcing me further onto the bed…pulling out he is replaced by yet another cock ……relentlessly fucking me slapping my ass as he thrusts into me .. I am almost sure there are only actually two people in the room with me by the amount of movement going on around me …..the two of them alternate taking turns to defile me by taking my pussy for their wants and needs ..either one also slapping my ass during fucking me or in between strokes making my skin tingle ……….no regard for me as a person just using my pussy for their gratification ……….. I move my head around on the bed trying to make out silhouettes in the semi darkness ….. shutting out any noise around me to concentrate to see if I recognise anything familiar…… I can hear something vaguely familiar ..a sniff……am I imagining that it sounds like you ..you arent aware you have a habit of doing that when we are talking . I hear it again and begin to relax a little ..then it stops .. I believe subconciously I am hearing things I want to hear as silence falls in the room except for animal like groans coming from the man fucking my pussy right now

as they take what they want from me

3:24 pm Tuesday, 18th November, 2008

my body brings me back to whats happening as I feel fingers pushing into my ass ……… a deep voice almost growls at me “open your ass you fucking bitch”…..as he forces my legs wider open and pushes his fingers into me opening me more and more ……. I realise he has full intention of fucking my ass at any cost to my body… only concentrating on his desire to be in my ass not caring if I’m in pain ….it feels uncomfortable as he manipulates his fingers pushing a further one into me opening my ass up and then hes sliding in my ass .. I don’t want this to happen as I feel him forcing himself into my tight ass….. I remember thinking this shouldn’t be happening but I keep quiet …..my master is allowing this it has to be ok ………..or he wouldn’t let them do this to me ………would he?………….my ass is filled with cock now pumping away again holding me down by my shoulders to get as far into me as he can burying the length of his cock in my ass .the second guy thrusts his cock into my ass as soon as the first has pulled out … pumping away at me with no regard for me just his own carnal pleasure …..rough at times but never hurting me ………… I shut off for a while and try and disassociate myself …….. I hear more sounds….. another sniff ……… again that sounds so familiar ………. .could it be him ………..im not sure ….part of me believes he is in the room part of me doesn’t know for sure … I have just heard him speak to me from the bar….as time after time they take turns in fucking my ass or pussy…..pinning me down again holding me down by my neck and fucking me hard and fast……..fucking me from behind as another guy climbs onto the bed in front of me with his hard cock in my face ..im being spit roasted by them one in my mouth one in my ass relentlessly fucking me …..choking on his cock I try to pull away he won’t let me ………..he is pulling me further onto his cock ….restricting my throat causing me to cough and splutter ..then he releases me as they change places …im now aware there are definitely not 3 other people in the room……. .im aware of them standing behind me and to each side of me …. I wonder what comes next and don’t have long to wait . I feel a cold sensation as lube is again applied to my ass …roughly this time as two fingers enter my ass and two fingers enter my pussy …..delving as deep as possible inside me opening both my pussy and ass to enable a further two fingers to be forced into my ass and in my pussy as well ……. I can feel my ass stretching ……being pulled first one way then another ….. . in both directions at once …it doesn’t take long to work out that both men have their fingers inside me …………pulling against each other opening my ass wider than ever before and doing the same thing to my pussy so that both orifices are as accesible as possible for them …….. confirming for me there are only two men in the room ……….as if there was a third person surely he would be using something to defile either my ass or pussy as his counterparts held me open……….which raises questions in my head ….why say three men would join me ?…what has happened to the third?… these questions quickly forgotten as my pussy is kept wide open and the flexible dildo is pushed inside me ……thrusting in and out of me as the second guy climbs on the bed in front of me pushing his pierced cock into my mouth as I raise my face from the bed ..groaning as his cock slides to the back of my throat making me gag…….deep in my throat fucking my throat with sheer determination …tears streaming down my face as I gag continously on his cock ……. I manage to pull back from him and for a minute everything stops….. .he is climbing off the bed and walking behind me ….. I feel yet another cock slide into my ass the cold sensation of lube is felt on my pussy as the larger glass dildo is pushed into me filling me stretching my pussy ….with a cock in my ass and the dildo in my pussy I feel every stroke as in turn I am fucked by either one without either being removed from inside me …the harsh coldness of the dildo making my pussy contract and tighten round it ……….the warm hard feeling of cock in my ass pushing me nearer orgasm …neither of them have come …it appears the object of this wasn’t to come but to fuck me as much as possible taking what they wanted and how they wanted …

all is revealed

7:56 am Wednesday, 19th November, 2008

im so tired from being forced forwards constantly .. my whole body aches ……my legs are hurting from being bent over for what seems like hours (but in reality was no more than 30 minutes)…not sure when this could end I find from somewhere deep inside me the strength to lift my head as yet again I am forced to take one of their cocks deep in my throat as the other enters my pussy …sucking cock greedily as thrust after thrust from behind pushes his cock deeper into my throat …..my hood has lifted slightly from my face and is roughly yanked back down to cover my eyes ………its been pulled further down over my face and is actually restricting my breathing through my nose now as well…….panic sets in and I start to gag quite badly …your words come back to me" no one will hurt you “………..and I realise now they are following your instructions exactly as he pulls out of my mouth to allow me to breathe…… I lay trying to calm down …….no words of comfort from either of them as I struggle to catch my breath….. I really feel alone now …..left by you at the mercy of at least two men I may not even know ………….a part of me knows this is down to me though ….. I told you about my fantasy of being forced and taken against my will ……….never knowing that in the near future you would set anything like this up ……selflessly giving me what I wanted ……they are both behind me now and as my ass is entered again ( not knowing this would be the final time they would do this to me ).. I feel an all too familiar touch as a hand coated in lubricant starts to tease and probe my pussy …fingers closed together forming a cone shape they push into me ……the pressure inside me is so intense it pushes me over the edge as I come for what seems the hundreth time …as the partial hand pushes deeper into me and up against the cock deep in my ass……… only a very thin membrane separating the two .. I feel like I will tear in two as they simultaneously fuck me prolonging my orgasm …then the hand is being removed slowly as I lay panting and groaning my orgasm subsiding ….

the room door opens I can hear footsteps and relief engulfs me as I hear your voice ” you can make yourselves scarce now ……..and thank you “… I hear clothes rustling and people shuffling about ……. the door opening and closing ……..then silence……except for mine and your breathing as you lean next to me on the bed…….. I can only imagine what a mess I must look after having been fucked and pulled backwards and forwards by them both ……your voice breaks into my thoughts……"are you ok little miss”….. I am only able to nod as you have just brushed against me as you remove the restraints from my wrists and the realisation dawns on me you are naked and haven’t had time to get undressed ………..so it was you ………all the tenseness in my body disappears as I totally relax ..(you later tell me you physically felt the relief in me at this point )…….now knowing the reason I felt so safe through all of this was that the trust I have always put in you was justified tonight ….by the fact that although you wanted to give me my fantasy you also made sure you were there to ensure no one could or would hurt me at any time…you ask me “did you enjoy that little miss? ”..“yes sir ”.“ do you have something you would like to say to me before I reveal the identities of the men I have shared your body with this evening.”…………….. I look you in the face .smiling as I say ….“thank you sir”…..you smile back …….“you are welcome little miss…..now I promised you I would introduce you to those involved ……one of them was myself and the other ……….”.and as you remove the blindfold and hood from my face you turn me around to come face to face with ……

our friend from my last visit to leeds …….

both of you smiling at me …a wicked grin on your face when you realise you have accomplished what you set out to do for me………

we all lay chatting for a while I tell you about my thoughts during what just happened and how you almost gave yourselves away several times……his cock ring being familiar ……….your sniffing intermittently ….but I still didn’t know for sure …although the final clue you had given up was actually being naked as you leant over me …thats when I tell you I knew for sure you had been here the whole time …. I couldn’t have said for definite if you had asked me to guess who had been there until then …. now I’m in a position to know it was you certain things make sense ……..you didn’t touch my neck with your mouth or my pussy at any time ………..those two things would have given you away immediately ……….and you remind me you also didn’t wear your cock ring at all tonight……..there was no stroking of my body to calm me …..another sure giveaway …..as you do that automatically each time you sense I may feel discomfort or pain of any depth ……………

i tell you I have to admire you for what you have achieved ……….that left with only two people to work with and a limited amount of time to arrange …plus the location as well …..that you managed by using the power of suggestion and taking away any safety or security to make me believe my fantasy of sex with faceless strangers at their mercy had just come true……..without putting me in any danger whatsoever……….

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over a year ago

please pull my hair sir

2:16 pm Thursday, 20th November, 2008

you lay naked on the bed in front of me ….that look on your face that tells me exactly what you want ,but I wait knowing you will prompt me …………….“do you have something you want to ask me little miss………”………“ yes sir”……those five words have an effect on you like no others …… I visibly see your cock throbbing and hardening as I say …“please pull my hair sir”…..you need no encouragement as you pull me across the bed to swallow your engorged cock ……….willingly for the first time this evening ….leaving my pussy exposed as he enters me from behind ….sliding his cock deep into my pussy as yours slides with ease down my throat …..gripping my hair holding me on your cock.. fucking my mouth ….easing yourself deeper into my throat causing the automatic reaction of me gagging and choking…….allowing me to breathe you pull out slightly ….but not totally ………reentering my mouth as I take a deep breath …..filling my mouth with you ..encouraging me to take it all …….. I struggle keeping in rythm with your thrusts as he is fucking me …the all too familiar tears running down my face smudging my mascara…..how many times have you told me what that look of distress on my face does for you as my make up runs freely down my face when you are fucking my throat …how hard you become as I gag on your cock trying to please you ..my body is pistoning between the two of you backwards and forwards …….being forced further onto his cock in one movement and your cock being pushed deeper into my throat with another …….you sense I am weary with struggling and stop ……. I lay on my back on the bed ..suddenly you are sat over my face sliding your cock into my mouth fucking it from another deeper angle .the last two lines of my mantra run through my head ……….

my body is his to own and to use

my mouth cunt and ass too

you use my mouth for your gratification not mine …….as you move up and away from my body sitting behind my head I gasp for air ….. I feel my legs gripped round the ankles as he raises them towards you …as you take hold of my legs you ask me …….“who owns your ass?”……“you do sir”………..“so its mine to use as I please…….. .even if I want to give it to others”…….“yes sir”.. I know whats about to happen and even if I wanted to I can’t stop you I commited my body to you to use as you see fit…..you have hold of my ankles and you are opening my legs wider ..raising them higher ..suspended in the air by you ..forcing them apart ……exposing my pussy and ass………..“Take her ass..! ” …its not a request …..its an order directed at the third person in the room ….he obliges without question guiding his cock straight into my ass fucking me as you hold onto my legs …..stopping me from lowering or closing them ..when he has finished he pulls out of me and goes to the bathroom to clean up ……..you release my legs from your hold …. I have no control over them as they fall to the bed like lead weights ……my strength is waning ….im not sure I can move when you tell me to move onto my stomach facing away from you and raise my body into a kneeling position ……… I turn over slowly …………not quick enough for you as always …………you are behind me entering my pussy immediately as he walks from the bathroom and yet again he slides his cock into my mouth and again the two of you fuck me filling both my pussy and mouth ……….he has moved away from the bed as you pull out of me and lay back against the headboard………“come here little miss”….you beckon me to you…… I climb over you my legs each side of your thighs as I lower my pussy onto you ….taking you inside me inch by inch .leaning into your body my face only inches from yours …….your eyes are smiling as you grin at me ……….and before I know whats happening he is pushing into my ass ……….sandwiched between the two of you as you push up into my pussy and he pushes into my ass……….simultaneously fucking my pussy and ass………..making me come almost instantly as I’m filled with cock…….you ask him to move as you help me off of you and just as I think maybe you will allow me to rest you change places …..guiding me onto his cock you take up the position he had been in five minutes before …….fucking my ass as he is in my pussy

testing me

8:10 am Friday, 21st November, 2008

i am breathless and so tired but I wont give up …….there is no way I will ask you to stop but you have a way of sensing if something is becoming too much for me ……….as you pull out this time you step away from the bed and as I roll over onto the bed you pass me a bottle of water …….. I recall in my mind a conversation we have had recently and know that I still have lessons to learn this evening …………unbeknown to me there is another lesson you feel I should learn …the one that will remind me who owns my ass completely……..

i am bought back to reality as I hear you ask ……“is there somewhere you would like to come before you leave us ”..this is not directed at me but at our guest .. I cannot believe you are going to give my body away yet again …..but you are ..he kneels in front of me …….my mouth instantly opens as his cock twitches before my face ….licking and sucking his cock taking every inch into my mouth as he holds my head groaning as he thrusts into me ……………then he is pulling out without coming saying ……“ I will leave you know as I know sir has some important things he wants to teach you ”………..

he must feel the impatience in you as he has dressed and is kissing me goodbye in minutes .as the door closes and we are left alone you walk towards the bed ………..“stand up”………just two words but words I wouldn’t dare say no to ……..

i stand by the bed as you instruct me ……….“show me position 2 ”..there are a series of postions you have had me learn over the past few weeks ..ones which leave certain parts of my body accessible to you …position zero is the one you originally had me stand in this evening …..position 1 is where I kneel before you back straight and mouth open tongue protruding slightly ………ready for your come……….this particular one has me standing facing you with my body bent at the waist back arched face lifted towards you so you can slide your cock into my mouth ……..then you want position 3 …………..me on my back my arms raised above and behind my head as though they are tied and my legs raised …….toes pointing up to the ceiling as I open my legs as wide as possible in a scissor type movement……held in position with no support for as long as possible ……..only this time no one takes my ass………“.position 4 little miss”..sees me standing facing the wall two feet away from it my legs a shoulders width apart leaning towards the wall my fingertips resting on the wall above my head height again a shoulders width apart…..you then ask me to stand with my hands behind my back legs apart and crouch down so my mouth is level with your groin …easy access for when you want me to swallow your come…and the final position you request of me is to stand straight lean down gripping my ankles on the inside…….pushing my ass out towards you to allow you to fuck me from behind …….all of these exercises need to be practised more and in the long run will benefit us both …………but despite the fact I cannot hold these positions for long this evening you still seem pleased with me …

the price I pay

8:51 am Friday, 21st November, 2008

i relax and thats when I realise what a mistake I have made ……..your face darkens and I cannot imagine what I have done ……… I look at you confused ………but nothing …….you just blank me

“who owns your ass”…….“you do sir”……….. realise this conversation is a dangerous one as I know its leading to something ……“so who gave you permission to allow it to be taken this evening ”………“ no one sir”……… I can feel anger building in you ……“but you gave it away without a thought ………..” I try to reason with you but its to no avail ……you won’t let me speak …………“ be quiet …… I own your ass do you hear me ? ”……..“ yes sir”…….“bend over the bed ……NOW.”….. I do as you tell me . I can hear you pacing around the room and can feel the agitation in you ………. I hear you roughly pull your belt from your trousers ………. I can feel it whoosh through the air inches from my body ………. I try to recall why this is happening but before I can your voice cuts through the silence ….

“you gave your ass to two men without my permission ……….you allowed them access to your body ,for that you will need to be punished ”……………..

most people would see this as punishment but I feel my pussy moisten at the thought of you using your belt on me …..the disappointment I feel as you lay your belt down must show in my body language… you are behind me stroking my ass gently ……slow circles of your hand on my skin………..it lulls me into a false sense of security not preparing me for the first time your hand makes contact with my ass ……….stinging making me jump involuntarily …….“count them ”……. I knew you would expect me to count each one but its so hard to concentrate as blow after blow rains down on my ass as you administer them …….1 .2………..3 …….and on and on through the twenties thirties and forties each whack of your hand reddening my ass more ….you dont falter…….. slap after slap of the flat of your hand …….gasping with each contact the pain slowly triggering my orgasm…. building inside me just below the surface ……“please may I come sir”……..“NO…..this is not to pleasure you ”………passing the fifties mark now but my legs are buckling under me my pussy is tender and raw ……..my orgasm so close but constantly denied by you ..you suddenly stop and ask me …“do you know why you just received those?.”..“no sir”. I can hear the exasperation in your voice as you sigh ……..its apparent you were expecting me to know what the punishment was for……..before I can catch my breath you are slapping my ass hard again …………..relentlessly you carry on until you hear me counting 87 …….88 ……..longer breaths between each one ..89………90…….. you have stopped…but only momentarily .. I hear a sharp cracking noise and flinch as the sting of a thin cable makes contact with my ass …making me cry out …91……92……steeling my self each time as the pain from the cable cuts through me ….my determination to be subservient to you pushing me on till I reach 100….you lean over me on the bed …“now do you remember?”…“yes sir .my ass belongs to only you …..”. I see a smile on your face and know I have finally realised what this lesson was for……. I lay face down gasping ….. my chest heaving as I draw breath after breath as you stroke my ass lessening any pain I may feel ………..“that little miss is for disobeying me..something you will not do in a hurry again will you ”………..“..no sir thank you sir”……………….

150 more lashes

2:30 pm Saturday, 22nd November, 2008

as I lay there I remember the 150 lashes you say I have earnt from my use of foul language …and think there are only 60 to go …how wrong was I the 150 lashes are a separate issue as I become aware over the next 30 minutes……can I take them ……………you havent moved from behind me and as I slightly raise my body you enter my pussy again …….and as you fuck my pussy you tell me “start counting again but from 150 backwards”…………150 sir ….the belt rains down on my ass …..149 ………again I feel the leather make contact with my skin …..148 ………and on and on ..lash after lash of the supple leather belt in your hand……counting down between gasps as I try to catch my breath…..just as my body is shutting down (somewhere around the total of 80 lashes)and adjusting to the pain of the belt and pleasure of your cock in my pussy you pull out and slide into my ass ……… I almost jump off the bed as your belt stings my already tender skin …smarting much more than before bringing tears to my eyes ……how can I endure 70 more of these …. I bite my lip as each stinging blow hurts more and more …..almsot crying out …your voice cuts through my thoughts ..“COUNT” .. I resume counting 79 …..tears in my eyes …..78 ……….77 ….you must be able to hear the pain in my voice ….my voice almost breaking I continue to count on and on decreasing the number more and more until I reach 30 ..with each whack of the belt your cock pushes into my ass deeper and deeper ……..my insides ache with the constant fucking ..my skin is on fire now.. but I wont utter any safe word …..all that will do is prolong this as you will expect to resume whipping me once I have calmed down .. I grit my teeth as I carry on counting …….trying to breathe …you speed up the pace expecting me to keep up with you ………..my voice almost inaudible as I count in between gasps of pain .29……28 …….27…..on and on so close to the end now …… I wipe a tear from my face making sure you don’t see …. I won’t crumble before you ………..13 ….almost there ..12……….please let me cope ……….you are slower now savouring the last few strokes in my ass ……….11 ……..almost there ….but as I reached 11 you pulled out of my ass and moved up the bed to my face.. I look up in horror when I realise what you expect me to do for you ……….this is something that was a stumbling block for me before but if I deny you this I know I will suffer your wrath . I open my mouth slightly silently praying for this to be over soon ……and as I utter 10 you bring the belt down on my ass making me yelp…… .opening my mouth enough for you to force your cock deep into me towards my throat…….. each thrust followed by a whack from your belt … I can’t count now as you fill my mouth with your hard cock but you don’t seem to care all you are focused on is fucking my mouth making me accept your cock after you have fucked my ass and making sure I accept my punishment from you …in my mind I count them down and as you reach the final one you withdraw from my mouth …………wiping any trace of tears from my face I turn to see you smiling at me …………“thank you sir”………. I know you expect my thanks and I won’t disappoint you ….

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fisting and fucking

2:46 pm Saturday, 22nd November, 2008

……your fingers are between my legs probing my pussy easily gliding inside me …….“you are so wet little miss ”……you murmur as you slide your fingers inside me ..“ lay on the bed”….without hesitation I do leaving my pussy exposed to you as you position yourself between my legs ……….reaching towards my pussy you apply yet more lube as you manipulate your hand inside me…pushing deeper into me…… your hand shaped as a cone delving deeper you encouraging me as you push further inside me……..my muscles relaxing more and more as you tease my clit with your other hand….my body responding to you as it always does………willingly ………taking more of your hand as you curl your fingers into a fist inside me moving back and forth slowly fucking me becoming faster as you realise I can cope with it…..allowing me to climax this time ..as I lay collecting my thoughts and calming my body you move back off the bed …… I hear you picking something up….. a rattling noise (im soon very aware it was the 11 pegs you asked me to bring with me)…… .but it goes quiet as you lay back on the bed between my legs……prising my legs open you play lazily with my pussy lips ..teasing and touching me . I relax lost in how good it feels …theres a snapping noise which drags me from my thoughts as I feel my labia nipped between something …. .clamped………your fingers move up and down my pussy stroking the opening ….making me moan in ecstacy and discomfort as you apply more of the pegs to my labia one by one ..a total of five on each one ….constantly teasing more moisture from my pussy with your fingers…… I hold my breath as I know I bought 11 with me and know the final one is for my clit ……… I steel myself for the intense feeling I know is coming as you tease my clit and slowly slide the peg onto it ………closing it shut capturing my clit in its strong grip sending shivers through me….you rise above me and as I look at you you smile that look says it all ……..how much you want to fuck me….. the look on my face shows you how good it feels ……its not possible for you to fuck me from this angle without probably causing yourself injury …..so you ask me to kneel on the bed ….as soon as my ass is presented to you you slide straight into it ……….rocking back and forth sliding in and out of me ………the pegs tightening their grip on my pussy with each thrust of your hard cock inside my ass ……. ..the pain I feel from the pegs is almost unbearable ……pulling on my labia as the weight of them pulls my pussy lips down …….acting like a clamp dragging the soft and tender flesh further away from my body as you force your cock inside me pushing me forwards into the mattress …….pushing my ass higher in the air …my pussy aches as you reach between my legs to remove the pegs……….. one by one……… slowly releasing my pussy lips from their grip ……….removing the one from my clit last as you gently rub the feeling back into my clit, I can’t hold back any longer …the sensations I experience when you fuck my ass makes it so hard for me not to come ..my pussy is almost dripping with my juices as I come your hand stroking the warmth and wetness you have caused …

fucked before sir leaves

2:55 pm Saturday, 22nd November, 2008

you are reaching to the side of you on the bed ………out of the corner of my eye I see your belt in your hand ……..he can’t be going to start using it again surely … I haven’t done anything ……as I go to protest you thread the belt under my stomach and across my thighs ……..making me smile to myself as I know how deeply I am about to be fucked ..but instead of holding the ends of the belt you thread it through the buckle and tighten it up ……leaving your hands free to use the belt as a harness ……….its done up across my back as you slide ur hands around it pulling me onto your cock ..gripping it hard between your hands …fucking me hard and in a frenzy …that urgency you always have ………..apparent as your cock thrusts in and out of me faster and faster …. I need to come but daren’t ask you for permission as I fear it will anger you ………….before I can utter a word you are pulling out of me and grabbing my hair thrusting your cock into my mouth..“swallow it all little miss …..every drop”…. I gulp your come down my throat greedily accepting your offering ………..sucking and licking your cock as I milk every last drop of come from you ….your satisfaction is obvious by the moans and groans filling the room as you find relief in my throat……..you lay spent and smiling on the bed as we chat ……..discussing now in more detail what had happened earlier ….how you had planned it and worried it may not work …..as we talk I look at your body…tanned and fit …….your chest moving as your breathing slowly calms down ….as my gaze wanders down your body the look on my face turns to disbelief as I witness the first signs of arousal in you ……your cock was flacid only moments ago but now is starting to grow and harden before my eyes ..

you push me gently from the bed onto the floor and into a kneeling position “do you have something to ask me little miss? "as I say "please pull my hair sir” you slide your cock into my mouth for the final time this evening ….pushing into me deeper and deeper your cock hits the back of my throat …..gagging me instantly…….tears spring to my eyes I wipe them away …“don’t worry about them ”..you say to me pushing deeper into me .. I can’t believe how hard you are and how insistently you fuck my throat …..as though you never want to stop ……holding my hair keeping my face where you want it ……impaled on your cock ………..then you are pulling out of me leaving me breathless ……….struggling for air as you help me to my feet……. leaning me back over the bed and thrusting straight into my pussy again ……..resuming fucking me as though you had never stopped …leaning over me holding me by my neck and shoulders biting and kissing my neck ..making me squirm beneath you …….shivers running through me ……. causing a chain reaction which seems to be connected to my pussy causing me to get wetter and wetter ..the more you bite and kiss me the wetter my pussy gets making it so easy for you to slide in and out of me …..you know how much I want to come with you …. I’m so close to coming … I can feel the urgency in you but I remember I am supposed to seek permission “ please can I come sir”….you are fucking me faster and faster pushing me closer and closer to my orgasm …..the room is filled with the noises of our rapid breathing and sheer desparation to reach satisfaction as you say “yes …. because I’m going to ”…as you thrust into me your climax nearer and nearer I’m crying out in pleasure ….as your cock throbs once more inside me you fill me with your cum …its enough to send my body into spasms almost screaming out in ecstacy at the final release ..falling forwards on the bed feeling your chest rising and falling as you lay over me.. we lay like that for a short time before moving … I feel the warmth of you running from between my legs as I lay watching you dress ……as I climb from the bed totally naked following you to the passageway by the door you turn to kiss me good bye ……… I am leant against the wall and reach up to you putting my hand behind your head pulling you towards me devouring you as I kiss you passionately …amazed at the lust I can feel in your kiss as you pin me against the wall exploring my mouth with your tongue your body so close to mine ……… I could pull you back into my bed but its time for you to leave …you smile as you pull back from me the smile I long to see on my masters face telling me I have pleased him yet again …… then you are gone …the door is slowly closing as I walk across the room to my bed ……..switching off lights as I go ……..looking around in the semi darkness its hard to imagine what takes place each time we meet…the room is so quiet now…. pulling back the covers I climb into bed ….content but aching ……….already wondering what your imagination can come up with when we take this journey again

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my first meeting without sir

12:05 am Tuesday, 2nd December, 2008

when we first set up this sub dom relationship Sir set down a few rules regarding me meeting anyone on my own ……..regardless of these rules we still received many requests from people who just didnt take any notice of what had been written or chose not to …….one guy in particular chose to follow the protocol Sir had set out and requested a meet with me by emailing him …a guy I have chatted to for a year and due to circumstances on both sides have not been able to arrange to meet until now…..at the time I wasnt meeting anyone on my own and there fore Sir refused the request for now …..but instead of giving up he patiently waited …..a few weeks later he sent a second request to view our private media …..which is exactly what it says it is and is only shared with people we genuinely want to meet ..or who have shown an interest in either us as a couple or myself or Sir individually………..but Sir went one better and offered him the opportunity to arrange to meet me which brings me to what I am about to put down in words………

anyone who has previously read our blog will know the levels of excitement and nervousness I experience each time we meet up…..to say I was nervous about meeting this guy was an understatement.we had chatted for a year……… sometimes quite graphically about how it would be when we met sometimes just chatting in general ……getting to know each others likes and dislikes ….talking late into the night knowing that one day we would meet up and fulfill every fantasy we had discussed….during the weeks before we met we talked about where we would meet and when ..we finally decided on a saturday night in late november in manchester……my first sexual experience without Sir since we started this relationship is about to unfold………the identity of this man will stay between me him and sir but I will say he is from this site and is a genuinely nice single guy

meeting at last

12:35 am Tuesday, 2nd December, 2008

its saturday morning and I’m packing a bag yet again ………to set out on yet another nerve wracking but exhilirating journey……… to meet a man I have only ever chatted to online or on the phone…………it feels very strange only packing overnight clothes cosmetics and sexy lingerie as opposed to the extra items usually requested by Sir for me to bring………no handcuffs no ropes no butt plugs no clamps …..in fact no visible signs of any items remotely linked to sub dom sex and all it entails…………in all the time I have talked to this man not once have I questioned my desire for him ……….the sexual attraction that has always been there as his gentle voice hoarsely whispers to me how much he wants me when we have talked on the phone ……….but today I wonder if I can do this ….. I want to so much……. but unbelievably a part of me feels I am betraying my master ……….the man who has given me back so much of me by building my confidence back up and all he asks in return is that I am his when he desires and wants me ……. I hesitate as I run my bath ……… I could cancel …….but I don’t want to …………..knowing my master agreed to this makes it an easier decision for me not to cancel …….he approves of the man I am going to meet and more importantly has felt confident enough to entrust him with my safety ……the one thing I have never had a concern with is my safety where he is concerned and in turn this guy also knows without sirs approval I wouldn’t be setting off in less than an hour to meet up with him…………..so as my bath runs I slip my robe from my shoulders and step into the hot deep bath to bathe before leaving …………..laying there I try to imagine what will happen later …my thoughts drift to a room dimly lit and the carnal pleasure I look forward to……….

as I dry my body my hands run over my breasts sending shivers through me …caressing my skin as the soft towel warms me …………… I dress with care silky black stockings a lacy black thong and lacy black bra all covered by a loose fitting black dress and finished off with black patent heels ……. I look in the mirror and for the first time in a long time see a confident and vibrant well groomed woman looking back at me ….my make up is subtle ….my eyes seem to smile back at me as I apply the finishing touch of my deep reddish lipstick …within minutes I’m locking my house loading my bag checking I have everything I need and starting my car ……the weather is pretty horrendous …..its very foggy and it takes all my concentration to follow the signs as I head towards manchester …giving me no time to worry or ponder what might happen .as I settle into my journey I relax a lot more ….knowing this is something I have wanted for a long time ..

the drive up itself is uneventful ….an occasional text between us to say how the journey is going and what time we expect to arrive …no mention of why we are meeting ..it doesn’t seem necessary …..you get to the hotel earlier than anticipated and text me the room number …as I reach the city centre there are people milling about doing every day things going shopping ……looking in windows ………. I pass the market and as I’m stuck in traffic have a few seconds to look around me and take in my surroundings ……..watching as passers by stop to look at something or just aimlessly wander around browsing …lost in their own thoughts as I think about what lies ahead for me ……im pulling into a parking space by the hotel grabbing my bag from the back seat I confidently enter the the hotel and ask reception for your room ……..as I walk through the corridoors my stomach flips ……..anticipation and excitement coursing through me ………… I knock on the door……….as it opens I see you smiling back at me and know instantly I made the right decision to come …………..

exploring each other

1:01 am Tuesday, 2nd December, 2008

as I’m apologising for taking so long due to the weather you lean towards me and slowly kiss my mouth…….taking me by surprise….. your warm lips making my colder ones tingle as you gently prise my mouth open with your tongue ……….probing insisitently but gently …….invading my mouth as I kiss you back..my bag drops to the floor as you take me in your arms and continue to kiss me longingly…we don’t move from that spot for what seems like hours but is in reality only minutes …….you bend your head slightly and kiss my bare neck causing an immediate reaction from me as I try not to moan out loud………you trail your mouth up my neck back to my mouth and resume kissing me while slowly manouvering me into the room …………………..then you walk away from me ………..offering me a drink you pour me a malibu and and as you hand it to me your fingers caress my hand …….again so gently …………the one thing you had always said was when we finally met you didnt want to rush anything ……slow and sensual sex is what you wanted……….as I put my drink down I turn to see you laid back on the bed …..fully clothed ….and beckoning me towards you …….as I walk to the bed you are leaning up on your elbows never taking your eyes from mine ……..smiling at me as I reach the bed… I lean over you returning your kisses as you pull me down to you …….until I am almost sat astride you ………..your hands stroking my back as I kiss you .your hands reaching lower and lower ………but stopping as you reach the hem of my dress ….teasing me by lifting it a little running your hand up my leg then letting it fall back down ………..then you are turning me over so I’m laid on my back on the bed ………..you are laid partly on top of me taking my face in your hands you trace the outline of my jaw with your fingers as your mouth closes over mine yet again ……………your hands wander to my breasts cupping them through my clothes ………as you lower your head towards my breast you are sliding the dress from my shoulders ….moving your hand over the lace of my bra sliding your fingers inside grazing my nipple as you remove my bra ……….making them harden instantly as you take my nipple in your mouth gently tugging on my nipple ring……..the first time anyone has played with them as they have only been pierced a short time …….causing sensations ive never experienced before heightened by the piercing……..feeling a warmth between my legs shows the tell tale signs that my body is responding to you ….my legs part slightly as your hands work their way down my body ……..sliding up inside my dress this time …….not stopping as you reach the lace edge of my thong……sliding your finger just inside the material…and finally touching the wetness your touch has caused………hearing you groan in pleasure as you probe deeper in my pussy first one finger then two deeper and deeper ….removing them bringing them to my mouth ……….running them over my lips letting me taste myself from your fingers …. then replacing them in my aching pussy ………..pushing my legs further apart my body writhing under your touch….the room filled with gentle murmurs as you take me closer and closer to orgasm …..your mouth on mine as my body tenses ………that hoarse low voice I remember so well from previous calls telling me how hot and wet my pussy is as you continue to tease me to orgasm with your fingers…….. leaving me gasping for breath as my orgasm takes over me my hands gripping the bed clothes tightly ……………..as I lay trying to calm myself it dawns on me neither one of us is naked ….both almost fully dressed ……

pleasuring each other

1:08 am Tuesday, 2nd December, 2008

turning on my side to face you I run my hands over your chest reaching down and raising your top……… running my nails over the soft hair on your chest pushing your top further up until you are pulling it over your head and off completely …my hand reaches down for your jeans and as I undo your zip you ease them off ………reaching for me you remove my dress leaving me laying before you in stockings heels and underwear ……slipping your fingers in each side of my thong you ease it from my body and as you raise your head you part my legs laying between them … I can feel your breath on my skin as you tease my pussy lips open with your tongue ……….sliding inside me gently and flicking backwards and forwards over my clit …………my hand between my legs holding your head encouraging you as I moan in ecstacy yet again ………..it feels so good as I feel the warmth of your tongue inside me ………….. I can’t hold back and for the second time in minutes my body is in spasms as I come on your tongue ……… I lay on your bare chest as you stroke my hair………..gently kissing your skin slowly moving down your body nearer and nearer to your cock …..my tongue snaking over the tip making you jump ………as my mouth engulfs you I can hear you groaning ….your hands in my hair ….your cock deeper in my mouth …….and deeper again as I take you into my throat ….causing you to firmly but gently hold my head as I work my mouth up and down the shaft ………..licking and sucking you ……cupping your balls in my hand as I tease you relentlessly….“god that feels so good sall”…in between moans I hear you say..“jesus christ thats good”………then you are moving away from me ……“ no …..not yet..” ……….reminding me we said we wouldn’t rush anything ………..you ask me to do something for you ………to sit on your face so you can taste me again ……..you move down the bed as I sit astride your face lowering myself onto you …..your hands on my thighs pulling me down onto you as your tongue reaches up inside me teasing my pussy and clit simultaneously…….eagerly eating my pussy you can’t get enough of me ……..urging me onto my orgasm again quickening the pace as my body shudders and my cum runs over your tongue once more … I collapse beside you on the bed as you climb up and over me …….sitting over my chest your cock in your hand ……….watching intently as I pleasure myself with my own hands ………..your cock throbbing in your hand as I watch the expression on your face ..sheer pleasure and torment all at once ………wanting to come but trying to hold back as you don’t want it to be over too quickly ……your throw your head back….closing your eyes…..managing to barely whisper ….“im gonna come ” as your come spurts over my tits and face hot jets of come splashing all over me , then you watch as I massage it into my tits ……….wiping it from my face you lean over me kissing me long and passionately …………we lay there for a little while and then decide to get cleaned up and go out for a drink …..you go for a shower while I clean myself up and wash my face and reapply my makeup ……hoping that when we leave the bedroom I will look at least a little respectable and not like ive just spent nearly two hours rolling round a bed …….im stood in front of the mirror when you come behind me planting soft kisses on my neck causing me to shiver ………as I look in the mirror I see you looking back at me a smile on your face……….. you know what your kisses are doing to me …………laughing I push you away so I can get ready you say ill leave you to it and meet you in reception ……as you leave I warn you you will have a big smile on your face as we leave the hotel ………puzzled you look at me but shrug it off ……

sharing our pleasure

1:22 am Tuesday, 2nd December, 2008

minutes later I walk into reception to join you and leaning into you whisper……“ I havent put any underwear on ”……as I predicted you smile…….. a wicked smile and we head off for that drink ….just across from the hotel is a local pub …crossing the road I feel your hand on my ass ….looking back I see you smile to yourself ………its packed as we squeeze through the door of the pub and end up squashed against each other at the bar ……nothing between our bodies except the knowledge of what has happened and what will happen later……….knowing looks and smiles between us as we try to make converstaion both of us lost in our own thoughts ……….hands touching accidentally brushing against each other …laughing and joking ….just generally enjoying each others company ..with an underlying current there all the time ……..you look at me ………..“shall we go?.”……without realising it my voice has dropped to almost a whisper as I say “yes lets”……..we walk back towards the hotel where you guide me to a door leading down under the hotel to a cocktail bar … I turn and look at you quizzically but then realise you are postponing going to the room …..building the tension between us again ………..you order our drinks and as its pretty busy we stand at the bar …….its not so crowded but we still stand only a breath apart ……….. legs touching ….knowing looks between us oblivious to everyone around us …sipping our drinks …………then they are finished and we both agree its time we went to bed ……as I climb the stairs to street level you are behind me again touching my ass ….we walk through the hotel foyer heading for the room ………..as the door shuts you grab hold of me and guide me to the bed pushing me back kissing me ….undressing me as you kiss me ……….more frenzied than before as we virtually pull each others clothes off touching and teasing …….. I wriggle down the bed taking you in my mouth feeling you harden instantly ….you pull back and seconds later you are parting my legs as you slide your sheathed cock into my pussy ….as you thrust inside me the vibrations from the cock ring you have put on drive me crazy as it vibrates against my clit……… making it pulsate bringing me straight to orgasm as you continue to fuck me ……….thrusting deeper and harder inside me holding me down by my shoulders as I push up towards you …..groaning in sheer pleasure as we come together shuddering against each other…….. breathing ragged…. chests heaving against each other ……rolling apart we lay there lazily chatting ……….drinking wine …..talking about how we got here……. how we should have met a long time ago but both agreeing it had been worth the wait…..as we lay there stroking each other I become aware you are aroused again ….as you kneel by my face I take you into my mouth and suck greedily on your cock teasing the shaft with my tongue licking and sucking you as you harden in my mouth ………moving down taking your balls in my mouth as I take your cock in my hand ….sucking on your balls listening to you moan in appreciation as you fondle my breasts………laying down you put on a condom and guide me onto your cock ………..sitting astride you I lower myself onto your cock riding you slowly at first grinding down onto you as you reach for my breasts pulling on my nipple rings causing a mixture of pleasure and pain as you tug at them …………leaning down kissing you as your breathing becomes more laboured ……fucking you as you try so hard to hold back ………breathing as deeply as possible pushing up into me your face contorting as your climax gets closer ………as you push up towards me and I push down on your cock you come hard and deep inside me pulling me onto you ……..as we lay next to each other exhausted and satisfied we drift to sleep laying close to each other ……………….. we both wake the next morning as its getting light………. we decide to get dressed and go for a coffee and breakfast ……..sat in the coffee shop we talk about finally meeting and what an erotic experience it has been …..when I look up I catch you looking at me smiling as you tell me what a great time you had …………. I’m smiling back as I lean over ……….we kiss as we agree its time we headed back as we both have a long journey home …..we stroll over the road back to my car where we kiss …….soft kisses making my body weaken just like last night as you tell me ….“you have a sensual mouth and such a lovely pussy "your voice is quite deep but you have such a soft accent it makes anything you say to me sound sensual ….taking me back to the many times we have talked late at night… laying in separate beds in different parts of the country but almost feeling as though we were in one room … I tell you .."for hours your tongue has driven me mad making me come time and again "the expression on my face is mirrored on yours one of satisfaction and memories of what happened the night before between us ..as we part we are both smiling taking our own thoughts away from this experience …looking forward to hopefully meeting again very soon

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over a year ago

meeting with sir

12:59 am Sunday, 1st March, 2009

its been a few months since we last managed to meet up due to work commitments on both sides but when I got your mail saying I’m in london for a meeting for two nights mid february would you like to join me to be tied up whipped and fucked and used for my pleasure I didn’t hesitate to say yes…………… I booked time off work and started making my arrangements ….booking a return train ticket had me stood at my local station filled with a nervous excitement …..a nervousness I only remember feeling when you first came to my house ………apprehension and excitement mixed together…a feeling I never thought I would experience more than once during all this ….as the days passed I packed and unpacked my bag …….nothing unusual there ..knowing whatever I pack needs to please you……..collecting together everything you had requested I bring……..

arrival in london

1:01 am Sunday, 1st March, 2009

as monday dawns and my packed bags are sat at the bottom of my bed I go off to work to wait patiently for this evening so I can prepare myself for my master …………….unknowingly for the last time………..the day drags but eventually I’m on my way home mentally planning my routine as I drive ………as I walk through my door I drop my bag at my feet running upstairs to start running my bath ……..stepping out of my work clothes I attend to shaving the parts of my body you expect to be smooth and totally hairless before stepping into the warm bath and relaxing for a few moments ……my phone vibrates and as I open the text in anticipation a warmth spreads through my body as I read your words….” your master is on a train on his way to london"……….. I hurriedly finish bathing ensuring I am clean to the standard you expect from me and dry myself off ……..walking through to the bedroom I look at the clothes on my bed ..knowing you would disapprove I still pull on my jeans and top …………chosen for comfort for the train journey…drying my hair I notice its length ..again knowing you will not be happy it hasn’t grown as much as you will have hoped..applying the last of my make up I am ready to go and as I collect my case and handbag I take a deep breath and start to pysche myself up into the person I need to be by the time my train gets to london…..the train journey itself is uneventful and I spend alot of it thinking over previous meets we have had as I pull in the train station my phones vibrates ………….. a message from you telling me I have now kept you waiting long enough to anger you ………….. I run to the toilets and in seconds emerge in a black dress stockings and heels and race for a taxi …dragging my pink suitcase behind me…minutes later I’m outside the hotel and call you to tell you I am here….in a terse and deep voice you tell me to walk into the hotel and take the staircase on the right

hotel room

1:04 am Sunday, 1st March, 2009

you tell me to keep going up the stairs ……step after step taking me closer to you ……….my stomach churning uncontrollably………my legs shaking to the point I almost turned and fled …..hesitating on the stairs for what seems like an eternity but is only seconds …………if you asked me now why I couldn’t tell you what caused me to be so nervous………..after 4 flights of stairs I stop on a landing getting my bearings and waiting for further instruction from you ……but unbeknown to me you are making your way up the stairs behind me………. you had been sat out of sight in the foyer watching me enter the hotel …..it didn’t even enter my head to turn around or look behind me ….and to say I was taken by surprise as you came behind me and thrust your hand under my dress making contact with my pussy instantly…. would be an understatement…. I jumped visibly shaking even more as I wheeled round asking .“where did you come from ……..” and true to form as you took my case and walked ahead of me you remind me ….“sir………”..as I say quietly..“pink suits you ……” causing you to stop momentarily .. I smile to myself as I realise this is going to be enjoyable …….revisiting lessons that needed to be taught and that I had already tested your patience enough for now…….you opened the room door for me and allowed me to walk in ………as soon as I am in the room and the door has closed you gesture to me to walk past you …“you look lovely little miss”.. I look up at you quite shocked to be receiving compliments from you ….. you order me …“strip..”… I look at you questioningly and again the same order ….. I remove my dress……….. leaving me stood before you in stockings a black thong and heels …..uneasy under your scrutiny..

start of my lessons

1:12 am Sunday, 1st March, 2009

fidgeting uncomfortably as you walk around me ..“stand still! ”……short sharp orders all added to the uneasiness I was feeling ….. making me fidget even more …adding to your anger……..you tut and sigh as I blatantly disobey you until you got to a point where you cannot tolerate it anymore………“turn around and stand at the foot of the bed little miss”.. I do as you tell me as you signal to me to open my legs ………. using your hand to prise them further apart and then positioning my hands behind my back….you stand behind me……… your breath on my neck…your body pressed against my back ………..you must be aware that I’m visibly shaking…but as your patience is wearing thin you reach for something just out of my sight and roughly pull a material hood over my eyes …(which I later discover is a pillow case )…panic sets in instantly taking me back to leeds before you left me when I felt very alone and very scared………….surely you haven’t arranged something similar ….but no …….. it turns out you are using this to teach me a lesson as you know how much I fear feeling closed in ………..my chest aches as I try to breathe calmly ..my breathing is far too fast almost causing me to panic and rip the cover from my head..your hand reaches around me.. teasing my nipple piercing….. tracing a line down my body to my pussy …….rubbing the material of my thong gently against my clit …eliciting a moan from deep inside me ……….and then you stop as suddenly as you started ………..physically pulling me back a step or two leaving me with no bed to steady me …….you prise my legs further apart making me feel unbalanced as your mouth makes contact with my neck ..knowing exactly what kind of reaction you will get as you bite and kiss my neck ..my body shuddering beneath your touch…my skin feeling cold…… yet the room is warm……. making me unsteady on my feet as I try so hard not to react to you…feeling your hard cock pressing against my skin……. I lose my balance and fall face first onto the bed ,turning my face to one side….. allowing me to breathe ……..

those 5 words

6:27 pm Monday, 2nd March, 2009

as I lay there I hear a familiar sound ….a metal buckle rattling as I imagine you slowly wrapping the leather of your belt round your hand ………..and then the silence is broken as you say “repeat after me …… in future I will be on time for my master.” as you finish the sentence your belt rains down on the soft skin of my ass ….“say it……”……..“in future I will be on time for my master”………the sting of your belt taking my breath away..no sooner have I caught my breath than the belt makes contact again as you say “again”… I repeat the words in a faltering voice again feeling the belt against my skin ….this goes on for a few more minutes you telling me “ say it again ” me repeating the words as quickly as possible so as not to anger you further…………when you are happy that I have learnt this lesson you remove the hood and tell me “get on your knees”……..no hesitation from me………. as I look up at you I see a smile cross your face .“i believe there is something you haven’t been able to ask me for a long time little miss”…………..no prompting is needed ,we both know what that question is …something that has always been a very personal and private act between us ..the one thing you would never allow me to and I would never ask of anyone else…….“please pull my hair sir”….the pleasure on your face as you hear those words is probably what calms me most…… and makes me realise nothing has changed and you still desire your slave as much as you did when we said goodbye in leeds……

your hands take hold of my hair gripping it tightly between your fingers ..pulling me towards your cock only inches from my face…guiding me onto you as you push towards me and pull my head onto you ..your cock pushing deeper …..encouraging me .“breath…” ………..you know whats going to happen if I don’t control my breathing as your cock slowly cuts off my air supply as it fills my throat ……as expected I start to gag ..feeling the sting of tears behind my eyelids struggling to carry on and regulate my breathing …… I pull back ..gasping for air as tears run down my face ……………..expecting to see anger on your face I look up at you and to my amazement I see a slight twitch of your lips and a smile in your eyes ………..before I can take in much more you have hold of my head again guiding me back onto your cock…….slowly fucking my mouth to start with…building speed and rythm…as I intermittently gasp for air and struggle against your grip ..you allowing me to catch my breath for a few minutes each time I have to stop…………..im angry at myself I feel ive regressed so much and strive more and more to please you

multiple pleasure

6:29 pm Monday, 2nd March, 2009

.“stand up”…………. I do as you ask you turn me to face the bed again and position your self behind me ………pushing me forwards ………your hands on my hips hooked in the sides of my thong you pull it down my legs enabling me to step out of it …..leaving my pussy exposed to you as you slide your cock into me ………finally linking master and slave after such a long time …fucking me harder and harder I can feel the urgency in you to own my pussy …….to remind me I am your possession to use as you wish………you are withdrawing from inside me and telling me “kneel little miss”…………as you offer your throbbing cock to me and my mouth engulfs you your cock pulses as you pump hot cum down my throat for the first time this evening ………greedily I suck every last drop from you ..licking the shaft of your cock clean ……………..thinking you would want to rest for a while I stand in front of you awaiting instruction …………“lay on the bed”…..as I lay back you take my ankles and close my legs together raising them as far in the air as possible……opening them to emulate position 3 …the one exercise I have struggled to do properly…….just as I think I will have to lie here and show you I can achieve this you lay between my legs and I feel your breath so close to my pussy as your tongue flicks over my clit………..tasting and teasing me continuously probing the soft flesh with your tongue using your mouth on my clit……. your fingers probing the glistening opening of my pussy….just sliding inside …driving my whole body to distraction as I push my pussy up to your mouth………willing you not to stop as your tongue takes me to heights I vaguely remember ……..moans of pleasure filling the room as my orgasm takes hold of me… leaving me writhing against your face as you tighten your grip on my thighs preventing me escaping as you continue to devour me ………….relentlessly your mouth takes me over the edge multiple orgasms weakening me as I beg you to stop …….eventually you realise I just can’t take anymore and slowly raise your body up on the bed ….leaving me a gasping wreck………..taking me back to that first night in my home where I couldnt have moved if my life depended on it …………..

more positions

6:33 pm Monday, 2nd March, 2009

you tell me to take up position 2 kneeling on the floor with my back arched and my hands crossed behind my back …….. you kneel behind me sliding your cock inside me …..its only a short time since you have fucked me but as you thrust into me I’m all to aware of how hard you are …rocking me backwards and forwards with each thrust ……again urgently fucking me …suddenly pulling out of me and standing before me ……“open your mouth”..as I do you force your cock as deep as possible as yet again your cum runs down my throat……….as I stand you tell me to face the wall and you place the hood back over my face and assume position 4 standing with my legs a shoulders width apart and my feet 2 foot from the wall spreading my arms as high as possible up the wall ……..your hand between my legs teasing and rubbing making me gasp out ……..biting my lip so as not to cry out ……..this carries on for a short time….. .not quite letting me cum …… then you tell me to stand as I am ..im aware of you walking away across the room and hear something being moved ……..you tell me to turn towards you and walk slowly forwards . I do as you ask and feel your arm guiding me .spinning me round to face away from you …..you remove the hood and press down on my shoulders making me sit ……….as I lower my body I feel thick material straps under me and put out my hands to steady myself .making contact with a chrome cold frame (this turns out to be a support for a room service tray.fashioned as a folding seat style frame)…….my pussy is almost trapped between the straps leaving it swollen and protruding through them ……your hand rubbing from front to back passing over my clit making me visibly jump……..teasing me to orgasm yet again ………..as my body calms you help me to stand……….and walk me back to stand at the wall .. I watch in amazement as you wrap a lenght of binding round my wrists securing one to a strap hanging through the bathroom door…….looping it round my other wrist leaving me helpless as you kneel and secure my ankles by straps to the door as well………as I stand there you start to unravel more and more of the binding and place knots in strategic places and wrap the binding around my body ………a noose around my neck ………passing it round my hips and through my legs making a rope corset on my body …..an art form called shibari you tell me …..im left tied in this position as you open my hand bag and much to your anger discover I havent bought the right batteries for my camera …..you then produce my mobile and immortalise your work on my phone …..sending it to one of my friends from the website before closing my phone…….

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fisting

6:35 pm Monday, 2nd March, 2009

after a short while you release my wrists and ankles and allow the blood to flow back as you walk me to the other side of the room …….there is a clasp attached to the wall which you attach the loose length of rope to …causing a pulley ……leaving me semi suspanded and leanign towards you …..you release some of the tension of the rope not realising my body would lurch that far forward and quickly decide its safer to untie the rope ………you easily remove the bondage style corset from my body more than happy with your effort and move over to the desk where your lap top is positioned ……..you allow me to slip on a silk kimono and gesture for me to sit opposite you ……..you log into the chat room and set up the cam …allowing many to view as you tell me to face away from you and kneel over the chair….. I feel your hands on my ass raising the kimono exposing my ass and pussy….a cold sensation on my hot throbbing pussy as I realise you have covered your hand in lube …which can mean only one thing ……you are going to fist my pussy………… I feel your fingers slowly probing ……. delving deeper ..manipulating me gently as I gasp and moan …the pressure inside my pussy is immense ..feeling as though there isnt an inch inside me not filled with your hand ……….aching as you curve your fingers slowly inside, resting your other hand on my ass stroking me encouraging me ………… I can’t do this ….. I feel I will fail ………..it doesn;t seem possible as I push back onto you feeling my pussy give slightly ……..but still I feel as though I can’t manage to accomodate your hand …….“i can’t….. I can’t do this……..” …you reassure me “You already have little miss”…..as you move your cone shaped hand inside me …..the pain is almost unbearable…the discomfort I’m feeling must be heard in my voice…painful gasps as you gently but firmly pull your hand slowly out of my pussy …………. I collapse over the edge of the chair taking my time to allow the pain to subside

nearing the end of monday

6:39 pm Monday, 2nd March, 2009

go and lay on the bed"….. I lay face down ……. I feel your hands under my hips raising me up onto my knees ………….“theres the small matter of your foul language to deal with now! ”……….my body tenses as I prepare myself for your belt….knowing full well that you will start with your belt and progress to fucking me with your belt wrapped round my thighs pulling me onto you ………… I love the feeling as you pull me harder onto your cock…….you don’t disapoint me as your belt rains down on my ass time after time ……..and the more I take without complaining the more you give me ……your cock slides into me as you lean forward wrapping your belt around the front of my thighs ……..as you frantically fuck me I almost scream out in sheer pain as a hot stinging feeling courses through me ..biting hard on my lip I know I can’t take much of this …..each whack of the cable stings more and more turning my skin into a red swollen mass of whelts …im almost screaming now and for the first time ever I have to use my safe word ………teh pain is unbearable as you move very quickly away from me allowing me to move from the bed ………im breathing fast and you are aware there are tears in my eyes as you try to calm me soothing the stinging with your hand ….stroking me ……..running your hand over the raised whelts ..asking me if I am ok as I reassure you I am fine …………laying me face down on the bed you take the time to ensure I am happy to continue I tell you I am ……..you pull me back up onto my knees and slide into my ass …hard and throbbing you hold my hips as you fuck me ……….pushing me into the mattress ……causing me to groan from deep inside …deep guttural animal like moans …which seem to spur you on ……..then suddenly your hand is on my neck ……holding me down as you lean over me your mouth on my neck kissing and biting hard into my skin ……….causing goosebumps all over me …….making me wetter and wetter as you fuck me frenziedly……“please may I come sir?..”……“no ”.your voice hoarse as you continue to deny me as I beg and plead with you ………then from nowhere I hear myself begging you “fuck me harder …..harder” ……….not thinking for one minute you would listen …..but you do ……your cock pistoning in and out of me as we both reach a mind blowing orgasm leaving us both collapsed on the bed and short of breath …………….as I lay there exhausted you close down the chat room and turn off your pc and the lights as you climb into bed ….we lay chatting for a while …………catching up on our time apart …

surprised yet again

6:40 pm Monday, 2nd March, 2009

after a short while I see that look in your eye and think ..surely not again …….you are positioned above me and reach for my pussy opening me up with your fingers ….rubbing my swollen clit driving me crazy …..working your way down the bed you lay between my legs fucking my pussy with your mouth ..licking biting and teasing taking me closer and closer ….but not quite making me cum …..you move up my body nudging my legs open with your body sliding inside me yet again …..hitting the spot instantly as I wrap my legs round your back pulling you into me as you fuck me …..not quite as hard as you had earlier …determined to have you inside me as we move around teh bed coupled together continuously fuckign till my head is hanging over the bed and you pull me towards you by my shoulders ……….coming inside me as my body is wracked with spasms……….collapsing onto the mattress completely and utterly exhausted neither one of us with any strength left we both drift off to sleep in the darkness ….the heat of our bodies laid against each other

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Goodbye

7:01 pm Monday, 2nd March, 2009

although we were together for another day and night that time was spent reminiscing over the past few months ………allowing us time to talk over a lot of personal details….sorting out how and when to close the profiles …making decisions …

i wont be writing up the last day of our time together ……..that remains private between myself and sir

i would like to say thank you to those who have taken this journey with us ……..as participants or friends…..many of who I couldn’t have got through this without …….

the roller coaster ride is over ….some of it scary all of it exciting……. but I have no regrets about any of the last 6/8 months and have loved every minute.

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