FabSwingers.com forum: First time anal

By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

I have always liked the idea of having a cock inside me, and after having met a few guys I will explain why it hasn't happened yet.

Being very bi curious being with guys is very new and different to me, it takes me a long time to calm my nerves even with some of the nicest guys I've met. I love to be played with and also love to play when brain let's me.

I feel like I need to meet a guy (couples and tv/ts certainly not excluded) who is friendly and comforting yet slightly dominant who can push me past that wall in my brain.

I always feel like I am ready to play until I am stood in front of the guy and feel like I always let them down due to this boundary.

If there is anyone that has had similar problems, has any advice or feel like they can help/give me what I'm looking for please make yourself known, it would be greatly appreciated. It's so frustrating not being able to fulfill my needs