FabSwingers.com forum: My submissive journey.

By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

Hello

I am a bi sub male with a regular male Dom. Sir gets me to keep a blog to record my journey and our activities. He has told me to start posting my blog entries here too so I will be doing so over the coming days/weeks. The first blog entry follows -

Introduction

Good morning. I'm new here and haven't setup a blog before so please bear with me while I find my way around.

I am a submissive male. I have recently entered into an "arrangement" with a dominant guy and with his help I will be exploring my submissive side more in the coming weeks and months. I have some ideas about what this will involve but I'm doing my best to keep an open mind and to see how things develop. I have had one face to face meeting with "Sir" already and we have agreed to meet again in the near future.

As part of my training and development, Sir instructed me to buy a number of pairs of girly style undies which I have to wear each day whenever possible. As I write this I am wearing a pair of pale blue lacy briefs.

Setting up this blog to record my activities and my feelings about my journey and to record specific aspects of it is also something I am doing on Sirs instructions.

I'm not sure how this blog is going to develop or who, if anyone, is going to read it but I've set it up as instructed.

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By *AM2214Man
over a year ago

Manchester Area

Oh I am sure it will be well read ...the steps youve taken already should be detailed here..

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

Second instalment of the blog -

Knickers

Sir has told me that I must wear "girly" underwear / knickers as often as possible. I am to wear them whenever it is practical or whenever I am instructed to do so. Sir sent me a list of items to buy which I have done (knickers, male style lingerie, patterned tights and holdups). I also had to buy a blindfold.

I have been informed that Sir will be wanting to meet me this week and that I am to be wearing just tights, nothing else, and to have a butt plug in when he arrives. He will be inspecting my purchases and discussing his expectations regarding our "arrangement" going forward. I am also to have available a pair of my wifes worn underwear for his examination. I have also been to told to expect to have to provide sexual services when he visits.

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By *woforyourfunCouple (MM)
over a year ago

Reading

When are you going to get to the instalment when I visited?

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Now this it hot and so want to hear more.

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By *t-andyMan
over a year ago

dumfries

keep going

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Yes very hot mmmm

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

Sir Visits

Sir visited this morning.

As instructed I was wearing only patterned tights when he arrived and I had a pair of my wife's recently worn knickers ready for his examination. I also had a butt plug in place as instructed.

I made Sir a coffee and he had me sit on the floor to discuss his expectations for our arrangement and to ask me some questions about my past experience (which is pretty limited).

I then had to take Sir to the bedroom where he inspected the underwear purchases that he had told me to get. I also had to have lube and condoms and a blindfold ready.

Sir told me to undress him and then to start giving him oral pleasure. He blindfolded me before I started giving oral. I enjoyed taking Sir into my mouth - he has quite a large cock and certainly quite a mouth full. Sir then had my lie on the bed, remove my plug and lube myself ready for him to fuck me. He started slowly but it still took me a while to get used to him fucking me like that. Sir also took me from behind and additionally he had me sit on top of him and "ride" him which was new to me. Sir has a lot of stamina and certainly fucked me longer and harder than I have ever been fucked before.

I was then required to perform more oral before Sir left. I was told that I had to keep my wife's knickers on for the rest of the day and that Sir would be in touch to discuss my performance and future plans.

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

Sir Visited Again

Sir visited again today.

My instructions were to open the door to him wearing a pair of my wifes worn knickers, a bra and to have a butt plug in place.

Once inside Sir told me that he had set up an account on the "Fab Guys" website. This will be used to make contact with other people who could potentially be of assistance to Sir in my ongoing training and development and also to see what kind of contacts or opportunities might arise. Sir also said that he is keen to arrange for me to meet with another guy as well as himself. Ideally it would be someone who could be sub to him but Dom to me. We'll just have to see how that works out and what happens.

Sir then took me to the bedroom where he had me undress him and then start to suck him. He seems to like me to take him deep although I can't manage "deep throat". Sir blindfolded me then I was back to sucking and Sir also played with me a bit at the same time.

When Sir was ready I had to put a condom on him (still blindfolded which took a bit of doing), and then he positioned me on my back, raised my legs and entered me. He took it slowly at first which is good because he is quite big. That didn't last long though and he was soon fucking me really hard and deep. I don't have a lot of experience of being fucked but I certainly haven't been fucked like that before. Sir also has a lot of stamina. He took me in a couple of different positions and then, after some more sucking, he had me stand and bend over the bed.

Sir went behind me and played with my cock whilst he also played with himself. He pulled down my wifes knickers (which I was now wearing again after having removed them for fucking), and rubbed himself against them. He then came into her knickers and pulled them back up over my bum.

Sir then freshened up before leaving. I still have the knickers on and I guess he will be wanting me to wear them for the rest of the day.

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By *ast_jjMan
over a year ago

Dublin and London

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

Threesome

Sir visited again and this time he brought a friend with him.

I was told to be ready at the given time, blindfolded and naked apart from a pair of my wifes worn knickers.

Sir and his guest arrived and after a brief inspection I was told to take them to the bedroom. Once there I had to undress the guest (still blindfolded), and to start sucking him. The guest then lay back on the bed and had me continue sucking as well as rimming him while Sir supervised.

Sir undressed whilst I was doing this and then had me suck him for a while until he was ready to fuck me. He positioned me on my back with my legs up and he entered me slowly (which is good as he is quite big). He started to push deeper and harder and the guest pushed his cock into my mouth.

We then changed position and Sir had me ride him from above whilst sucking the guest. The guest said that he was going to cum and pushed his cock right to the back of my throat and held it there. This was very horny although it did make me gag a bit.

Sir then had me change position again onto my back and he resumed fucking me as before. He now started playing with my cock and although I prefer not to have to he decided that I would have to cum for him today. I have never been made to cum while I've had a cock inside me before and this was a new and intense experience but also somewhat humiliating at the same time. Hard to explain really - a mixture of feelings. Sir rubbed some of my cum on my face and fucked me some more until he was done.

I was left on the bed, still blindfolded, until Sir and his guest left.

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

Lunch

Today I had arranged to meet some friends for lunch - a mixture of male and female. Sir said that I was to make sure to wear the knickers that my wife had worn yesterday (white lacey ones). I did as instructed and wore the knickers. They were quite a full cut so not too dissimilar to boy pants really but the texture of the fabric was very different and of course there was the mental aspect of knowing what I was wearing and why. Sir was exercising his control over me even though he wasn't there in person.

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

Restraint

Sir has decided that I must wear a cock cage / chastity device at all times when my wife is not around. This is pretty much every week day during the daytime and may include some weekends or evenings/nights. I was told to order a particular type of device and have been wearing it regularly for a week or so now - as well as the knickers which are still a regular thing. The cage is very snug. Not uncomfortable as such although certainly not the sort of thing you can forget about. A constant reminder that I am being controlled by Sir.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Now this all sounds very hot indeed. Love that he made you wear knickers when u went to meet friends and agree the Kent aspect of always a major turn on as do it myself. U should be made to wear nylons outside too and no socks so always a risk of someone getting a glimpse.

Love the idea of the 3 sum of me being sub to your master and dom to you. I could show you how to deep throat for sure lol

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By *asmin999jmTV/TS
over a year ago

wakefield

Sounds great. Lucky you

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By *arah_11TV/TS
over a year ago

Yeadon/Leeds

I'd love a dom like this!

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

Instructions

"You will need to be at an address in XXXXXX for 11:30. Bring: the underwear you have been told to have, be locked in your cock cage (leave key at home), lube, condoms, blindfold and restraints".

These were the instructions I received from Sir.

So this morning I was at the postcode I had been given at 11:20. I sent a message to Sir and was told to go to a particular house number. Sir met me at the door, took the bag with the things I had been told to bring and put the blindfold on me.

I was then led into the house and told that Sir had arranged for two guys to use me, along with himself. I was told to strip and underneath my regular clothes I was wearing knickers, stockings and my cock cage and with a butt plug in place as had been instructed.

I was then directed to kneel down and to start sucking which I did. The guys took turns in using my mouth, spanking me and playing with me. Wrist restraints were added and I was pushed forward onto all fours. Someone then removed the plug and replaced it with a cock. I was fucked in that position for a while until I was told to stand and I was taken upstairs to a bedroom.

Once in the bedroom I was bent over and fucked from behind whilst also been made to suck. I was fucked like that for a while then turned onto my back. People changed positions using me at each end and also making me rim them. This went on for some time and was very intense. Eventually I was rewarded with a mouth full of cum, shortly followed by a second.

When everyone was done I was taken to the bathroom and told to get into the bath. I was then "cleaned" by a warm stream of pee. This was very humiliating and not something I had experienced before.

I was allowed to shower and then change back into regular clothes. I was shown towards the door, thanked the guys who had used me and then the blindold was removed. I never saw anyone who was using me.

Definitely a very intense experience. I hope it was good for everyone else. That's the most important thing of course.

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By *AM2214Man
over a year ago

Manchester Area

"Instructions

"You will need to be at an address in XXXXXX for 11:30. Bring: the underwear you have been told to have, be locked in your cock cage (leave key at home), lube, condoms, blindfold and restraints".

These were the instructions I received from Sir.

When everyone was done I was taken to the bathroom and told to get into the bath. I was then "cleaned" by a warm stream of pee. This was very humiliating and not something I had experienced before.

Definitely a very intense experience. I hope it was good for everyone else. That's the most important thing of course.

my idea of fun

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By *atexpvcTV/TS
over a year ago

chester/Merseyside

Your master sounds an ideal sort of person making you do all those lovely things.does master want to add to his stable of submissive?

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Wow yes so hot mmmm

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By *arah_11TV/TS
over a year ago

Yeadon/Leeds

I've had something similar by one guy and his friend, I'd love to have more!

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

Anticipation

Sir has told me that he wants me to attend an afternoon gathering with him next week. This will be a porn/sex party that is being hosted by a local TV. I understand there will potentially be a mix of people there which could include males, females, couples and TVs of all sexual orientations/preferences. I have never been to an event like this before so have no idea how well attended it might be or what might happen there although of course I can imagine some possibilities. I guess it depends who is there at the time.

Sir has told me that I will be expected to wear heels, stockings, knickers, cock cage and also a gag and a collar with a lead. The items I don't currently have I am expected to get before the event.

This is a very new scenario for me. My previous experiences (which are pretty limited), have all been pre arranged meetings with people who know what to expect or who have told me or Sir what they would like. Going into an environment where I don't know who will be there, especially dressed in the way that Sir has described, makes me feel quite nervous and apprehensive. I have never had to display my submission in that way before in front of people that I have no knowledge of. This is probably more daunting that the prospect of being used sexually as I already have some experience of the latter.

I understand that situations like this are part of my development as a sub but that doesn't necessarily make them easier. Having said that, alongside the apprehension is an element of excitement because I know my limits will be tested and that I will gain experience that will hopefully make me a better sub. I do have a desire to expand my limits and experiences so in that context the apprehension can be seen as a good thing I suppose.

I'm sure it will be a challenging experience emotionally and mentally as much as physically, possibly more so.

I also expect Sir will want me to update this blog with details after the event.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Yes please mmmm

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By *iona_tvTV/TS
over a year ago

Aberdeen

There really are some lovely stories on here. More please....

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

The following is the latest update from my blog. This jumps forward a bit from the previous posts.

Meeting for "coffee".

I pulled into the service station car park at 2pm. I was wearing my cock cage, knickers and a butt plug under my normal clothes as Sir had instructed. I sent a message to Sir to let him know I had arrived. Sir was already there and had checked into the hotel at the services. He came down to meet me and took me to the room he had booked.

Once in the room I was told to strip and to get ready as I had been told to expect. I undressed and put on stockings and red high heels. Once I had done that Sir put wrist and ankle cuffs and a collar onto me. I was also blindfolded.

I was told to bend over the bed then sir spent a bit of time spanking me. After a while I was told to lie face up on the bed. Sir attached the leg and wrist cuffs to some straps that he must have positioned before I got there.

Sir then told me he was going down to the services area where he would be meeting a couple that he had arranged to meet. They had read this blog and were potentially interested in meeting with Sir and possibly in using me to. She being a dominant female and he being a sub/cuck male. I had been told about this in advance so it wasn't a complete surprise. Sir told me it could just be that they wanted a chat and a coffee with him and that I would never meet them. Alternatively, if they were interested I was to be available for inspection and possibly for more if they wanted it.

Sir left the room and I was left alone to my thoughts. I'm not sure how long he was gone but the radio had been left on and I counted roughly eight music tracks, two news reports and a lot of chatter.

In due course, I heard the door open again. Sir entered the room but he was not alone. A female voice said "hello subbie".

What followed, over the next few hours was probably the most stimulating and sensual/sexual afternoons I have experienced so far. It would be difficult to describe everything that happened but I will try to give an overview.

I was left tied to the bed in the same position for a while. Whilst in that position I was spanked, flogged, teased, tweaked, electro shocked and generally stimulated in a number of ways. A cock was pushed into my mouth which turned out to be Mistress Samantha's sub/cuck (who it seems can also have a bit of a dominant streak when allowed).

Mistress Samantha also had me lick her nipples which were delightfully firm. I felt sub/cuck remove my cage and then he started to suck me whilst Mistress Samantha allowed me the pleasure of licking he pussy.

At times I was ignored completely whilst the other three enjoyed themselves on the bed next to or around me. It was hard to tell exactly what was happening but judging by the sounds they were all enjoying it.

After a while, Sir and Mistress Samantha decided that it was time I experienced my first fucking with a strapon. I was unfastened from the bed and told to get on all fours on the bed. Mistress entered me from behind and Sir took up position in front of me so that I could pleasure him at the same time.

After this I was put back to work giving prolonged oral pleasure to Sir, sub/cuck and Mistress Samantha. My jaw and tongue certainly got a good workout. sub/cuck eventually came in my mouth which I obediently swallowed.

Mistress and sub/cuck eventually packed up their toys and left without me ever seeing either of them as I had been blindfolded the whole time.

That hopefully gives a sufficient overview of events without getting bogged down in a blow by blow (pardon the pun), account.

I believe Sir, Mistress Samantha and sub/cuck were happy with the afternoon and satisfied with my performance. I do hope so anyway. It may be that there is a follow on meeting at some point which I am sure Sir will have me record here.

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By *arah_11TV/TS
over a year ago

Yeadon/Leeds

Sounds amazing!

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

I certainly hope there is more to come in this

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By *eppoMan
over a year ago

London Colney

Sounds great !

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

A great story i wish it was me being used.

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

Sir is looking for new scenarios and activities for his sub for 2017 - of particular interest are for sub to be used by couples. Please get in touch if you have any suggestions. Send email to our account on this site and Sir should respond.

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By *arah_11TV/TS
over a year ago

Yeadon/Leeds

I need a sir! Or miss, or couple lol

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By *wofortheladiesCouple (MM)
over a year ago

Reading

Keep us informed

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

Possible meet planned for next Friday

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By *eppoMan
over a year ago

London Colney

"Possible meet planned for next Friday"

Way to go guys

Keep us in the picture

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By *tephens11Man
over a year ago

Leeds

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By *elshmailMan
over a year ago

neath

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

It’s been a while but I may be adding more to this soon......

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By *imale38Man
over a year ago

Barnsley

Wow. I’d love to be in this position.

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