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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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For as many years as I can remember even as a young lad I've always had a very taboo and kinky imagination.at first when I was young i used to be ashamed of myself and block it out but it always returned and I could never resist.it started in my early teens wearing my mums panties and underskirts and not wearing them I'd be wanking about being caught by an aunty or mums friend.as time went on I progressed to bras filled with sox,lacy all in ones,dresses,full outfits while I lay on mums bed wanking fantasising whist at the same time being scared to death.This only happend once in a blue moon and I only fantasised about women catching me.having reached my early 20's and sleeping with a fair few girls I assumed it was just part of growing up and it'd past.id experimented twice with mates sucking cock but it wasn't much so I assumed its just learning and I was straight,until one day soon afterwards it was a Saturday morning and my parents were away,I was horny as fuk in their bed so I decided to slip some panties on,I opened mums underwear draw and started to rummage for a nice silky pair when I saw for the first time a dildo.it was a life like one.i was shocked my mum had got one and started alarmingly getting harder & hornier by the minute.i was shaking with nerves but knowing I was home alone armed with a life like cock and all the clothes I wanted made me feel the filthyest ever.ir started with me layed in undies stroking my balls n cock with vibration which sent me into a frenzy and before long I'd dressed to the nines and sucked and fucked the plastic cock senseless.all morning I was swapping from my ass to mouth until I could no longer hold on I was riding the dildo and wanking my throbbing cock when I just exploded everywhere with the dildo fully up me.it was amazing until imeadiately after I felt disgusted and ashamed.im now in my mid 30s now and till the last few years I've had my dirty secret which popped up every now and again even sometimes meeting strangers to suck off but always hating myself for it.this last year I've finally accepted to myself I'm bi and a crossdresser and I love it going to events as a tigirl.last night was my best so far I went to my usual place city celts,I had a my new nurses outfit on complete with undies full make up wig and shoes.i was only in there 5 mins before I was on my knees in one of the rooms sucking a huge solid cock then a smaller but equally hard cock joined the party.i had both guys solid cocks throbbing in my mouth one then another then together then I reached iny bag pulled out my trusty lady's finger and took turns stroking their balls before fuking my throbbing ass.ive been fucked a few times before but slowly and steady but last night was amazing I got off my knees,lay on the bed and took the bigger cock in my mouth while the other guy fucked me with my own dildo,I wanked the smaller guy and sucked the bigger guy till I tasted his pre come.they told me I was a filthy slut which turned me on so much,I agreed I was and told the smaller guy to fuk me and the other to explode in my mouth which they did while wanking my cock till we all came to a quivering hault.and no regrets what so ever...part 2 my new found fantasys about cousins,friends and colleges I now wank about.do I make a move ...... |
