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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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Background…..
I was 17 years old and walking home from college when a man pulled up and stopped me and asked me for my number. I said to him I wasn’t interested and he left his number with me just in case I changed my mind. Me and my best friend were bored one evening, about 2 weeks after he gave me his number, and I told her about what had happened and she said we should message him, so we did. To my surprise the chemistry was almost instant, so I carried on texting him for the next few weeks, getting to know one another. We met one evening and the attraction was definitely there. We developed a relationship and I was head over heels in love with him and our relationship got sexual. He took my virginity on my 18th birthday and WOW, it’ll be a day I’ll never forget. One day in December something didn’t feel right with my body, I suspected I was pregnant. The next day my best friend came to my house with a pregnancy test and it was positive. I spoke to my ex and to my surprise he spoke of terminating the pregnancy; I told him there would be no chance I would be willing to go through that. Eventually reality kicked in and I knew he didn’t want me to go ahead with the pregnancy and for reasons which a part of me understood. He had been very ill for a few months prior to this and was not working at the time. I knew he was struggling to support himself, never mind being able to support a child. I decided I would not go through with the pregnancy and that termination was probably best. I had an abortion at just less than five months and it’s fair to say it left me devastated. He wasn’t there for me at all during the abortion or after it; he ran away from the situation and buried his head in the sand. We still carried on together as a couple, for a while the closeness was not there. I felt disappointed and let down like anyone in my position would. After six years of being together he ended our relationship. I never came to terms fully with what had happened. I went on the rebound and had a relationship with another man for six years and although he treated me like a Princess I never really developed that spark so I ended it. I met Raja a year or two after and almost immediately we had that chemistry. We got into swinging and he always mentioned my ex, asking how I felt about him, if I wanted or would ever want any relationship with him. He always felt as if what I and my ex had been through held me back and still hurt me. It is fair to say when Raj and I met I was broken, over the years that changed. Me and Raj had an argument a few weeks ago which went along the lines of he thought that I still had feelings for him and the I was not over the past as he was on my friends list on facebook and I would bring him into the mention his name in conversation every now and then. I told him that wasn’t the case and we still had a level of friendship. He only lives round the corner from me and if we bumped into each other we did say hi. Sissy insisted that I delete him off my facebook and have nothing to do with him. I agreed as it was easier than arguing......After thinking some more that night I realised I no longer hated my ex and the past no longer got me down. That’s when I decided that my ex could be used as a tool, we always had that spark and I wanted to use him as a tool to get a ‘’real’’ relationship to humiliate Raja. I knew there would be nothing that would humiliate him than this. I don’t want to live in fantasy land and have a fake relationship. I want to make Raj my sissy in reality!!!!! I started to text my ex and we were speaking for about a week.
First meet….. Sunday 17th August 2014
I was on my way home after finishing work and needed to stop at the cash point. I got out of the car and headed towards the machine at approx 23:25 which Sissy was at my place waiting for me. I pulled out my money and turned around. All I heard was a ''oh my god''. I looked up and I saw the ex at the cash point. I walked towards him and gave him a hug. He didn't let me go, he held me for what seemed the longest time. We started to talk, just about general things all that time he had his arm round me, we were standing very close. If u could see chemistry there would have been electrifying sparks everywhere around us. We ended up hugging 3 times whilst talking, our bodies felt like they were naturally drawn together. What I remember the most is we were talking and we just stopped and looked at each other. One thing I could always do is read him and our eyes were saying to each other we wanted to feel each other's lips. We said our goodbyes kissing each other on the cheeks. I was so excited that night when I got home, so much so, sissy asked me what I was so happy about. That night I and the ex decided to meet up via text. I told sissy that I'd be meeting him for about half an hour for a quick chat. I put him in the boot of my car then I drove to the destination me and the ex agreed to meet at so that he could hear everything that was being said and had a reality check as to what the future had in store for him as a sissy. As soon as my ex got in the car (Monday 18th August 2014 at 00:59) he gave me what seemed like the longest hug and said whispered in my ear that he was sorry. He then started kissing my neck, making his way to my lips, his fingers running through my hair and neck. After a while he asked me if I wanted to go for a drink, I couldn't help but say ‘’yes’’. Knowing sissy was in the boot made it more appealing and my excitement heightened. We got out of the car and he waited for me, he put his arm round me and we walked towards the bar. He bought me a drink and I made sure we sat on the sofas so that we could get intimate. My excitement was going through the roof, after 12 years here we were together again. We sat down on the sofa and talked, it was just a general catch up about what the both of us had been up to. We touched on the past and one of the things he said to me was that I was his biggest regret. After our drink we went back to the car and drove back to where we met. We talked some more and once again our lips met, our tongues licking each other’s.
Second meet…..Wednesday 20th August 2014 at 23:55
I picked him up from his house. He didn't say anything; he just sat back and looked at me. I asked what he was looking at; he gave me a hug and said I was always the most beautiful girl in the world. I started driving, we had a talk about how we both had been, what we had been up to etc. We parked up and got out of the car, I grabbed his hand and it was locked in to mine. We sat in the corner on the sofa at the bar; he was slouching down so his shoulders were touching mine. We talked about general stuff, work, what we both do in more detail. I asked him how he felt about the other night. He said he loved the closeness and he couldn't help himself getting close to me. He just wanted to be close to me, no one could ever make him feel like I did. He rested his head on my chest and I stroked it. By the time we knew it, it was closing time. We went to the car holding hands and had a cigarette. On way home I said I wanted to see where he worked and he agreed. We parked up and walked in again holding hands. He opened the door and grabbed my hand said it was dark and he didn't want me to hurt myself. We were walking through the car and he switched the light on. We walked towards a wall and he was standing with his back against it and I stood with my back against him. I whispered in his ear that I wanted to play a game and suggested that he has to sell me a car. He had his arms around my waist; his mouth was touching my ear. I asked him what the benefits were about buying the Jaguar. He whispered in my ear it had added extras, I asked what and told him I got more added features than a car. He started talking about cruise control; I said you can control my speed and have me go as fast or as slow as you like. He said the Jaguar had heated seats so it would always keep him warm. I grabbed both of his hands and pulled them towards my tits. I said I was also heated but the added benefit is he has something nice to touch. It was so intense, whole body had electric shocks going up and down, it was like something out of a film. I turned around and faced him and asked him what would he rather have the Jaguar or me. He said I defiantly had more advantages than the Jaguar and kissed me. He had his hands all over me….through my hair, my neck, my back and my waist. We went to his office and we started kissing again, again his hands all over me. His hands were going inside my top towards my tits and he was playing with them. He took my hand and I followed him to the chair. He took my top off and started kissing and playing with my tits. I started to undo His belt and took His jeans off. I started touching His cock softly. He put His hands on my cheeks and looked me in the eye and said I never used to do that. He rubbed His cock on my nipples, his pre cum was making my nipples all moist as he was rubbing his cock on my nipples. Gently slapping them with his cock I looked at him and said do u want to see something else I never did. I maintained eye contact with him and moved down. I took His cock in my hand and licked it, still maintaining eye contact. He moaned. I carried on sucking and licking still looking at him. I made him cum, in my mouth and swallowed. U know what he tasted amazing and his cum had tasted just as nice. The first thing I thought about was Sissy tasting his cum, he would have loved the way he tasted.
Third meet…..Thursday 28th August 2014 at 23:19
I picked him up from his house and we headed to the pub, we got out of the car and held hands as we were walking into the pub. We got a drink and sat down on the sofa we always sit on, he was telling me about his day and as usual his head was resting on my chest whilst my hands ran through his hair. After we finished our drink we headed back home, I parked round the corner from his house. He told me he didn’t like other men looking at me and wanted me to be only his. He gave me a hug and started to kiss me, his hands running through my hair and neck. I told him I can’t keep my hands off him and he told me that he is finding it hard to keep away from me and that we should go away for a few nights. We said our goodbyes…..every time I see him, he leaves me wanting more.
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