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By *mma_j_cd OP TV/TS
over a year ago
chester |
Today was a momentous day for me. For the first time, I have dared to venture out of the house dressed. All my time as a CD has been in the closet, I have only in the last few months talked openly and been on cam as a CD. I dressed in my black lace body/suspenders and black thong, barely black lace top stockings and my burgundy jersey dress and my heels. With my hair and lipstick in a bag and my coat fastened I got into my car and drove a few miles out of town and stopped in a quiet lay-by. I put on my wig and Lippy and took off my coat. My blanket was next to me in case of emergency, but with a deep breath I drove off. I knew my plan and was reassured knowing where I was going, my destination was a car park/picnic area further out from town. The drive was so exhilarating and my heart was pounding but I held my nerve and drove. All too soon I arrived at my destination. I pulled into the quietest part of the car park and sat. My hands were trembling and my heart was pounding. I sat and composed myself. After about 10 minutes, I took a deep breath and opened the car door. I felt the cold air on my stockinged legs and I took the first step out of the car. I walked for a few yards and stopped. Yes, I was out in the open dressed for the first time in my life. Clutching my car keys for security I walked for a few more yards. Before I knew it I was at the far side of the car park some 50 or so yards from my car. I started to relax and enjoyed the feeling of the slightly chill wind blew at the skirt of my dress pressing it against my legs which clung and I could see the bumps of my suspender straps through the material. I sat at the picnic table for a few moments taking in the whole experience. A sense of relief flowed through me; I had achieved what I had set out to do, so now I could enjoy the experience of being out in public for the very first time. I let my mind wander as I relaxed even more. The chill wind was starting to catch me so I thought it was time that I headed back to my car. I decided that I would take a slow walk around the car park and make my way back to the warmth of my car. As I walked around the car park, thankfully it was a level surface as I am still not that good on 5’’ heels, enjoying the sound of my heels on the tarmac when I heard the sound of a car enter the car park. I suddenly thought I was caught in the open away from my car. A voice was in my head saying keep calm while my heart was pounding. Slowly the car swung around and headed towards the picnic table where I had just came from but the car had to pass me. Not only was I out for the first time I now had the experience of a total stranger seeing me out dressed. The car passed, the driver was a guy of approx mid 40’s dressed in a smart shirt and tie. He looked at me and smiled and went to park up. I slowly walked to my car, got in and took a moment to compose myself. Once composed I started the drive home. My confidence was growing so on the way home I stopped at a roadside lay-by and put a few things in the boot allowing all the passing cars to see me. I continued to drive home, full of the euphoria of my first adventure out dressed. |