FabSwingers.com forum: why i am i me?

hayes

So i thought id share why my profile us named as such and the journey here.

So the journey started around 10 years ago. I was with liz, i had proposed, she agreed.

I was happy, she was happy or so i thought.

I now naively looking back on it thought i satisfied her sexually. Obviously with hindsight how could i? 5 inches little thick but its a three pump and squirt job.

I did try ensure shr came with fingers and tongue but it was enough as i found out 3 weeks after proposing.

I worked hard, away quite a lot. I didnt come home earky tk hear noises that turned me on now. It was a saturday she gad gone to town shopping so i thought.

I went for a drink in the local and i got a call fron my wifes phone. It was a pocket call and she was being fucked... hard.

I was livid... angry almost went for a walk then went home and waited. She came home at 5pm and i confronted her calmly... asked who she is fucking, she denied i told her to check her phone.

All she said was well i guess you would have found out sometime... wedding is off... and with that packed a couple of cases and left leaving the ring in the dog bowl

I sat there stunned, angry but what could i do? I could try fight but she showed no emotion so meakly accepted it.

I met another woman couple years after... i will continue the story later.

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By *eglover62TV/TS
16 weeks ago

Ayr

Please continue

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By *ust browsing 79 OP Man
16 weeks ago

hayes

Thank you.

So yes i met a woman called sheila we got on great. She was sexy good company and well made me happy... that was until i tried to please her sexyally.

The first time we had sex i did my two pumps... she said "is that fucking it?".

I guess its what Liz always thought but never vocalised, but hearing the shear disappointment crushed me, all confidence went... i tried for couple months to please her until she said she was going to see her ex... i knew he was sexually very good but he lived in scotland so as much as i tried to think nothing of it i couldnt.

Im sorry the kink of seeing my partner fuck other woman with or without permission does nothing for me.

While away i d*unk and d*unk knowing that when she gets back i would split with her. Sex is important to her and i couldnt support her sleeping with others nor did i want to try stop her.. it was best for both of us.

I neednt worry though... i didnt need too... at around 9 am i got a video message on watsapp pf her squirting and her saying "thats the third this morning.. your dumped".

Sorry i dont have that video... i deleted it, not in anger, but resignation. This is two woman in 2... its almost a trend of disappounting woman.

So i focused on work until i metcmy now wife, lovely gorgeous and luckily for me sex is not important to her.

But the years of being put in my place, brutally shown how inadequate i am has planted seeds.

So now im at the start of this journey.

Ive met a man a couole of times not in a sub capacity... yet..

Maybe more later if you want

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By (user no longer on site)
16 weeks ago

Keep going

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By *ragsterMan
16 weeks ago

Blackburn

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By *enticar7Man
16 weeks ago

moreton in marsh

Pls continue

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By *j and c 2Couple
16 weeks ago

mullingar

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