FabSwingers.com forum: Jealousy feeling to swinger

ipswich

This true story takes me back all the way to the early 2000s and how I became who I am today within the swinging community.

My gf and I were young sweet hearts a relationship that lasted through 2000s till 2010 when my world came crashing down. It was the days of the house parties and raves which we always went together but this particular house party I was ill. Never less I said you go I will stay home. We both knew the hosts very well as it was a few streets away plus from previous parties.

10pm came and I felt really rough so took some meds and fell asleep.

I woke up at 8am to my surprise she hadn’t returned home I didn’t think to much of it as her friend Jess was with her and they don’t leave each others side. Tried to call a few times but nothing.

Come mid morning she returns home abit worse for wear. I say did you have a good time was the party good? She spends time telling me all about the party and that shes sorry her and Jess drank a lot and the host happily put them both up for the night.

I week later I bumped into Jess got chatting and said I heard from my gf you both had a good time must of been a wild one if you both crashed out that night.

She says to me I didn’t crash out i went home at 12pm party was boring Jess stayed though!

That night I questioned my gf eventually she tells me that she made a mistake a d*unken one night stand she had fucked the son of the host that night. It felt like my heart had been ripped out of my chest a real sinking feeling.

After that night we parted ways I couldn’t regroup what we had.

Fast forward 6months

I was still single and wanking like there’s no tomorrow until this particular wank. I started to think back to that night the jealously feeling in my stomach was there anyway I started to stroke myself with these flash backs in my mind of my gf fucking this guy. I don’t know why but this made my cock so hard. I ran through every possible scenario of those too fucking and her taking a creamie from him. I blew my load so hard my cum shot across the room.

These wanks went on for a while as my feelings of jealously turned into swinger being shared is the way forward and in my heart I now forgive her and wish I was there that night to have watched the action.

I haven’t had a relationship that allows sexual interaction with others but for those out there that do I’d like to think I have some idea of the feelings involved when watching your other half get satisfied.