I am Cathy, A mature transvestite from Cambridge, I have shared several of my Currant experiences of cruising on htis site, This time i would like to go back in time to explain how i reached this stage, I am sure i was born homosexual , many are and manage to surpress their feelings , Mine were recognised from an early age and instread suppression i was encouraged to nurture these feelings, pretty clothes were given as presents and i was constantly told what a pretty girl i was, Teenage years were always exciting and although in the beginning i wasn't brave enought to venture out dressed i always wore panties and a sports bra under my clothes,It was at this time That i began taking interest in public toilets, The one i passed regularly on my way home was on the corner of a park at Newnham in Cambridge , It was a pretty victorian looking building surrounded by neatly kept bushes Close by was a bowling green , The first time i ventured inside was on a sunny afternoon, Two gentlemen stood at the urinal, upon my entry they quickly moved apart,One turned , giving me a full view of his penis , he was fully erect, I felt my face flush with embarrassment and quickly moved to the vacant cubicle at the end, The ajacent cubicle was occupied, I Dropped my shorts spreading my legs I thought of the erect penis i had seen, and began to stroke myself through my nylon panties , Hearing a shuffling sound from the next cubicle i looked and noticed a large hole in the wall between us, it had been blocked with tissue paper, Feeling more secure now i slipped my panties down and began rubbing my small clitty, I always referred to it as my clitty as an elder friend had told me that it wasn't much bigger than a womans engorged clitoris, I was enjoying the sensation and the picture in my mind of the penis i had seen when i noticed the tissue paper had gone and was replaced by an eye, Iturned to face the hole, excited in the knowledge that i could be seen, I was still stroking when a penis appeared through the hole, I reached out to stroke it, I felt it stifffen in my hand, A hoarse whisper from the other side of the wall instructed me to suck it, I had sucked a few cocks before but this seemed so much more exciting , I hadn't a clue who was the other side of the wall, I leaned in and took him in my mouth, my chin brushed against the sticky residue of past ejaculations ,, To be able to take the full length i got down on my knees and got as close to the wall as i could, For several minutes i sucked the penis as it was pushed forwards and backwards throught the hole,, i was just on a withdrawal stroke when i heard him groan, his cum spashed on my face , some on my lips the rest trickled down the wall from the hole, I sat back on the toilet and reached down for my panties , as i reached down The door pushed open,, The locks had long ceased to work in these places, I looked up into the face of an elderly man , he smiled down at me , " Hello my dear, Your a stranger here, " The refined edge to his voice made me think he was from one of the colleges,, "Your panties are quite stunning, I see you have been a busy girl, make sure you wipe your face before you go home," me moved into the cubicle and pushed the door closed behind him, He opened his coat, and let his trousers fall, , "What will we call you Dear." "My friends call me Cathy" "Well Cathy dear, I like my balls squeezed when i am being sucked, Can you do that for me,? I had to nod as my mouth was already full of his penis ,His strong hands gripped my head as he began to thrust into my mouth,.as his strokes became deeper i gagged and tried to pull away "Thats good Cathy, i like it when you gag , squeeze them harder dear," It was the time i almost chocked that invoked his orgasm, "Oh yes good girl, keep squeezing my balls as you swallow, spurt after sput flooded my mouth, still squeezing i felt his cum sliding down my throat,, " Wonderful Cathy, Your going to be a very popular girl here," Pulling up his trousers he patted my head and left, I looked down on the wet patch on my panties, As i left i could see the two men still standing at the urinal. I soon learned that daytime visits were usually times for Oral, It was several weeks later that i made a night visit, How i learned what a different place it became at night, No longer a pretty victorian looking building it became a very forboding place, Once away from the streetlights The footpaths leading into the bushes were pitch black , The place was lit by a single bulb that barely penetrated the gloom, Even just approaching i could make out forms of men half secluded round the sides of the building, I was full of dread but even more full of excitement, My heels seem to sound like gunshots as they clicked on the concrete floor when i entered, I headed in the dark to where i knew the cubicles were, I pushed on one door, it started to open then was pushed closed by the occupant, The second was the same, My eyes were becoming adjusted to the gloom and i noticed a tall figure come stand beside me, I could see he was an elderly man with a goatee beard, "The glory hole is busy tonight dear, Theres been a queue all evening, You must be the new girl i heard about, " I felt his hand stroke my legs, Feeling no resistance from me his hands went further , he sighed as his fingers felt my stocking tops, leaning back agaist the wall i spread my legs wider,, "Good girl" the hand that was now stroking the cheek of my bottom slipped under the leg of my panties , i felt a finger probe my cunt, In the gloom my own hand reached to stroke him, His trousers were open and my fingers encircled a hard penis, I began to masturbate him , his finger pushed harder and my cunt yielded , my hand gripped his penis harder, he gasped and reaching down removed my hand, shuffling backwards he replaced his penis in his trousers, For a moment i thought he must have climaxed, I then felt his hand grab my wrist, he pulled me to the entrace and down one of the pathways that led to the bowling green, He stopped at one of the benches , stood and let his trousers fall down, then he sat down, He was clearly in an excited state, "Your so much shorter than i dear, I would never have managed in there, " I was still standing , he reached up under my skirt and eased my panties down, , His intentions became obvious and as my panties reached the ground i stepped out of them , I turned to face the bowling green, with one hand on my slim waist , the other holding his penis erect i slowly sat down, We both gasped in unison as he entered me, , once i was fully impaled he circled my waist with his arms , he aallowed me just enough freedom to slightly rise and fall, Hiis hands then left my waist and explored insside my blouse, At that time i barely had breasts but he cupped the soft mounds and pinched the hard nipples, It was'nt long before we both were close to orgasm and as if by divine intervention another figure emerged from the darkness, In a place such as this it did not cause alarm, it was common for men to emerge from the bushes, Obviously we both ceased our carnel activity, Outwardly it just appeared to be a girl sitting on her manfriends lap, "Good evening , I hope you don't mind if i take a seat, I watched you both leave the cottage, " and with that he sat on the bench , I was in such a high state of arousal that i had begun to raise myself and slide back down the hard penis , Leaning forard the moonlight and the distant streetlight would illuminate the w slick white shaft entering my cunt, The pressence of a voyuer only hightened my excitement , my gentleman had hold of my hips now and was in complete control of the speed and depth of my fucking, this left my left hand free, I reached out and took the strangers penis in my hand and began to masturbate him, The night air was filled with sighing, grunting and all the other sounds of three people in sexual harmony, For me and i am sure for the other two the climax was awesome . The gentleman on my left placed his hand over mine to halt my actions, Turning to the man fucking me he said, "Would you mind if i finished in the same fashion as your good self, " My gentleman was close , soon his need would be over, What did it matter what befell me then, I felt his fingers dig into my hips as he pulled me down hard,"Oh yes! " he spasmed quite violently as i felt his first spurt, soon followed by the comforting warmth that spread inside me , I was still savouring the wonderful feeling as i was lifted off the now softening penis , I was still leaning forward as the newcomer shuffled along and took his place, Fresh hands now gripped my hips as i was quite unceromonously pulled down onto a completely different penis, I had previously taken a penis that was slim with a long foreskin that slid back and forward with ease, Now i was being forced down onto a circumstised penis that was much thicker, the head alone was much broader then i had just enjoyed, My salvation was the spunk from my previous lover was offering much needed lubrication, Once i had adjusted to the girth of my new invader i began to enjoy the experience , The pounding was much harder and deeper, Rather than gripping my hips his arms encircled my waist , pulling me down hard so that i accepted every inch, where as my first lover seemed a refined man This man seemed to be a product of the council estate at Trumpington, He knew i was his as long as he wished, He had witnessed that i liked cock and by god he was going to see that i got it, "Well you little whore, what does it feel to have a real cock,? You don't need to answer that i can tell, you fucking love it," He grunted like a pig and pulled me down hard, forcing the breath from me I was still young and although i wasn't a virgin i hadn't taken much cock, I had grown quite experienced as a cock sucker, but at being fucked i was still a novice, I closed my eyes and thought, yes, you bastard, If i am going to get used to taking cock yours is a good one to start with, like the man before he also went for my breasts, pinching my nipples hard, I sensed he was beginning to tire as his thrusting ceased and he pulled me close into his lap, His penis remained rock hard inside me, leaning back against him he whispered in my ear, "Does it feel good being full of my cock then, I thought we may have a problem at first but you took it well," i had experirnced men before that got a buzz from talking and humiliating a sissy girl, so i wasn't surprised when he continued , for me it just prolonged the pleasure i was enjoying, "Oh i knew you would take it , your sort were born to be fucked, , as soon as i felt you pushing down i knew you were a whore, " Carry on i thought I could sit here all night on this rod of iron, "I know your sort, you can't wait for me to spunk so you can move on to the next," i was beginning to think your right i mused, Anyway i hadn't long to wait, I was slowly lifted until the blunt head of his cock rested against my lips .he then pulled me down intil i was full, Before he could lift me again i had risen and was on my way back down, , It dawned on him that the tables had turned and now he was being fucked, again and again i sat back down, much harder than he had pulled me, "Oh fuck yes , ride it you fucking bitch,, Go on Harder , Oh yes , fuck i am cumming " I leaned back with his cock still buried deep inside me , my own clitty spurting weekly as i felt his hot torrent spreading inside me , I lay back on his chest, i could feel him shrinking inside me , "I don't know your name girl but i know your an amazing fuck, , Will you be going back into the cottage tonight, , I expect you will, Your sort can never get enough" I smiled to myself before answering, "I may just check to see if the gloryhole is vacant, ", We uncoupled and adjusted our dress before heading off in different directions, It was three weeks before i visited the Newnham cottage again, Several nights later after visiting another girlfriend i was on my way home , It was a dark night and i was genuinely dying for wee, I pulled up and parked just across the road from the Newmarket road toilets, Thiis cottage was quite notorious , it was a subterrainian cottage ,several other girls that i knew had visited but it was a first for me , From street level very steep steps descended into the gloom , A strong smell of carbolic dissenfectant and urine assaulted my nostrils , I spent three hours in this gloomy dungeon so perhaps i ought to save my account of my experiences of this and other Cambridge cottages for another day , hugs Cathy |
