You are very astute Tom, As far as women went i knew i was and always would be inadequate, I told Pam i recognised she was no different than any other young woman, If i wasnt equipped to satisfy her then i was happy for her to find it elsewhere, I told her i loved her deeply and i wanted to be by her side when she took a man to do my job,she kissed me passionately and told me that whatever took place she only wanted to return to me, I told her that it hurt me deeply to be in this situation but i knew it was my fault, I failed to tell her how excited with my new found pleasure, How i became instantly wet when i saw Maurices penis, How i actually ejaculated when grasped it and held it against her, I have always found the sight of a womens vagina to be quite ugly and complicated, the flaps and hidden orrifices, Since seeing my fathers my desire has always been for penis's ,all different but all wonderful, thin , thick, cut curved wonders with gleaming heads, like Maurice,Long shy ones that needed to be coaxed form their foreskins. I could.nt waiit wait for Pam to take a lover,Most men would be jealous Tom, I was insanely Jealous of her, I wished it was me taking those thrusts,I wanted it to be me that was moaning as he slid his cock inside her, I secretly purchased the same faded denim skirt, the wrap over blouse and the white heels and wore then when i visited the public toilets in the park at night, several times i softly moaned his name as i was bent over in the cubicle as a stranger roughlt thrust his penis into me, "Oh god, Yes, fuck me Maurice, Mmmmm Harder, harder ,Oh yes Now Now Maurice, fill me with your spunk," xxxxx |
