This is purely a work of fiction but is based on a combination of experiences over the years.
Trust is a big thing, understanding that men are very different to women is even bigger.
After weeks of chatting, I begin to understand you, your needs, your wants. The initial response to your profile was that you are submissive in nature and seek dominance.
Dominance comes in many forms, your reply is that you want to hand over control during a meeting. I know however you are no push over this is purely a sexual urge, a need.
For you this is purely about handing over control. Being submissive is relaxing, not having to think, just do as instructed, enjoy every touch, every feeling as it builds up inside.
The language used in D/s world, is as important to any meeting as anything else, it’s an individual to the person, wrong wording can spoil the whole session. For example the dominant wanting to be called daddy (nope) or being called a slut (unless feeling degraded and humiliated is your thing).
The day of our initial first meeting
You receive a my text.
‘You will be ready at 7pm, lighting will be dimmed, candles would be good, you will leave the door unlocked, and be standing naked with your back to the door, hands on the wall - please reply with your confirmation’
The thought of being exposed, naked, vulnerable isn’t something you relished, but it also excites, you can feel your heart rate increase, the adrenaline coarse through your body.
The reply ‘yes master I can confirm I will do as instructed’
This meeting is to test the waters, see our capability, i tell the story from both perspective.
Me: I get ready for our meeting, it’s important that everything is in place, a long hot shower, freshly shaved, moisturised, good aftershave but not too much as I know all senses will be increased later, crisp white shirt, clean shoes. I am the dominant but that is all the more reason to make an effort for my new submissive.
Her: I have doubts, I don’t know this guy, I am crazy, I should cancel. But I want this, no I need to do this, oh god my heart rate is increasing again. I shower, and do my hair and make up and start to get dressed - and remember my instructions - WTF am I doing! I need a drink but not too much I recall a conversation with my potential new master - a little drink to loosen your inhibitions but not too much to dull the senses.
Her: I sit waiting the clock seems to drag, I am not cold but I am shaking as the adrenaline run through my body.
Me: Has the clock stop, time is dragging, I feel my heart rate increase, i am confident in this role, experienced, but the excitement and adrenaline of meeting a new submissive still sets the pulse rising!
To be continued: |
