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By *0n0wall OP Man
over a year ago
Norwich |
It all started during the summer holiday of 2020, Rose’s daughter had gone to her fathers for the week and she was free to explore her new found freedom. We had separated, but reluctantly, neither one of us wanted to give up the incredible sex, intimacy and companionship we had, so Mike proposed her a deal. He knew Rose had a troubled past and that left her with an unhealthy association of intimacy and sex, she needed to be wanted and desired by someone. This was clear by the speed she looked for my replacement whenever we split up previously, this was not only hurtful to see, but sad to know that these men just wanted her for sex, she had the most incredible body, cute face, curvaceous, big boobs and incredibly kinky. However, when they got what they wanted, she was denied that post intimacy affection that she had now become accustomed too, how could all these men be deceptive? He seemed so full of charm and charisma, funny, witty, and a very naughty side, just what every girl wants… Now this agreement was supposed to work for the both of them, she needed that care, affection and intimacy that she knew she could get from him, and Mike needed the same. So the deal, an agreement based on their own selfish wants and needs, they would offer what the other one wanted in exchange for what they needed. They would both be single, free to do as they wished, and wouldn’t have to justify each other’s own selfish actions.
This took a few days to become accustomed to the new norm, those meaningless statements of I love you quickly stopped, once she had admitted that she hadn’t loved him and quite some time. He known this for some time, but the truth is always better than any lie, and they now knew where they stood with each other. They has been swinging together for a couple of years, but Rose was never able to fulfil her hubby’s sexual desires, he enjoyed the cuckold dynamic and regularly encouraged her to go off for a selfish fuck and come back with a fresh creampie for him, but this seldomly happened. Every time she returned from her selfish fuck , she would announce that she wasn’t able to give him what he wanted, as she was consumed with guilt and self-conscious issues that being intimate with a new person can bring. The feelings of disappointment from him, were dismissed when he realised that she was going through turmoil, he certainly didn’t want to put his amazing woman through that pain, just for his own sexual gratisfaction. Rose was a shy and timid woman, but had a fire the roared from deep within her belly, she was desired by everyone, and was the perfect wife. Well, that was what I thought, it turns out that this shy, timid, and completely submissive woman, that was full of self confidence issues was just a deception. The reality was that she the dominant one, that wanted to put her cuckold hubby in his place. She enjoyed every second of her selfish fucks, and the denial of giving him what he wanted. It was a thrill for her to lay naked in bed and lap up the reassurance and affection of her cuckold husband, while having another man’s cum slowly drip out of her. She loved the feeling of a man cumming inside here, and the constant reminders in the hours after. She was asserting her powers of dominance, and her cuckold hubby didn’t even know. It was her creampie, and she wanted to be claimed by that guy, from the moment they started chatting online, the conversation flowed, he was hansom, witty, kinky, and he had a huge cock, how on earth could she turn him down. She wasn’t and she enjoyed every second of it…
However, all lies and deception come out eventually, her cuckold hubby was filled with mixed feelings, how could someone who loved him deny him that pleasure, but at the same time this also made him feel aroused that she had gone off and had selfish fun without him. But as hubby started to accept his place as a cuckold husband, he know he needed to give her what she wanted.
For some time she couldn’t see that she was dominant, how could she be? All these years, all of her fantasies were based on men dominating and taking advantage of her, she felt a state of confusion and frustration, she had lost her identity and she didn’t know who she was anymore. She felt sorry for denying her hubby, but said that she had just felt so guilty for wanting these selfish desires and she didn’t want him thinking any less of her. She was confused, how can she question her own motives? She had been lying to herself for her entire life, and it was clear that she needed to go on a journey of self-discovery… |
