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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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As they walked along the man said to me "I have met many TVs/CDS and sissies in my time but not sure I have met one like you. For most the simple act of putting on something feminine, either for themselves or to please a man, would have their cock rock hard". "Of course their cocks come in different sizes and should of be locked in chastity cages with the keys held by their wife, partner or an alpha man". "But that is not the case with you and that is what intrigues me. You are out in public wearing sissy panties because I told you to which shows me that you like to please even if it does not arouse you".
I thought for a moment and replied "Even though it is embarrassing to admit I can't disagree with anything you just said. I am not sure I can explain it either. It's as if my brain shuts down my little cock when my sissy side comes out or the desire to please overcomes my own need for pleasure". "I have had a few meets with men when I have tried to please them orally, some successful, some not so". "I think in some cases there was a lack of dominance, a lack of knowing I was in the presence of an alpha man, who knew me better than I knew myself". After that semi public admission I was very quiet for the next bit of the walk.
We were both silent as we carried on walking until we reached his car. This is where we had planned to part ways until the next meet if there was one. As I was heading off he looked at me and said "get in the car sissy boy". I hesitated and he just looked as if to say "don't make me tell you again". The tone of his voice made me realise he was not messing so I opened the passenger door and sat in. He got in and locked the doors. He looked over and said "next time I give an order you just do it, is that understood sissy boy, I am the alpha and you have to trust me". I just nodded. He checked no one was around and told me to undo my jeans so he could see the pink panties. I undid my belt and the top so the ribbons attached to the panties lay over the top of my jeans. He looked at them, smiled and said "that's a good sissy boy". Hearing those words sent a shiver through me.
Again checking no one could see he told me to reach over and touch his cock through his trousers. "See what you are doing to me, you dirty little sissy boy. If we were not in public I would shove your mouth on my cock and make you suck it" I didn't know what to say but knew he meant it and was not sure if I would have been able to resist. He then said that the next meet would be at mine. "When I arrive, you will be kneeling at the door wearing just your pink panties and the pink collar you told me about. You will follow me into your living room on all fours and kneel at my feet". "You may feel like you should be in control in your own home but when an alpha male is around, a sissy is never in control".
I then pulled myself together, thanked him for the chat and got out of the car. He smiled over and said "see you soon sissy boy". As I walked home I was not sure how I felt and what I wanted to happen next. I had so many ideas about things I wanted to try, sometimes too many. Maybe that's why I needed an alpha man, to take the decisions out of my hands. Even thinking that was scary though. I arrived home and tried over the next few days to get on with my life and almost forget about the meet. We had not spoken since so maybe he had second thoughts and decided I was not the sissy he wanted.
Three days later I got a message saying "Your place Wednesday 7pm, dressed as we agreed, send address". So direct, so assured of what he wanted and expected. After a few moments I replied with just "ok and the address". As the day and time approached my nerves increased. Meeting in public was one thing, having him over to mine was another. Even though possibly fair to say he had invited himself. At about five minutes before the allotted time I stood by the door, wearing just pink panties and pink collar. Promptly I heard the buzzer go, let him in, opened the door and got on all fours. A couple of minutes later the door pushed open and he walked in. Without saying a word he headed in to the living room knowing I was following behind on all fours. As he sat down he said "Black coffee with one sugar sissy". As expected he was making himself comfortable in my place as if it was his. I crawled to get the coffee, came back and placed it on the table. He motioned for me to kneel at his feet as he drank his coffee, not asking if I wanted one.
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