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By *ubway OP Man
over a year ago
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Chapter 4 – Part 7
My cock was hard as a rock, just thinking about what might happen. Gone was any thought of leaving and feeling betrayed. I was once again focussing on this evening and the prospect of what might happen. Granted I was not too keen to get fucked, but the rules were gradually being taught to me, and I just had to know more.
At the door of the living room, I got onto my hands and knees, and crawled towards Bob. He was sat open legged on a towel draped on the sofa. As I crawled towards him, I saw that Clive was still fully dressed, sat in an armchair to the left, talking to his sub who was kneeling, and sat on his heels in front of him.
I shuffled forward. I noticed Bob was reading some sheets of paper as I approached. Without looking at me, he pointed to a position in front of him which I presumed was the place for me to settle.
I knelt back on my heels, opened my legs to display my hard dicklet and looked at him. He put the papers on the sofa then reached across and attached a leash to my collar. He sat back letting the leash hang loosely in front of me, studying me with a frown.
“I won’t beat about the bush,” he said, “I am still having second thoughts about your indoctrination” Just then, Claire and Sally entered the living room, both wearing bikini tops and flimsy looking light coloured saris around their waists. Claire joined Bob, and sat on the sofa. She grabbed a pillow from the sofa and placed it over her lap. Sally sat with Clive in the other armchair.
Claire picked up and looked at the papers, nodded, then handed them back to Bob. Bob continued.
“This was supposed to be the night, as a sub, you bond with your Master in an all-male audience. Mistress, WAS, to have you round later for her all-lady night.” He looked at Claire, they both smiled.
“Mistress was hoping to join us this evening to celebrate your bonding. Instead, she comes back to find you about to walk out. So, you can see why I am a little annoyed……….” Bob was getting mad again. Claire put her hand on his leg to calm him down.
“Let’s do this.” Claire said.
Bob handed me the first sheet of paper. “So, I have something for you to read out aloud. Everyone here needs to hear you understand when you say you are a submissive cocksucker, that you actually know what it means. If at any time you feel like you do not agree with what is written …… just get up and leave. Do not return ……. Ever. Do you understand?”
I nodded and started reading what was written. ===== Now, I have to say here that these were not the exact words on the sheets of paper. They are the gist of what I remember I had to say. It was everything that today, I know is what a cock sucker is to his Master ======.
I looked at everyone, even the other sub who had now turned to face and watch me. I started reading. “I am a cocksucker……”
Bob interrupted me. “Look up at me and Claire as you read it boy.”
I looked up at them as I read the text. “I am a cocksucker. My place on earth is between the legs of my Master. As a cocksucker, I understand my sexual performance depends on the quality of pleasure I give to my Master along with his kindness in allowing me to get nutrition from his manhood.”
I looked up and saw Claire move her hand to Bobs cock and slowly wank him.
"As a sub, I will come across many superior men and their admirers. It is the natural order of life that superior men will want to be worshipped while many admirers will want to be worshippers.” As the words were getting absorbed into my mind, I couldn’t help looking at Bobs cock in Claire’s expertly wanking hand. His cock was getting harder and thicker, making his foreskin slide over his cock head with each stoke. I swallowed and looked back at the paper
“Men will always sort themselves out into a hierarchy of superiors and admirers. This happens anytime men get together without women. Men will naturally sort themselves out into superior to inferior, top to bottom, he who is the Master, and he who worships the Master.” My dicklet was now so hard. The ring at the base of my dicklet making me very self-conscious that I was erect and twitching. I was desperate to touch myself. My little ball was hanging out on its own, that alone made me feel submissive. I continued reading, being mesmerised by the sight in front of me and the words that were drilling into my mind.
“There is something deeply and overwhelmingly satisfying for a superior Man to be worshiped by a submissive. It is perhaps, even more satisfying for submissives to be granted the opportunity to serve and worship a superior man. Especially a man who will guide, control, and even own the sub for different forms of adoration." I stopped to look up and watch Claire play with her pussy, her other hand under her sari. I wanted to touch my dicklet so much. Just a little jerk to overcome the pent-up feelings I was having. I was getting that feeling of desperation added to the depth of depraved thoughts I was now having. I continued.
“As a cocksucker, my only real sexual organs are my mouth, tongue, and throat. I know that my only necessity in life, is to pleasure my Master, from my only place in life, between his legs. I was born to be a cocksucker. I am only happy and comfortable when humiliating myself worshipping the cock of my Master and feeder, my owner, a superior man.”
Bob took his cock gently from Claire’s hand and pulled back his foreskin. He then used his fingers to open his pee hole and pointed it at me. My dicklet twitched and twitched. OMG I wanted to touch myself. Even Claire was rubbing her pussy quite vigorously now. I quickly looked over at Clive and Sally. Clive had his cock in his hand and Sally was copying Claire and had her hand under her sari. Everyone was masturbating as they watched and listened to me. Everyone except the other naked person in the room. He just knelt looking at me sporting a thick hard on. I looked down at the paper.
“As a cocksucker, I have no needs other than my Master’s needs. I belong on my knees, to be given the opportunity to worship the manhood of my Master. I am always to be hungry and acknowledge that my Master is my feeder. My Master’s sperm is a gift, and if allowed to swallow, my nourishment. I am a cocksucker. I am to be ready to serve my Master whenever, wherever he wants.” I swallowed as my mouth was getting dry. Bob continued wanking and lifting his balls. Looking back, I know now that throughout my time reading that description, Bob was making his cock the object of my focus, making me drink in his superiority and authority, thinking about nothing else except worshipping him.
“I know that my Master wants me to be respectful of his superiority at all times. I must maintain eye contact as I humiliate myself with his cock in my mouth, and I must present my mouthful of cum to him, before I swallow.” I was learning and getting so turned on as I read.
“I promise to totally focus on my Masters’s cock, and HIS pleasure. It is to be my only desire in life. I will learn when Master needs me to suck, swallow and stroke him, without him having to tell me. If he only wants me to suckle on his cockhead then that will for his pleasure and my humiliation. I know my place in the world. I am a cocksucker.”
“I accept that my Master can say whatever he wants or call me whatever name he thinks appropriate while I am pleasuring him. I will show my addiction and need for his cock and cum by begging for it if commanded to do so. I know that as a cocksucker I have many options in life, but I have chosen the path to worship cock. A cocksucker's Master considers his cocksucker, simply as a warm-mouth for his cock, cum and if he so wishes, his pee.” Well that was the first time that I had to think about drinking pee. It didn’t matter. I was committed now so I read on.
“My Master will make my mouth an enthusiastic hole for his warm, nourishing semen and I will swallow my feeder's cum with pride and bond with him in doing so. I must learn everything about the superior man’s cock and what pleasures him the most. Master may also want to subject his sub to deep throating, face fucking, and multiple cocks.” I wondered if that was why it was supposed to be an all male evening?
“As a cocksucker, I may be told to pay my respects to my Masters ass. To do this, I must kneel and bury my face into Masters ass, with tongue out.” This was getting into areas that I had not seriously thought about. I had sucked on Claire’s and Ruth’s gorgeous bottoms, but never sucked a mans bum. The thought just made me more depraved. Even this didn’t make me want to stop.
“As a cocksucker, I realize that my owner may want to play with my ass.” I stopped to look at Bob. Aaaahhhhh the penny dropped. Now this was what Bob was taking me through this evening. Now it was all coming together. I continued reading out loud.
“I must accept his fucking with gratitude. I am nothing but holes for Masters cock and my discomfort isn't his concern. I will never stop until my Master is finished, satisfied or commands me to do so. I realize that my identity in life is in his hands. I will only achieve fulfilment through constant training and practice.”
“I was born to be a real man's cock worshipping submissive using my lips, mouth, tongue and ass to service him. I am a cocksucker.”
I checked the back of the paper then looked up at Bob as I finished reading.
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