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By *ubway OP Man
over a year ago
Bath |
Part 15
It had been over two weeks since my last chat with Clive. Every time I saw him, I was reminded of the damage I thought had done, and it made me feel really bad. I just couldn’t forget it. I even tried to catch his eye just to see if we were good, but I got no acknowledgement or nod from him, so I thought that the swinger’s door had been firmly slammed shut.
But then, I got an envelope in the mail. It was from Clive. I was to meet him in a study room one afternoon at the end of afternoon study periods. Now the nerves had really kicked in. Why did he want to see me?
I made sure that on the day, I was early and waiting in the study room. Lots of scenarios were going through my mind about what he might say and what I would say.
The door opened, in walked Clive. He put his brief case on the desk as usual, and motioned for me to sit. He then changed the sign on the door to ‘Quiet Please – Testing in Progress’, sat opposite me and we just looked at each other for a few seconds. His face was without emotion when he said,
“Bob would like to give you a second chance.” He looked at me for a response. He probably saw in my face my delight and also a sheepish look of my need to be accepted.
“I personally don’t think it’s a good idea,” he continued as he saw my reaction. I was visibly disappointed by his comment. “We gave you a chance, and you blew it. But Bob says we have to give you another chance. Sooooo, John and I came up with this.”
I was very conscious that he hadn’t taken his eyes off me. He pulled an envelope from his brief case and slid it over to me.
“We want you to answer some questions. Think of it as a sort of exam. You pass ……….. you get back in.” He waited a second. “Want to continue?”
I nodded my head and sounding overly eager said, “Yes, of course Sir.”
I opened the envelope and looked at the three sheets of paper. It was all typed and looked quite official. There were quite a number of questions with lines under each one, for which I presumed I had to write an answer. I looked at Clive and he gestured with his hand to carry on,
“Remember to put details in your answers. The more truthful and explicit, the better the mark,” he added.
Thinking back, I can’t remember every question exactly, but these were the main ones. I had a pen, and started with the first question as Clive pulled out and opened a book to read.
1. Have you had sex since the last party?
I wrote down, ‘Yes, with my girlfriend’. I thought I better write more so I included, ‘Fucking, blowjobs, pussy sucking, 69, doggy, missionary’
2. Why are you interested swinging?
My answer, ‘The attraction of being with people who are happy with their sexuality. Particularly, swingers are comfortable if a bisexual male or female wanted to play as well. I have a good sex life with my girlfriend but she doesn’t share my thoughts or desires to be in the presence of a group of people having sex or just watch. Also, I like to do things that are deemed naughty or perhaps depraved when in the company of swingers.
3. When was the last time you ejaculated?
Why did they want to know this I thought. Seems a bit of a weird test especially as I just told them I had sex. Was there another reason? So I wrote, ‘Last night, with my girlfriend when we had sex.’
4. Have you sucked cock since the last party?
‘No, the party was my last time’. I looked at my answer. It was a very short reply, but there was nothing else I could say.
5. What are your BDSM Limits?
I thought carefully about this one, but I didn’t actually know too much about the subject. I stupidly put my hand up to ask Clive. He said, “Pain, caning, needles, blood, straps and collars, rubber, anything you can think of that bondage might involve”. Well I didn’t want to have those welts that some caning produces, nor did I like pins put into me, so I wrote, ‘No marks from caning. No blood”. I thought carefully if I didn’t like anything else. I left that question open for now.
6. If you have safe words, what are they?
I wrote, ‘I don’t have any, but will have some prepared ready for next time should I need them’.
7. Have you ever had anal sex?
‘No cock in bum sex. Ruth and I tried once, but both agreed that we didn’t like it. Vibrators and toys however were a different matter. We have used them to enhance sex”.
8. Have you shaved since the party?
This really was a weird questionnaire, but I guessed that they wanted to know if I had shaved my cock. I wrote, ‘Yes, I shave my cock and ball every day just as I was shown by Claire’.
9. What does submission mean to you?
‘Submission is where someone voluntarily lets a Dominant control him or her.
10. Do you like to suck your partners pussy after you have cum in her?
‘Not done that yet with my girlfriend. She always goes to the toilet to wash, or I wear a condom,’ I lied. I had played with Ruth’s pussy after we fucked and I did once inadvertently get carried away and lick her clit. It was at that point that I had a taste of my cum.
11. Would you call yourself a submissive?
‘No’. I thought a minute about what had happened at the party and thought about Bob. ‘But have had no problem with Dominant persons telling me what to do”.
12. As a cock sucker, do you ever have naughty thoughts when in the company of gay men?
I couldn’t believe that these questions were from two academics. Really? I thought about the party again. Well there were no gay men there so I wrote, ‘No, not had gay thoughts. Not had any experience of being in a non-hetro environment’.
13. When you were younger, what fantasies did you have?
OMG, these questions…….I wondered about this one. ‘I would dream I was getting my cock sucked by a woman with a collar and lead on while watching others have sex’.
14. What qualities do you like in a Dominant man or woman?
I thought immediately about Bob and Claire. ‘Caring. Someone who understands my limits and what they would do to me to make me please them. Understanding my willingness to do anything that makes them accept me’.
15. What BDSM clothing or toys would you like to try?
These questions were making me think that I was being led down an interesting path. I thought about being tied up with ropes and wearing leather or rubber. ‘No problem with leather clothing. Rubber might be a bit sweaty. Would have to experiment with clamps and ropes’.
16. Do you think a woman’s nipples ought to be pierced? If so why?
‘Yes. It looks like it keeps the nipples hard’.
17. What taboo subject turns you on?
I was trying to think of something that was taboo. I wrote down ‘Having to do embarrassing things that I have no control over, but is a turn on for the watcher. Something like dogging’.
18. What do you think about when you have sperm in your mouth? Why?
I used the same terminology in the question this time. ‘Not had sperm in my mouth, but I guess it would be the feel and taste of it’. ‘If it differs from man to man”.
There were a few more questions than I can’t remember, but when I finished them, I gave the papers to Clive. He read my answers, then said. “You say that you dreamed of being sucked off. Did you dream of specific woman?”
I was feeling embarrassed that he would pick that question. “Yes, it was a woman from one of my Dads porn mags Sir, but I do have dreams of just females Sir” I said getting flushed and glowing red in the face. He wrote something on my paper then read out the question about leather clothing. I said that any sort of leather is ok. He asked if collars, cock rings, butt plugs or body straps were ok. I pictured in my mind what I thought a cock ring and plug looked like and said yes of course.
He asked about anal sex. “You say that you and Ruth have not had anal sex. What about you. The question asked, Have YOU had anything up your arse like fingers or a dildo?”
I said that I put fingers in me just as Claire told me to do when washing. Claire told me to buy a douching set, but other than that, I have only had a dildo in me. He then just slid the papers back to me and told me to go through once more and add anything in case I forgot. I was then to sign it at the bottom of every paper so that they knew it was from me. |
