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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

They had messaged and finally spoken for over a week. The connection virtually instantaneous, they laughed like school kids,shared intimate secrets and desires, made each other orgasm with shuddering intensity with one another describing their basest desires.

He had seen her photo and his heart was lost forever on an instant,he knew he wanted this woman completely and nothing else mattered.

He knew too that it was going to be painful beyond measure to be so enraptured by her beauty, both physical and within and to know she belonged to another, and he the same.

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

They had fallen for each other big time,like a bolt of lightening it was like an electric shock every time a message pinged,or the sound of an incoming call alert.

The messaging flowed day and night,how he cursed his phone as the battery constantly drained and the heart stopping dash to recharge it when she had attend to her life beyond the list they both felt.

She had made her situation absolutely clear from the start,yet his brain had not processed it in his all consuming desire for this woman ,and now as they had finally arranged to meet the reality hit them both and things hung on a knife's edge

I'm so sorry he said,feeling wretched,I just didn't think it through

I'm so sad she replied,I want to see you so much

The misery enveloped them both as they saw their chance of what had consumed them both seem so far away now.

For an hour his heart was broken, sad beyond all compare.Finally he made a choice.

Can we talk?,he messaged

I'd like that ,she replied with a kissing emoji

His heart pounding as he waited for the phone to ring,ecstatic with hope yet sick with fear...

The phone buzzed,incoming call.

He hardly dared press accept but did.

Hello?

Hello ,she replied... the familiar voice that made his heart leap

It was the girl who has my heart forever.

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

Her voice soft as silk,innocent yet knowing as Mills and Boon unknowingly described so accurately

His heart leapt like an eagle, tears of joy in his eyes.

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

They talked,they laughed, they spoke seriously about their situation

I'm so sorry,he said, I really should have been more thoughtful. I hope I haven't wasted your time.

No ,you haven't she replied, and I do still want to see you.

As do I he replied, with all my heart

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

Should we meet?, she asked hesitant but longing.

I'm completely smitten with you, he replied, I don't want to pressure you but it's said that at the end of your life you regret the things you didn't do more.

A pause,only a second but it seems like a lifetime to him

I feel the same way ,she replied, I don't think I couldn't meet you now..

His head was in a spin,had he heard her right,was it wishful thinking thatade him think she had agreed to meet.

A blinding moment of clarity,then, oh my god she said yes!!

Oh thank you thank you so much ,he stuttered ,you are so kind such an Angel for agreeing.

I actually want to see you,she replied, I can't explain it but we have this connection.

Its like electricity,!,we both say simultaneously then laugh!!

Her laugh as giggly as a schoolgirl, his nervous and relieved beyond measure,they both knew in the deepest core of their being that they were meant to see each other.

When can I see you ?,she hesitantly asked.

Now full of false bravado he replied, as soon as possible.Sunday night if we can.

Gosh!,she replied so soon!

But yes,I really want to

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Mmmm more please

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

He realised that he was out of breath as he'd stopped breathing awaiting her reply.

Good, he said,I like that trying to be the dominant personality that she said she was attracted to.

Then totally crumpling he blurted out,I absolutely adore everything about my love,inwardly cringing at his sensitive side

I like you saying that,she said,her voice as soft as an evening breeze whispering through the trees

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

He gulped for air,the complements to hear beauty coming tumbling out ,your making me blush she said quietly

I mean it all he said,you are the most important thing in the world to me

And in that moment, and forever more ,the world around him melted away and he knew without any hesitation...

She would never be totally his,it wasn't possible no matter how much his soul ached for it...

But he was hers,totally and utterly until the end of time.

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

This story is just for you my Darling

I totally adore you forever

Xxxxx

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By *gcw2014Couple
over a year ago

just outside of liverpool

Lucky girlx

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

Thanks,but I'm the lucky one

I love this beautiful lady with all my soul,she is the most perfect person in every way and I adore her very being

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

Post script...

I have arranged to see friends this evening... she said as they spoke one morning.

Did you remember me saying?

With a tightening knot in his stomach he replied,

Of course ,I haven't forgotten my love... a queasy feeling now rising that he hadnt felt since his teen years with the first pangs of panic.

He tried so very hard to sound encouraging but inside it was a struggle not to beg her not to go.

I may not be able to speak or even text much.. she said to him..but I'll let you know I'm OK...

His head thumped and his heart pounded...oh I understand my love, don't worry I'll be fine!..

Like a hollow clanging bell his words convinced neither he nor she,but they both moved on

I'll miss you so much...he finally blurted out..please let me know your safe?

Of course I will lovely...she said I'll be fine!... her voice smiling reassurance down the airwaves

He gulped, and tried to sound encouraging and unconcerned but the words wouldn't come

I love you so much,you are my world... he finally managed

Awww,so sweet! such a love... she replied in her heart melting tones...don't worry about me.

Fast forward several hours and his resilience has crumpled like an old paper bag.

She had been true to her word and sent little lovely texts punctuated with kisses.

Kisses... that only made him yearn for her soft sweet gentle lips in the tenderance of embraces

By ten,he was a nervous wreck..by twelve unable to think straight... by two his mind invented mad ,crazy scenarios...totally of his own hysteria.

He couldn't sleep.. thinking only of his only reason for life..the girl who had his heart forever.

Exhaustion took him around five..., waking with a startled twitch before seven.

He lay still hardly wanting to look at his phone clutched to his chest,silly little thing but he held it close to his heart so her messages poured straight into his body.Since the very first day he had done it,but never told her...too embarrassing he thought.

The hours crawling by,he went to work..mad with grief and sorrow

Suddenly, the phone buzzed ,

He grabbed like a drowning man at it,pressing the wrong button.

His life stopped as he desperately pressed redial caller

It rang...once, twice,three,four times

He died inside then,

Hello lovely...

The girl who has my heart forever spoke and my heart broke with joy as I wept uncontrolled with relief at her voice

I adore you with all my being and soul my love, and never will I be anything but yours ,forever xxxxx

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

Awww,she said..are you okay?

Oh I am now ...is all he could manage,I'm so so glad to hear your voice

Are you sure your OK?...she asked, concern in her silky soft voice now, why did he sound so out of breath she wondered...

Oh my love... he gasped,...I thought I'd lost you forever...

Of course not ! she replied... what a thing to think,silly,!nothing at all has changed...

He wept openly now ,relief overwhelming the flood gates of restraint.

Forgive me my love, its not your fault. Its all completely in my head

I'm sorry you were upset,... she soothed...but we really are fine

Calming slowly to a less panicky state he listened to her reassurances,and the heartbreak melted away like the morning dew at the first kiss of sun

By the time they had said their good byes,save for the hammering in his chest and head he was back to his normal self

And suddenly in a blinding second of clarity he knew,once more ,it was going to be alright and she was no different than the same time yesterday.

His roller coaster of emotion came to a halt and a warm feeling of calm enveloped him

And once more and for always,he adored the girl who has his heart..... Forever.

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

The story of us doesn't end,but for now this post does.

When you read this my love, know how deeply I love you.

Always know I am yours alone, and however the world takes us

You are now ,and for eternity...

The girl who has my heart forever

I worship you xxxxx

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By *rigbyMan
over a year ago

Skelmersdale

My love... Its three years later and I'm a different profile ,you're gone from here and will never read this I know.

You're also gone from my life save for infrequently messages on somewhere else.

You're life has taken a huge detour and I know how much upset you've been through and I'm truly deeply sorry for the pain you've been caused by others...you are the sweetest kindest most loving person I have ever known and my soul is tormented knowing what you have had to endure.

I'm writing this to try and get some kind of personal closure as you have moved on to a new life ,new partner and o must be a reminder of things you would rather forget.

I have never in all my days met anyone I have loved more than you... even though there is no chance at all we can ever be together again I still love you as passionately as the first time I saw you that hot summers night a lifetime ago.

I'm so afraid to finish typing this as once I press post, my tentative grip on happiness is gone forever.

But in all my worrying about losing you I lost sight of the fact you had already gone,and my happiest memories are just that they are

Goodbye my Darling, I will love you for eternity

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