FabSwingers.com forum: I love my partner which is why..

By *lmostAnything OP Man
over a year ago

Keighley

I love my partner which is why when I heard her having sex with our neighbour's husband and the wife laughing while she bites back screams and moans louder than she ever has for my smaller cock; I didn't walk away.

When I heard two minutes prior laughter from both the women in the kitchen and the husband shouting my name and then asking "Can you hear us?" I knew it was coming, so on the other side of the wall I didn't react one bit.

Shook but not surprised?

My ex wife cheated on me very badly, so how can I be surprised that now another woman I have devoted myself to which has claimed to be loyal and truthful and told me on bane of my death not to go near anyone, has done this?

Yes inside I'm shook but it doesnt feel like it did before.I would confront her as I have before... but I know the exuceses, the lies, the claims that I'm paranoid, hearing things before the aprubt turning of suspicions on to me.

But do I let her get away with it? Be bitched avout and miss out on the fun i could have? Not a chance.

Months go by to over a year.

Those neighbours moved away quicker than they bursted into our lives and wham bang thank ye mammed my mrs.But I know that whenever the offer is on a plate for her again she'll take it.I get myself lots of lovely cock fun while I'm away though so what do I do next, ask if she'd be interested in threesomes with another man.Her reaction was a verbally violent backlash, stating how she'd never want that and can't believe I would followed by a daunting night of questions of her being enough for me, is it cause i want to play away, do i want other women?And telling me with melancoly that I'm the only man she wants.I know shed be lapped up on fab like a dog chained to a garden fence on heat.Couples always do here.So for a while that thought of having another man over to please her and even perhaps me and him is really turning me on. And the thought of eveyrything being in clarirty made me feel light and clean.Unfortunatley though.I have a partner who wont ever admit going behind my back so we have to just continue sneaking around and living are own seperate realities of the situation.Where as I would prefer we be open and sharing and honest, and share a lot of new experiences together that's not how it seems it will ever go.I hope you liked reading if you made it this far thanks, do share your thoughts or questions on my situation and has anyone experienced anything simalar they'd like to share?