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By *atindoll OP TV/TS
over a year ago
edinburgh |
Ever since I was abused by an older guy I have needed to feel and look like a woman,I dont hold any grudges though,I enjoyed sucking proper mens cocks from a young age,no one forced me,its just what I wanted.
As a boy the first mand cock I sucked was a scout leader,his cock was so big I could barely get it in my mouth,my friends brian watched as I sucked him and I was proud a real man would want me.
I used to spread my legs for my friend,his cock wasnt all that big but I loved from an early age being the girl.
Throughout my teens I dressed in my mums clothes-she had silk stockings and it's one of my biggest regrets I waited till she had got rid of them before telling her I dressed because I absolutely loved those stockings.
I lived in spain for a time and though I still loved dressing I was trying hard to be a man so even though many men felt my bum or obviously gave me a come on,I didnt know what to do..though I have to admit I loved them touching me.
One night I get picked up by an Algerian lad,he asked me to come back to his place and though I was very d*unk it never occurred to me he wanted to fuck me.
His place turned out to be a squat in a gorgeous seafront villa,when we got there he stripped me naked and I went along because I was d*unk...we spent the night kissing and cuddling and I sucked his cock all night long,he got between my legs and pulled them wide,I knew he wanted to fuck me so I drew my legs up to my chest and guided his big cock into position.
The daft hadn't brought lube and couldn't enter me even though I really wanted it.
After spain I told my mum and girlfriend about it and they gave me lots of skirts dresses stockings and suspenders...I fucked my girlfriend dressed in stockings and her nurses uniform but it wasnt enough.
I answered an ad in the local paper and met a guy cled Steven,he was hairy like an ape but had a huge cock..the first time he fucked me I had my long legs over his shoulders,he wasnt sure I could take it but I encouraged him and so I took his huge cock to the balls inside me,he texted me after and complimented me for being able to take his cock...I saw him about 8 times more and one day asked him to piss on me.
So after I had swallowed his spunk I got in the bath and he asked did I want his piss on my face or chest.
It wasnt planned but as started to urinate across my face I opened my mouth,he laughed and directed the stinking yellow piss into my open mouth,I swallowed a mouthful and spat out the rest.
He proceeded to piss all over me and I loved it.
He had said he wanted to buy me a wedding dress but after I had been his urinal I backed off...a huge regret as I now want to wear a wedding dress and marry a man to become his fucktoy.
My mother died and so I stopped dressing for a while.
My need to be female persisted though and 10 yrs later I answered another ad.
This guy told me about fab as he used my cunt.
I joined and since then I have been fucked by 20 men,I had offered Steven bareback sex but he didn't want me that way.
As I started to be fucked by different men on fab I finally knew that I wanted cum in my cunt,its no different from a dildo in the ass when my superior fucks me,I never feel satisfied...so I started offering myself to men that wanted to breed me.
So far I have been bred by 12 of the 22 men who have used me and I love the feeling of a real mans spunk bubbling out of my cunt,I wish I could be a full time woman for a man that would share me with others.
I need to be filmed being fucked,and I want the film to be all over the net so lots of real men know I'm a slut that will be their fucktoy.
None of this story is fantasy,it all happened as described.
I need cock and cum so much,I desperately need to be gangbanged by at least 5 men,I would prefer it to be bareback but know that many of the men that will fuck me are married and will use condoms...I want to get married change my name and become a fucktoy for my husband...will I do it?...mebbe lol. |
