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By *ribsa OP Man
over a year ago

A box at end of your bed

Felt suicidal?

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Have you? X

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By *SAchickWoman
over a year ago

Hillside desolate

No definitely not, thankfully. Have you OP?

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

There's some nosey feckers on here tonight

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Yes

It was an attempt to run away from a truth

In the end, logic won out

I faced up to it and have never looked back

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

"There's some nosey feckers on here tonight

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By *ribsa OP Man
over a year ago

A box at end of your bed

Yes not at this moment in time thankfully.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Yes. Its not a good place to be, if your like me and wear a smile to mask whats going on inside i urge you to speak to someone. I havnt until recently and not so long ago almost did the unthinkable.

Please speak to someone

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By *stellaWoman
over a year ago

London

Yes. I struggle with suicidal ideation. It’s normally a low hum and totally manageable (but usually there). Sometimes it’s noisy.

Don’t be afraid to talk about it. That way demons lie.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

"Yes not at this moment in time thankfully."

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By *tella HeelsTV/TS
over a year ago

west here ford shire

Yes had a bad case of depression

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Yes, twice, I came very close on one of those occasions.

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By *stellaWoman
over a year ago

London

116 123 Samaritans free phone open 24/7 (there’s a text online option too)

Just popping this in for anyone in need.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

It’s crossed my mind on a few occasions but thankfully didn’t stay long. Best thing to do is speak to someone and seek any help you may need.

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By *oodguyeddieMan
over a year ago

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Yes, at times... I always thought about how much it would hurt my mother for me to do something like that... stopped me every time.

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By *ribsa OP Man
over a year ago

A box at end of your bed

"Yes, twice, I came very close on one of those occasions."

Me too only the once for me its not a good place to be. I was sat on the end of a pier at the point of jumping.

I cannot swim. Yes I know another story

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Yes! Often,and although I don't suffer depression, or have anxiety but if it wasn't for my kids it is doubtful I would be here, if it were not for them I serve no purpose

And I'm ok with that, not saying that for attention, or for sympathy. It is what is is.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Thankfully I don't think it's in my DNA. I've dealt with some proper nasty shit that would make some ppl want out on life but I've always felt a drive to get through it, maybe it's to do with being a single parent and having someone who relies on me and who I can't let down? I don't think it's a strength, I'm a week, impatient, distracted idiot quite often, just I don't think ending things is something I could ever think of, life's too precious for me and seeing the shit and loss that comes from death crystallises that even more for me......

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By *ribsa OP Man
over a year ago

A box at end of your bed

"Yes! Often,and although I don't suffer depression, or have anxiety but if it wasn't for my kids it is doubtful I would be here, if it were not for them I serve no purpose

And I'm ok with that, not saying that for attention, or for sympathy. It is what is is."

I know that feeling too. It's how I am living right now.

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By *ribsa OP Man
over a year ago

A box at end of your bed

Need to add but reasonably happy

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

My son who lives with me has been sectioned before and constantly makes plans to do it. Its awful and I just love him as much as I can. He's 20 with all life ahead of him and it breaks my heart x

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

"My son who lives with me has been sectioned before and constantly makes plans to do it. Its awful and I just love him as much as I can. He's 20 with all life ahead of him and it breaks my heart x"

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

I feel soo helpless reading this.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

No I haven't. Most of my family are gone so I gotta keep going

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

"No I haven't. Most of my family are gone so I gotta keep going

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this is a tough read even more. People really get dealt a ton of shit hey x

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By *mmabluTV/TS
over a year ago

upton wirral

"Felt suicidal? "
Yes when younger

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

"Felt suicidal? "
all ok mate? I just have to ask.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Yes once, till the nieces came along gave a different outlook. Were it not for them coming into my life I wouldn't be here.

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By *adbury girlWoman
over a year ago

Lanarkshire

"My son who lives with me has been sectioned before and constantly makes plans to do it. Its awful and I just love him as much as I can. He's 20 with all life ahead of him and it breaks my heart x"

Sending hugs as that is one of the hardest things to cope with when you know your child is suffering and you think you cannot help them.

You will be helping him though as you are there for him and it will be a comfort to him although he may not be able to show it.

I hope he finds the strength to access supports local to you as there are so many groups trying to raise awareness of mental health issues especially for males just now xx

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By *ribsa OP Man
over a year ago

A box at end of your bed

"Felt suicidal? all ok mate? I just have to ask. "

I am ok honest thank you for asking

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Yes, sometimes life deals you a shit hand. I had what was described as an 'existential event'. I didn't see it coming and it scared the crap out of me. I'm now on a mission to make it better for the next person. If your in a bad place talk to someone. My filters are always off.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

"No I haven't. Most of my family are gone so I gotta keep going

Mine too ...

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

"Felt suicidal? all ok mate? I just have to ask.

I am ok honest thank you for asking

Good stuff. Had to ask

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By *unningFoxWoman
over a year ago

Leeds

Yes. I have really only my mum left to live for and she is in different country. Adult life is. it easy but you somehow keep going and being positive

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Yes

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

I have never wanted to kill myself but have just wanted to not be here anymore, quite a bit

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