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"That I cant take my mum is dying and its eating me up inside " so's my dad....been watching him go for the last year now. | |||
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"That I cant take my mum is dying and its eating me up inside " Well i was going to write something trite... My thoughts are with you x | |||
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"That I cant take my mum is dying and its eating me up inside so's my dad....been watching him go for the last year now. " I have been through that. It is very sad. | |||
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"Not much. If I don't feel like smiling I won't. If someone says to me 'smile, it might never happen' they get told exactly why I don't want to smile. 30 seconds in, you can see the 'I wish I had kept my fucking mouth shut' look in their eyes. Maybe next time they won't try n be amusing." I ask them 'don't you think it already has?' That does actually make me smile. | |||
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"Not much, I'm crap at hiding feelings and my heart is usually on my sleeve." | |||
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"That I cant take my mum is dying and its eating me up inside " it sucks. Blooming hard thing to cope with | |||
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"That I cant take my mum is dying and its eating me up inside so's my dad....been watching him go for the last year now. I have been through that. It is very sad. " it is, been watching him slip away with a brain tumour for 12-13 months now. one thing though, on our journey through the various wards and hospitals he was on (he's home now) there are so many even worse off. as it goes, we still sort of have him for now and that alone is reason to smile. i refuse to wallow in self pity and misery, he'd hate that | |||
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"That I cant take my mum is dying and its eating me up inside it sucks. Blooming hard thing to cope with " It is.. usually im fine but last night got me when she came in to my room to cuddle me & wanted to tuck me in, now we both knew at my age i dont need it but I let her do it anyway as its just one of those things I can remember x | |||
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"The truth " This | |||
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"Behind your smile.." The despair and depression...the fact i desperately miss a specific person... | |||
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"Utter filth. " But when you unleash your fingers on that keyboard that smile isn't hiding anything | |||
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"A lot of things, I'm not good at letting people in so the smile hides the fear that I'm not good enough. X " I know that feeling so well....years of being told im.not good enough | |||
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"A lot of things, I'm not good at letting people in so the smile hides the fear that I'm not good enough. X " Everyone is good enough. | |||
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"Nothing. If I smile it means I'm happy. If I don't smile then you probably don't wanna know. " | |||
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"Behind your smile.." A stiletto. *Not the shoe variety. | |||
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"Behind your smile.." something darker than I look, a past I hide behind a prison of a smile. | |||
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"Behind your smile.." My emotions are clear to see: I don't hide anything. If I'm smiling and it reaches my eyes, I'm happy, if I'm smiling and my eyes aren't...stand back! | |||
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"Not much really, I'm pretty happy in my life, so the smile is reasonably genuine most of the time. " Same as this. | |||
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