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any one from your past you were to shy to tell them you liked them

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By *layfullsam OP   Man
over a year ago

Solihull

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

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By *hocotreacleWoman
over a year ago

lost in the city of Atlantis

So sad....

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By *etillanteWoman
over a year ago

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Hell was feeling bad before I read this

Brought back memories of someone that I never got the chance to tell how I felt about him before he was killed

Kevin I love and miss you even after all these years

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

yep....

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By *arambarMan
over a year ago

swindon

Absolutely loads.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

No, as far as im concerned there is no point in living in the past. Mina xxx

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By *umourCouple
over a year ago

Rushden


"No, as far as im concerned there is no point in living in the past. Mina xxx"

Oh I so don't believe that! We all live in the past to one degree or another. That is where we came from and that is where we picked up our experience to get us where we are today.

I'll bet that you sit in a quiet moment and think back to stuff you've done. Maybe you have no regrets, but we can't help our memories!

And yes, I had someone who I really fancied! She was always going out with older guys and we thought that was her "thing" Turns out (years later at the 25 year re-union!) that she went out with the older guys cos none of us wanted her!!! DOH!!!

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By *layfullsam OP   Man
over a year ago

Solihull


"No, as far as im concerned there is no point in living in the past. Mina xxx"

"Learn from the past, look to the future, but live in the present."

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


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"Learn from the past, look to the future, but live in the present.""

Sometimes it's so easy to say, but putting eyes front and walking one slow pace at a time forward is more the difficult road than the road you know and have travelled. xxx

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