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By (user no longer on site) OP   
over a year ago

It appears homosexuality and bisexuality are becoming a lot more accepted these days, and that can only really be a good thing.

I had been bi curious for a number of years, but never ever dared to mention it to anyone, yet alone act upon it.

Growing up in Leeds in the 80's puffs were frowned upon, gay was and still remains a word to be used as an insult, or/and a way of something is rubbish. I shied away from my own bisexuality for years, I'd always and still remain more attracted to females.

I was always awkward around women and didn't have my first sexual experience with a girl till I was 22, I was leathered and didn't rise to the occasion (something which still haunts me today)

Not much longer afterwards came my first experience with a guy. A typical introduction to homo/bisexual activity I'm inclined to believe. I walked into a public convenience, with purely innocent intentions. Stood at the urinal was a guy in his early 60's, I walked to the one and only cubicle, which surprise, surprise didn't have a lock.

As I stood peeing the old guy kept peering through the cracks in the door. My initial feeling was utter disgust, and I wanted to punch him. I zipped up and walked out in utter disgust, but for some reason I turned around before reaching the exit and asked the guy if he wanted a blow job?

He nodded and I duly obliged, I enjoyed the experience and as he became close to losing his load he told me he wouldn't cum in my mouth. I looked up at him and told him I wanted him to, sure enough he did and I swallowed every drop.

I felt such a rush, so much excitement and the thrill of being possibly caught, the fact it was a guy felt so dirty. I loved it and wanted to tell the world, but instead I kept it a sordid secret; one which still haunts me slightly, despite my enjoyment of bisexuality encounters. This isn't fantasy, it will be a true indication into me as a person and how sex is the best and worst thing in my life...Shall I continue?

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By *atnip make me purrWoman
over a year ago

Reading

Please don't feel haunted by having brewers droop. I would guess every guy here has experienced it.

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By *apidaryMan
over a year ago

Glasgow

Continue telling your story or living your life? By all means do either or both, exactly as it pleases you!

Wonderful that the world is more accepting to do. One of the genuine ways in which our lives have improved over the generations that have gone before.

I remain entirely straight. Not out of stubbornness, simply because it seems to be the way I'm built. You would have no more right to persuade me I'm secretly bi than the tell someone who was homosexual that they were repressing their inner straight person. But I regard it as thoroughly regrettable that I'm straight. Anything that expands your ability to appreciate beauty in all its forms, and opens your life to additional enjoyable experiences, has to be a good thing.

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By *isaB45Woman
over a year ago

Fabville

It's ok to be bi.

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By (user no longer on site) OP   
over a year ago

I continued to meet the first guy I had engaged with frequently, same time same place. He gave me a lift home and we discussed things we'd like to do, his name was John, he was married and I think I'd fallen for him. One particular day the gents we visited had become particularly busy, John waited outside and I followed shortly after. He asked me if I knew anywhere else we could go? I did and we headed there, it was a disused toilet in a park and it was perfect as nobody ever came to disturb us. We used it often and it was only ever oral and only ever one way.

One day we'd arranged to meet, so I made my way to the toilets, but as I got closer another guy was heading there. It completely unnerved me and I walked away, John who was driving towards the toilets looked at me with a real look of disappointment.

I sometimes look back and wonder if John had arranged for the stranger to join us.

After this moment John would drive away from me and blank me whenever I approached him. I then decided, I'm not gay or even bi, I've scratched an itch and had fun in the process, but I am a straight young man.

I finally met my first girlfriend at the age of 24, it was love, real unadulterated love just the mention of her name set my heart racing. I still lived at home at this moment and we used to stop over at either her house or mine, the weekends were our time and we'd often meet lunchtimes depending upon our work schedules.

I was working as a shelf stacker for a DIY store, I'd been there a little while and made some good friends. The store I worked at had a refit, as the work was going on we worked nightshirts. One of my friends who was a few years older started knocking off one of the refitters behind his girlfriend's back. I was appalled, and couldn't fathom how someone could have sex behind their partners back.

I remained totally committed to my girlfriend and we eventually moved in together...

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