FabSwingers.com forum: May the 4th

By *parrow77 OP Man
over a year ago

cheshire

Well today is my favourite day Star Wars day although for past 8 yrs it was also the anniversary with my ex.

This is the first one since split and feels very strange she walked out last June so nearly a year.

But with Facebook memories reminding me and cos the date was not only Star Wars day but anniversary feels strange.

Today felt hard as I wanted hide away and not speak or anything but instead was in work and having teach so lots of everything I didnt want.

But now home and feel low again going watch Star Wars and try distract brain from wollowing and maybe build Lego set bought as treat earlier.

Sorry for post but feel bit lots and low cos what today used mean and can’t shake the feeling esp as I keep thinking was my fault and stuff although it wasn’t but obviously for someone to just decide one day life great and plans etc and next of am off just still feels hard as still don’t know reason.

Anyway may forth be with you, remember to be mindful of the revenge of the fifth and please be careful of the rise of the sixth. Hehe

By *parrow77 OP Man
over a year ago

cheshire

"I hope you’re feeling brighter"

Thanks was ok in end tried distract brain.

But hard when somethings still feel raw esp when ex posts on social media started new relationship on same day as our old one.

But onwards I guess