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By (user no longer on site) OP   
over a year ago

I mean a proper broken heart. You can't think about anything/anyone but him/her. You feel physically sick. Stomach pains. Loss of appetite. You keep checking your phone to see if they've messaged you. Everything you do reminds you of them. No motivation to do anything.

I have twice. The first time was just over 12 years ago and she was my first true love. I remember we split up just before Christmas and I was in pieces. I had stomach pains, I didn't want to do anything and I even struggled to go to work a few times. It was awful and back then I felt as though my world had ended lol.

The second time was over 5 years ago (less than a year after I split with my ex wife). I thought I finally met someone who shared my interests and made me laugh. We both knew the other was on the rebound but we just went with the flow. We had fallen in love. We'd only been together for 6 months but things were moving very fast and considering she had just come out of long term relationship (2 weeks before meeting me) and me a three year marriage (I split with my ex wife three months earlier) she felt she needed time to find herself. I was severely heart broken. I'd sit in my lounge most of the day doing nothing. I'd keep checking to see if she had messaged me. I even went to Dubai for a week to see a friend in the hope I could forget about her. It really was awful.

Now the strange thing is, when I split from my ex wife I had no feelings of heartbreak at all. I had about a month to myself to gather my thoughts and have some me time afterwhich I was back out there enjoying life.

Strange how things go. I just thought I'd share my heartbreak experiences as I read something the other day which made me reflect.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

It’s like grief, and you really can’t see past it but experience shows you otherwise so maybe you were prepared this time. When u love someone and for whatever reason it can’t work or they don’t feel the same thats hard too. Iv seen people older couples literally lose the will to live when their life long partner dies. I’d say that’s the equivalent of dying of a broken heart.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

A good heart these days is hard to find

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By *riar BelisseWoman
over a year ago

Delightful Bliss

Romantically no

In life 2 times, death of people who were my world

My dog was the worst, I literally curled up in a ball and howled

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By *offiaCoolWoman
over a year ago

Kidsgrove

Not a person no. The loss of two dogs in my life was a physical and mental pain.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"A good heart these days is hard to find "

So please be gentle

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"Romantically no

In life 2 times, death of people who were my world

My dog was the worst, I literally curled up in a ball and howled "

Every dog I’ve lost the same, even though most had long happy lives. Hugs.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

I have felt heartbreak once, its awful and is most definitely grief.

Her x

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

It is truly the worst. The grief thing is so true but maybe worse on your psyche as you know its from rejection.

I can't really speak in detail about mine but when it happens, there's a void that can't be filled with anything no matter how hard you try.

Even a trip to do the food shopping had me in tears because it was something we'd always done together. The one person who you'd spoken to about everything, who supported you through every tough time was no longer there when you needed them the most.

It's tough and I'll be very careful before I let myself get that involved again

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

I watched my husband die. My heart physically ached. That stuff stays with you

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"It is truly the worst. The grief thing is so true but maybe worse on your psyche as you know its from rejection.

I can't really speak in detail about mine but when it happens, there's a void that can't be filled with anything no matter how hard you try.

Even a trip to do the food shopping had me in tears because it was something we'd always done together. The one person who you'd spoken to about everything, who supported you through every tough time was no longer there when you needed them the most.

It's tough and I'll be very careful before I let myself get that involved again "

But we should always love like we’ve never been hurt too, it’s hard not to let that pain change you build

Walls etc, but you do find it again when it’s meant xx

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"I watched my husband die. My heart physically ached. That stuff stays with you "

That’s so sad I’m sorry you had to go through that xx

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By *arker secrets 321Man
over a year ago

West Bromwich

Ad my heart shattered in Oct. Like u couldn't think couldn't eat kept checking my phone .even thought about ending my life .so loved her .she as moved on .I'm not going 2 av another relationship x

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By *undayTarkaMan
over a year ago

South West,

Yes ive gone through it the last year, horrible even now, even worse knowing i had my chance!

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"It is truly the worst. The grief thing is so true but maybe worse on your psyche as you know its from rejection.

I can't really speak in detail about mine but when it happens, there's a void that can't be filled with anything no matter how hard you try.

Even a trip to do the food shopping had me in tears because it was something we'd always done together. The one person who you'd spoken to about everything, who supported you through every tough time was no longer there when you needed them the most.

It's tough and I'll be very careful before I let myself get that involved again

But we should always love like we’ve never been hurt too, it’s hard not to let that pain change you build

Walls etc, but you do find it again when it’s meant xx "

Maybe it'll just take a long time with me (and lots of dates - years of them!!).

I hope you're right, one day I'd love just to have that closeness again.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"It is truly the worst. The grief thing is so true but maybe worse on your psyche as you know its from rejection.

I can't really speak in detail about mine but when it happens, there's a void that can't be filled with anything no matter how hard you try.

Even a trip to do the food shopping had me in tears because it was something we'd always done together. The one person who you'd spoken to about everything, who supported you through every tough time was no longer there when you needed them the most.

It's tough and I'll be very careful before I let myself get that involved again

But we should always love like we’ve never been hurt too, it’s hard not to let that pain change you build

Walls etc, but you do find it again when it’s meant xx

Maybe it'll just take a long time with me (and lots of dates - years of them!!).

I hope you're right, one day I'd love just to have that closeness again. "

You will x it will happen when it’s right xx

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By *rumpyMcFuckNuggetMan
over a year ago

Den of Iniquity


"Ad my heart shattered in Oct. Like u couldn't think couldn't eat kept checking my phone .even thought about ending my life .so loved her .she as moved on .I'm not going 2 av another relationship x"

That's awful mate. Sorry to hear that , but I get why you dont want another one . Time is hopefully a healer for you

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By *dam1971Man
over a year ago

Bedford

Yes, a couple of times.

Knowing how hard I took it is a sign of what she meant to me, and that was an amazing place to be.

Getting over it is absolutely shit though

They say time is a great healer although I’d say it’s mediocre at best as it’s so fucking slow

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Yes once.

A long time ago - it's like grief mixed with insanity.

But like everything else you get over it.

I was young and fearless then - I booked a round the world trip for a year starting in Fiji which was the furthest point away on earth to go.

It helped a lot

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Just once I thought he was the one I was so wrong

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"It is truly the worst. The grief thing is so true but maybe worse on your psyche as you know its from rejection.

I can't really speak in detail about mine but when it happens, there's a void that can't be filled with anything no matter how hard you try.

Even a trip to do the food shopping had me in tears because it was something we'd always done together. The one person who you'd spoken to about everything, who supported you through every tough time was no longer there when you needed them the most.

It's tough and I'll be very careful before I let myself get that involved again

But we should always love like we’ve never been hurt too, it’s hard not to let that pain change you build

Walls etc, but you do find it again when it’s meant xx

Maybe it'll just take a long time with me (and lots of dates - years of them!!).

I hope you're right, one day I'd love just to have that closeness again.

You will x it will happen when it’s right xx "

It's certainly made me stronger because of it and not putting up with any less than I deserve.

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By *rder66Man
over a year ago

Tatooine

After a 9 year relasionship. We are actualy good friends now I also have a good relaionship with her hudband.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

I have experienced heartbreak once. Its definitely grief and was incredibly painful, it felt like a physical pain.

Her x

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By *2000ManMan
over a year ago

Worthing

Do you mean in my love life? Yes but I easily move on...no problem.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

It is grief...long time ago romantically but felt it when daughter left home for uni...pining

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By *host63Man
over a year ago

Bedfont Feltham

No I endured too much in my childhood to allow it to happen.

I am not insensitive.

And I do care for others, but I had to learn to control my feelings

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By *isAdventure69Woman
over a year ago

Hampshire


"A good heart these days is hard to find

So please be gentle "

With this heart of mine

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"A good heart these days is hard to find

So please be gentle

With this heart of mine "

I think you’re amazing.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"It’s like grief, and you really can’t see past it but experience shows you otherwise so maybe you were prepared this time. When u love someone and for whatever reason it can’t work or they don’t feel the same thats hard too. Iv seen people older couples literally lose the will to live when their life long partner dies. I’d say that’s the equivalent of dying of a broken heart. "

My Mum and Dad were married for 66 happy years until my Mum died of cancer. They were devoted and loved each other right to the end. My Dad lived for another 2 years but eventually died as he just didn’t want to live without her - he def died of a broken heart.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Sending virtual manly brotherly hugs xox

If you want to talk about privately hit me up x

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By *1011Woman
over a year ago

Barnsley

I split from my husband last year but I think it had been long overdue so although it was upsetting I wouldn't say it was heartbreaking.

I think the worst I felt was a miscarriage, I couldn't control my emotions at that point, for months I'd get randomly upset and have little control over it.

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By *isAdventure69Woman
over a year ago

Hampshire


"A good heart these days is hard to find

So please be gentle

With this heart of mine

I think you’re amazing. "

Haaaaaa thank you for spreading the love

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By (user no longer on site) OP   
over a year ago

I've not even thought about heartbreak in the sense of loss of life. I was just talking about it in relationship terms. But yes, I can absolutely see heartbreak through losing a partner through illness too.

I'm a electrician and I go to properties where the occupier/owner maybe haven't seen or spoken to anyone for days/weeks so they are looking forward to me going there so they can talk. The amount of elderly customers I've seen who offer me a hot drink and then begin telling me how they lost thier husband/wife a few months earlier. You can just see the heartbreak although they try thier best to put on a brave face. One lady told me she met her husband just after the second World War at a fair and he gave her a trinket of some sort and that she knew he was special so she went home and put it in a keepsake box. They married and were married for 65 years before he passed. She was truly heartbroken, you could see it in her face but she still laughed and smiled while telling me stories. She then showed me the trinket her husband gave her all those years ago. Apparently she hadn't even shown it to her 2 daughters. I'll never forget that lady.

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By *eah BabyCouple
over a year ago

Cheshire, Windermere ,Cumbria


"Ad my heart shattered in Oct. Like u couldn't think couldn't eat kept checking my phone .even thought about ending my life .so loved her .she as moved on .I'm not going 2 av another relationship x"

That’s upsetting to read that you felt that low, you won’t be the only one who’s felt that way after a relationship ends but in time they have been healed to the extent they do go on to have another relationship, if you were once happy before this person you will be again, I’d say don’t close yourself off or you could miss out on the chance of love again x

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By *lueEyesEnigmaMan
over a year ago

Dublin


"I watched my husband die. My heart physically ached. That stuff stays with you

That’s so sad I’m sorry you had to go through that xx "

I want to echo the response above

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

No thankfully. Well, not romantically. But when I lost my dad I felt broken for a long time and still do some days, especially the last few weeks with some family issues. I just wish he was here so I could talk to him and have some normality. *must not cry*

I'm sorry to anyone who has gone through heartbreak. But in a way it's very beautiful, as it means you shared a part of your life with someone who was very special.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

I have, but I didn’t realise it at the time only looking back I realise how fucked up I was.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

I have, it came from nowhere and I thought we were stronger than covid but alas, it wasn’t meant to be.

It is what it is and I’ll get over it x

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By *ophieslutTV/TS
over a year ago

Central

It's also some of the intensity and feeling when you discover your trust has been broken, by someone cheating

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"I have, it came from nowhere and I thought we were stronger than covid but alas, it wasn’t meant to be.

It is what it is and I’ll get over it x

I think you are amazing. "

How did your experiment go? X

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By *ionelhutzMan
over a year ago

liverpool

3 times.

Its exactly the same process you go through when someone dies.

I'm not sure I believe all that stuff about it making you more human because its absolutely horrible to go through.

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By *innie The MinxWoman
over a year ago

Under the Duvet

It hurts like fuck.

You think youll never get over the pain.

Spoiler alert...you will.

Maybe a bit bruised and dented, maybe a bit cynical and wiser but you do get over it.

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By *iobhan123Woman
over a year ago

Deal

Yes sadly, taken me 2 years to properly get over it and get my life back

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By *indergirlWoman
over a year ago

somewhere, someplace

This time last year. The first person I let into my heart since my split, he broke it again. Welling up now even thinking about it and typing this.

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By *rumpyMcFuckNuggetMan
over a year ago

Den of Iniquity


"This time last year. The first person I let into my heart since my split, he broke it again. Welling up now even thinking about it and typing this."

Awww its awful you've been through it

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By *rincess peachWoman
over a year ago

shits creek

I have indeed.

At some point I'm gonna get a tattoo on my inner wrist. I'm not entirely sure what it's gonna say or how to word it, but something like "we don't break promises" to remind myself not to go there again.

Not to allow another person too close.

I broke that promise to myself 2 years ago and it ended very badly.

It confirmed that I was a fucking moron and should have never believed it could have been any different.

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By *rumpyMcFuckNuggetMan
over a year ago

Den of Iniquity


"I have indeed.

At some point I'm gonna get a tattoo on my inner wrist. I'm not entirely sure what it's gonna say or how to word it, but something like "we don't break promises" to remind myself not to go there again.

Not to allow another person too close.

I broke that promise to myself 2 years ago and it ended very badly.

It confirmed that I was a fucking moron and should have never believed it could have been any different. "

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Yes.

It's been two years and I still have days when I struggle - some days I am fine, some days I get angry, some days I get really sad.

I am not really sure if I'll ever love or trust like that again.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Yes and I never thought I'd get over it. Devastation isn't a strong enough word to describe what happened. But I did recover and I'm a better person for having experienced it.

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By *hatYorkLadMan
over a year ago

York

Yep, a couple of times in my late teens where I thought the world had ended after being dumped by girlfriends, and another time when I was 26 with a girl I was head over heels in love with and I pined over for a long time afterwards. I feel like I've become much harder/numb with my emotions in the years since and don't think I could ever get heartbroken like that again, at least not over a relationship. There's a lot more raw emotion in young love that is hard to feel again when you get old and jaded.

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By *eliWoman
over a year ago

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"I have indeed.

At some point I'm gonna get a tattoo on my inner wrist. I'm not entirely sure what it's gonna say or how to word it, but something like "we don't break promises" to remind myself not to go there again.

Not to allow another person too close.

I broke that promise to myself 2 years ago and it ended very badly.

It confirmed that I was a fucking moron and should have never believed it could have been any different. "

I've never had a broken heart, well not in a romantic sense anyway. I think I'm too cautious to allow that to happen. The sadness in this thread is palpable.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Lost my dog after 14 wonderful years together 12 months later I still miss him so much my heart is truly broken

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By *affron40Woman
over a year ago

manchester

The most broken I’ve been was when I left my husband. It’s very possible to break your own heart. It’s all a learning curve and you do grow and heal in time. Still saddens me to this day, but there was never a moment or regret or what if.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Yes.

I had a broken heart even though I ended my marriage.

It was a hard decision and I still loved him but it needed to be done for various reasons.

I lost 5 stone in weight and was sad for a long time

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"I watched my husband die. My heart physically ached. That stuff stays with you "

Cant imagine how that must have felt. X

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"The most broken I’ve been was when I left my husband. It’s very possible to break your own heart. It’s all a learning curve and you do grow and heal in time. Still saddens me to this day, but there was never a moment or regret or what if. "

It was as if we were both typing the same thing at the same time then

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By *affron40Woman
over a year ago

manchester


"The most broken I’ve been was when I left my husband. It’s very possible to break your own heart. It’s all a learning curve and you do grow and heal in time. Still saddens me to this day, but there was never a moment or regret or what if.

It was as if we were both typing the same thing at the same time then "

Weird!!

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By *ionelhutzMan
over a year ago

liverpool


"Yep, a couple of times in my late teens where I thought the world had ended after being dumped by girlfriends, and another time when I was 26 with a girl I was head over heels in love with and I pined over for a long time afterwards. I feel like I've become much harder/numb with my emotions in the years since and don't think I could ever get heartbroken like that again, at least not over a relationship. There's a lot more raw emotion in young love that is hard to feel again when you get old and jaded."

I think it can hurt as much as you get older tbh

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"I mean a proper broken heart. You can't think about anything/anyone but him/her. You feel physically sick. Stomach pains. Loss of appetite. You keep checking your phone to see if they've messaged you. Everything you do reminds you of them. No motivation to do anything.

I have twice. The first time was just over 12 years ago and she was my first true love. I remember we split up just before Christmas and I was in pieces. I had stomach pains, I didn't want to do anything and I even struggled to go to work a few times. It was awful and back then I felt as though my world had ended lol.

The second time was over 5 years ago (less than a year after I split with my ex wife). I thought I finally met someone who shared my interests and made me laugh. We both knew the other was on the rebound but we just went with the flow. We had fallen in love. We'd only been together for 6 months but things were moving very fast and considering she had just come out of long term relationship (2 weeks before meeting me) and me a three year marriage (I split with my ex wife three months earlier) she felt she needed time to find herself. I was severely heart broken. I'd sit in my lounge most of the day doing nothing. I'd keep checking to see if she had messaged me. I even went to Dubai for a week to see a friend in the hope I could forget about her. It really was awful.

Now the strange thing is, when I split from my ex wife I had no feelings of heartbreak at all. I had about a month to myself to gather my thoughts and have some me time afterwhich I was back out there enjoying life.

Strange how things go. I just thought I'd share my heartbreak experiences as I read something the other day which made me reflect. "

Just once, 2 years ago.

Can't believe I got to 50 before it happened.

It's still as raw as it was 2 years ago. I don't feel like I will ever recover.

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By *rumpyMcFuckNuggetMan
over a year ago

Den of Iniquity


"Lost my dog after 14 wonderful years together 12 months later I still miss him so much my heart is truly broken "

It hurts I know

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Yes it’s a horrible thing to go through

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By *eah BabyCouple
over a year ago

Cheshire, Windermere ,Cumbria


"Lost my dog after 14 wonderful years together 12 months later I still miss him so much my heart is truly broken "

10 years since the loss of mine and still miss him daily, got his ashes in his photo frame and I kiss him morning and night, thought my heart was going to stop along with his

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By *hatYorkLadMan
over a year ago

York


"Yep, a couple of times in my late teens where I thought the world had ended after being dumped by girlfriends, and another time when I was 26 with a girl I was head over heels in love with and I pined over for a long time afterwards. I feel like I've become much harder/numb with my emotions in the years since and don't think I could ever get heartbroken like that again, at least not over a relationship. There's a lot more raw emotion in young love that is hard to feel again when you get old and jaded.

I think it can hurt as much as you get older tbh"

But you have your coping mechanisms by then and the life experience to know that you will get over it eventually and life will carry on. When you're younger and it's the first time you've ever felt such intense feelings for someone it absolutely destroys you when it gets snatched away from you, and there's nothing you can do about it because for whatever reason they just don't want you any more.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

My heart broke at 8.45am 31st October 2015 when my wife at the time woke me up and said “I’m four months pregnant. It’s not yours. I’m off to work now. Chat later. Bye.”

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By *rincess peachWoman
over a year ago

shits creek


"Yep, a couple of times in my late teens where I thought the world had ended after being dumped by girlfriends, and another time when I was 26 with a girl I was head over heels in love with and I pined over for a long time afterwards. I feel like I've become much harder/numb with my emotions in the years since and don't think I could ever get heartbroken like that again, at least not over a relationship. There's a lot more raw emotion in young love that is hard to feel again when you get old and jaded.

I think it can hurt as much as you get older tbh

But you have your coping mechanisms by then and the life experience to know that you will get over it eventually and life will carry on. When you're younger and it's the first time you've ever felt such intense feelings for someone it absolutely destroys you when it gets snatched away from you, and there's nothing you can do about it because for whatever reason they just don't want you any more."

Not if you haven't been taught or been lucky enough to learn "how" to deal with your emotions in a healthy way.

The pain at 42 was no different to the pain in my younger years.

When I was younger I had hope. Hope that things would be different, hope that although I was sad that there are plenty of other people in the world and a lifetime to meet them. Adventures and good times along the way. There's no rush right?!

The older you get that hope diminishes.

You realise that due to nature/nurture you've been predisposed to be drawn to those who are not healthy for you. Your upbringing and life experience has infiltrated your whole being.

I can't teach myself to be attracted in a romantic sense to people I'm not.

So with time comes a greater loss than "just" love. It's a loss of hope too.

You don't just not trust others, you lose trust in yourself to make the right partner choices, coz until now, you've fucking sucked at it and if anything your choices have done bugger all but confirm you're fucked in the emotional department.

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By *iamondsmiles.Woman
over a year ago

little house on the praire

No not really. Ive been sad when some relationships have broken up but ive usually got over it after a couple of weeks.

I know my heart will be broken when jay dies though

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"My heart broke at 8.45am 31st October 2015 when my wife at the time woke me up and said “I’m four months pregnant. It’s not yours. I’m off to work now. Chat later. Bye.”"

Ouch! Brutal and horrible thing to do

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"I watched my husband die. My heart physically ached. That stuff stays with you

Cant imagine how that must have felt. X"

Just utterly horrific. You don’t want to believe what you’re seeing. It’s not like tv show where it’s quick, it took a long time and the doctor told the nurse to turn the sats machine off as we were all glued to it watching his bp and heart rate slowly drop. The noise as they turned off the ventilator and he took two breaths on his own, no words. I’ll never forget that noise as long as I live

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By *rumpyMcFuckNuggetMan
over a year ago

Den of Iniquity


"I watched my husband die. My heart physically ached. That stuff stays with you

Cant imagine how that must have felt. X

Just utterly horrific. You don’t want to believe what you’re seeing. It’s not like tv show where it’s quick, it took a long time and the doctor told the nurse to turn the sats machine off as we were all glued to it watching his bp and heart rate slowly drop. The noise as they turned off the ventilator and he took two breaths on his own, no words. I’ll never forget that noise as long as I live

"

Just unimaginable, this is one of those times where you truly have no words that will suffice except sorrow

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"A good heart these days is hard to find

So please be gentle

With this heart of mine "

I was humming that and scrolling to the end. You beat me to it.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"I watched my husband die. My heart physically ached. That stuff stays with you

Cant imagine how that must have felt. X

Just utterly horrific. You don’t want to believe what you’re seeing. It’s not like tv show where it’s quick, it took a long time and the doctor told the nurse to turn the sats machine off as we were all glued to it watching his bp and heart rate slowly drop. The noise as they turned off the ventilator and he took two breaths on his own, no words. I’ll never forget that noise as long as I live

"

I hope this week wasn't too hard o you thinking of you..

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By *ecretlivesCouple
over a year ago

FABWatch HQ

It might help some on this thread if they realise that a 'broken heart', and the feelings around it, can be a real observable physical change in the shape of the heart, called Takotsubo cardiomyopathy.

The left ventricle in your heart temporarily weakens and extends. It is not a heart attack. Noone is sure of the cause, but it is rapid onset and the common trigger is believed to be acute distress or emotional shock.

So next time someone says "it's all in your mind", they may want to think again. Technology now lets us see that it isn't.

British Heart Foundation link

https://www.bhf.org.uk/informationsupport/conditions/cardiomyopathy/takotsubo-cardiomyopathy

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"I watched my husband die. My heart physically ached. That stuff stays with you

Cant imagine how that must have felt. X

Just utterly horrific. You don’t want to believe what you’re seeing. It’s not like tv show where it’s quick, it took a long time and the doctor told the nurse to turn the sats machine off as we were all glued to it watching his bp and heart rate slowly drop. The noise as they turned off the ventilator and he took two breaths on his own, no words. I’ll never forget that noise as long as I live

"

I'm so sorry

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By *toC Thats MeWoman
over a year ago

Sheffield

Yes, the whole experience for me is a bit of a blur. My kids kept me going I had to carry on for their sake and I’m grateful for that. X

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"I watched my husband die. My heart physically ached. That stuff stays with you

Cant imagine how that must have felt. X

Just utterly horrific. You don’t want to believe what you’re seeing. It’s not like tv show where it’s quick, it took a long time and the doctor told the nurse to turn the sats machine off as we were all glued to it watching his bp and heart rate slowly drop. The noise as they turned off the ventilator and he took two breaths on his own, no words. I’ll never forget that noise as long as I live

I'm so sorry "

I can’t imagine your pain, but I really admire your strength to talk about your loss.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

When my dog died that really hurt I felt it for a long time after and even after nearly ten years still have his lead hung on the back of a door

Another was when my uncle died really feeling for my Auntie and cousins it was very painful heartbreaking x

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"I watched my husband die. My heart physically ached. That stuff stays with you

Cant imagine how that must have felt. X

Just utterly horrific. You don’t want to believe what you’re seeing. It’s not like tv show where it’s quick, it took a long time and the doctor told the nurse to turn the sats machine off as we were all glued to it watching his bp and heart rate slowly drop. The noise as they turned off the ventilator and he took two breaths on his own, no words. I’ll never forget that noise as long as I live

"

Such anguish...unbearable and horribly surreal

So sorry for your loss x

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By *parkle1974Woman
over a year ago

Leeds

Once from a relationship, I will never let a man get that close to me ever again and one very personal time that I will never get over, that pain will stay with me until my last breath. My will never be the same again

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Thanks for letting me unload a little you gorgeous people.

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By *rincess peachWoman
over a year ago

shits creek


"Thanks for letting me unload a little you gorgeous people. "

Thanks for being honest

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"Thanks for letting me unload a little you gorgeous people.

Thanks for being honest "

It was the anniversary of his passing a few days ago, so been a rough week for the kids and I

Think I just needed somewhere to let it out a little x

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By *eliWoman
over a year ago

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"Thanks for letting me unload a little you gorgeous people.

Thanks for being honest

It was the anniversary of his passing a few days ago, so been a rough week for the kids and I

Think I just needed somewhere to let it out a little x "

I can't imagine what you've been through and it won't mean much but sending you a virtual hug. It's good you can let some of it out x

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

If you’ve got one ( which I am starting to doubt) then everyone has....

Grief and love do strange things to us.....

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"Thanks for letting me unload a little you gorgeous people.

Thanks for being honest

It was the anniversary of his passing a few days ago, so been a rough week for the kids and I

Think I just needed somewhere to let it out a little x

I can't imagine what you've been through and it won't mean much but sending you a virtual hug. It's good you can let some of it out x"

It means a lot so thank you. I just wish the hugs were real x

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By *otSoPoshWoman
over a year ago

In a ball gown because that's how we roll in N. Devon

Yes. My heart has been broken before. And smashed into tiny pieces. I thought I was rebuilding it but I think that's unlikely now.

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By *orthern StarsCouple
over a year ago

Durham


"I watched my husband die. My heart physically ached. That stuff stays with you "
.Can't begin to imagine that pain. Brave lady

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"Thanks for letting me unload a little you gorgeous people.

Thanks for being honest

It was the anniversary of his passing a few days ago, so been a rough week for the kids and I

Think I just needed somewhere to let it out a little x "

That was so sad to read I can’t imagine what you are going through I’m thinking of you xx

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"I watched my husband die. My heart physically ached. That stuff stays with you .Can't begin to imagine that pain. Brave lady "

xx

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"Thanks for letting me unload a little you gorgeous people.

Thanks for being honest

It was the anniversary of his passing a few days ago, so been a rough week for the kids and I

Think I just needed somewhere to let it out a little x

That was so sad to read I can’t imagine what you are going through I’m thinking of you xx"

Thanks cutie x

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

I’m ok, you’ve just got to get on with to havent you, my kids are my world and keep me going x

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Yes, twice and all the physical symptoms you describe come with it ... can’t think straight, can’t sleep, can’t eat, the last time i lost a stone and a half in just over 2 weeks and my appetite didn’t come back properly for a long time , cried non stop for probably a month , normally hunger and dehydration would be triggers for migraines and i kept think “you are going to make yourself sick” but it never came because really your body is already sick and already dealing with that - the emotional side is to be expected but the physical side blows my mind , how your body just wants to shut down

like pinkgenie said i find its alot like grief but in some ways more difficult because they didn’t stop existing, they just stopped existing in your life , the rejection and wondering what path they end up on without you, the feeling of failure from not being able to make it work on top of the grief is difficult

its gets a little better after a while but the depression stayed alot longer, just better hidden. both times if i found occasion to talk about it, it would bring me to tears still up to 2 years later - long after i was over the person and the relationship i wasn’t over the pain or the sense of loss , and i think that part stays with you and makes it harder to let yourself fall in love again

ive been in lust many times, but true love just a few and its the aftermath that confirms that for me

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By *inky_couple2020Couple
over a year ago

North West


"Thanks for letting me unload a little you gorgeous people.

Thanks for being honest

It was the anniversary of his passing a few days ago, so been a rough week for the kids and I

Think I just needed somewhere to let it out a little x "

You can always let it out on here or by PM. Massive hugs

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"Thanks for letting me unload a little you gorgeous people.

Thanks for being honest

It was the anniversary of his passing a few days ago, so been a rough week for the kids and I

Think I just needed somewhere to let it out a little x

I can't imagine what you've been through and it won't mean much but sending you a virtual hug. It's good you can let some of it out x"

sending hugs

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By *inky_couple2020Couple
over a year ago

North West

I've not really had romantic heartbreak. Breaking up with my son's dad when I was 16 wasn't pleasant but needed to happen.

My heart broke on 25th January this year, when my phone rang at 21:34

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By *rincess peachWoman
over a year ago

shits creek


"I've not really had romantic heartbreak. Breaking up with my son's dad when I was 16 wasn't pleasant but needed to happen.

My heart broke on 25th January this year, when my phone rang at 21:34 "

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By *uriouscouple83Couple
over a year ago

Worcester


"I've not really had romantic heartbreak. Breaking up with my son's dad when I was 16 wasn't pleasant but needed to happen.

My heart broke on 25th January this year, when my phone rang at 21:34 "

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

what also blows my mind is that i am generally quite detached from people in life - not on purpose , it’s just who i am no matter how hard i try, not all that family oriented , never been the best at keeping close friends , i have friends i love but not those people you talk to every day and live in their pockets type thing , and i very rarely get close to men - so can’t fathom why when i do i let them get so far under my skin

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By *indergirlWoman
over a year ago

somewhere, someplace


"Thanks for letting me unload a little you gorgeous people.

Thanks for being honest

It was the anniversary of his passing a few days ago, so been a rough week for the kids and I

Think I just needed somewhere to let it out a little x "

Sending you virtual hugs

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago


"I mean a proper broken heart. You can't think about anything/anyone but him/her. You feel physically sick. Stomach pains. Loss of appetite. You keep checking your phone to see if they've messaged you. Everything you do reminds you of them. No motivation to do anything.

I have twice. The first time was just over 12 years ago and she was my first true love. I remember we split up just before Christmas and I was in pieces. I had stomach pains, I didn't want to do anything and I even struggled to go to work a few times. It was awful and back then I felt as though my world had ended lol.

The second time was over 5 years ago (less than a year after I split with my ex wife). I thought I finally met someone who shared my interests and made me laugh. We both knew the other was on the rebound but we just went with the flow. We had fallen in love. We'd only been together for 6 months but things were moving very fast and considering she had just come out of long term relationship (2 weeks before meeting me) and me a three year marriage (I split with my ex wife three months earlier) she felt she needed time to find herself. I was severely heart broken. I'd sit in my lounge most of the day doing nothing. I'd keep checking to see if she had messaged me. I even went to Dubai for a week to see a friend in the hope I could forget about her. It really was awful.

Now the strange thing is, when I split from my ex wife I had no feelings of heartbreak at all. I had about a month to myself to gather my thoughts and have some me time afterwhich I was back out there enjoying life.

Strange how things go. I just thought I'd share my heartbreak experiences as I read something the other day which made me reflect. "

I was also glad to see the the back of my exwife. I have been fucked over a few times in my life. Some people use you for their own agenda. But karma does get the bastards back on times and i had a few front row seats to view it . In comparison jenny is the love of my life and we share this kinky side of us as we both loved it as singles on here.

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By *arlot_CharlotteWoman
over a year ago

Manchester


"Thanks for letting me unload a little you gorgeous people.

Thanks for being honest

It was the anniversary of his passing a few days ago, so been a rough week for the kids and I

Think I just needed somewhere to let it out a little x

I can't imagine what you've been through and it won't mean much but sending you a virtual hug. It's good you can let some of it out x

It means a lot so thank you. I just wish the hugs were real x"

We’re having hugs as soon as we can Mrs xx

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By *arlot_CharlotteWoman
over a year ago

Manchester

I’m going through it right now - it’s such a mixture of emotions and hasn’t got any easier for me as I’ve got older.

In fact this is my fifth time of my heart being broken, which makes me feel super unlucky in love God loves a trier apparently

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Yep, when my last major relationship ended. Most painful and difficult time of my life, and it’s still there, in parts, 18 months later.

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