FabSwingers.com forum: Brain fuckery and cancer is a cunt.

By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

My brain is in a state of mush.

Woke up this morning to an email from a friend of mine, someone I haven't spoken to in a couple of years, informing me that a mutual friend, a woman I met whilst having chemo, has passed away

Her cancer came back worse and stole her life.

My check up at the breast clinic is overdue...by quite a bit due to covid and was pushed back again a couple of weeks ago.

Tbh, I was already nervous as I always am about it but this news has just fucked with my brain.

My anxiety is bad atm anyway which I know isn't helping but I cannot shake the thought and worry that it's going to be bad news once I do get my check up.

I'm just sad and scared and needed to vent.

Cancer is a cunt...i kid myself that that chapter of my life is over but in reality, will it ever not effect me?

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

So sorry for your loss Turkish xxx

Start badgering your GP/ consultant for your checkup xxx

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

What terribly sad news, I'm so sorry x

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By *atnip make me purrWoman
over a year ago

Reading

So sorry you are going through this. Kick that cunty cancer to the kerb.

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Sorry you have received bad news

It is good (in some respects) that you are conscious of your situation

It means you are more likely to be aware of yourself and your health

Many of us blithely exist, passing of aches & pains as 'just this' or 'just that', often until it is too late

I've lost two good friends that way x

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Sending you lots of love Lu.

My inbox is open.

Jo.Xx

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

My thoughts are with you

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

I'm so sorry Lu

I wish I had words to make you feel a bit more at ease. Cancer definitely is a cunt.

Sending you lots of love and cuddles

xxx

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Sending a hug xx

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Cancer is a cunt

I'm sorry Lu - Im sending hugs x

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By *naswingdressWoman
over a year ago

Manchester (she/her)

I'm so sorry xx

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By *ememberTheNameMan
over a year ago

barnsley

"My brain is in a state of mush.

Woke up this morning to an email from a friend of mine, someone I haven't spoken to in a couple of years, informing me that a mutual friend, a woman I met whilst having chemo, has passed away

Her cancer came back worse and stole her life.

My check up at the breast clinic is overdue...by quite a bit due to covid and was pushed back again a couple of weeks ago.

Tbh, I was already nervous as I always am about it but this news has just fucked with my brain.

My anxiety is bad atm anyway which I know isn't helping but I cannot shake the thought and worry that it's going to be bad news once I do get my check up.

I'm just sad and scared and needed to vent.

Cancer is a cunt...i kid myself that that chapter of my life is over but in reality, will it ever not effect me?

I had a brain tumour in 09 I’ve just come to my 10 year sign off from the hospitals meaning no more check ups and scans and things

I think cancer will always be a part of my future as it changed my life so much

I hope you’re well and I wish you all the best for the future .

If you ever need a chat

I’m a message away

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

I've been thinking about something nice to say for a while now and its so hard Lu I real hope your ok and I'm sorry Lu - Im sending hugs x

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

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By *rumpyMcFuckNuggetMan
over a year ago

Den of Iniquity

Awww Lu I'm sorry

You know I'm always here

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By *carlet_woman_xxWoman
over a year ago

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Loves and hugs Lu

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Sorry to hear this sad news

Hope you are okay xxx

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

Lu, so sorry to hear this, and yes cancer is a cruel killer. Hopefully you can get your check up soon and your mind can be put to rest again for a while. On a positive note someone very close to me is now coming up to 13 years cancer free, since her breast cancer treatment. Wishing you all the very best x

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By *oxychicWoman
over a year ago

Nottinghamshire

Awww sorry to read this ive not had cancer but ive had a life changing illness,recently so if you need a chat im here

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

I’m sending you the world of hugs Lu. I can’t make it better, but I can be here if you need me xx

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By *oanonmyboneMan
over a year ago

maybe close

Sorry to hear the news of your friend. Stay positive about yourself

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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago

So sorry to hear this Lu cancer really is a cunt and I don't think the fear of it returning ever leaves you. I would keep pushing for your appointment explain to them the situation and how it's adversely affecting your MH. Big hugs to you lovely lady xx

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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago

Thank you all!

And to those who have messaged me...your love and support is helpful

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